This is my echo chamber, a clash of fuzzy oscillations and warm sounds from the small spaces of my apartment - it’s all about creation and experimentation in the hopes of finding the muse.

Thanks for listening, friends.

HF

Written, Performed, Mixed & Mastered: Melissa Chan

© 2019 Melissa Chan All Rights Reserved

Tizzy Tessellations

LYRICS:

I love your guts so much, I love your guts so fucking much.
I’m feeling you, you’re feeling twenty-two hullabaloo.

This bright blue deja vu, japanese bittersweet through and through.
I need you, tease to please these thoughts of ill at ease.

I don’t know what I’d do with or without you.

AH OH AH OH - won’t you be my baby, won’t you be my baby?
MY HEART GOES
AH OH AH OH - won’t you be my baby, won’t you be my baby?

I stay every day and always, learning slowly that life will be okay - naivete.
It grows cherry red in this dead heat, so complete and obsolete - conceit.

I love your guts so much. 
I love your guts so fucking much.

Written, Composed & Produced by Melissa Chan
© 2019 Melissa Chan All Rights Reserved

0:00

LYRICS:

I never needed your time.
I can’t remember the shape of why you left all the meaning in the dark.
I wonder if you believe in heaven, in heaven.

I’m a lucky, lucky girl.
It’s just an unlucky day.
I’ll be fazing in and out of focus, missing in every way.

Oh no, I don’t want no company.
I like to be alone.
I’ll just light a cigarette and hang up the phone
thinking about borrowed houses, how they never really feel like home.
thinking about borrowed houses, how they never feel like home.

I never said my goodbyes.
I hope to be around when you realize what you needed wasn’t me.
I see green snake eyes in my dreams seven eleven, oh thank heaven.

I’m just an unlucky girl.
It’s a lucky, lucky day.
I’ll be fazing in and out of focus, missing you every day.

Oh no, I don’t want no company.
I like to be alone.
I’ll just light a cigarette and hang up the phone
thinking about borrowed houses, how they never really feel like home.
thinking about borrowed houses, how they never feel like home.

CAMERA: Canon AE1 Program
FILM: Kodak Gold 200

Written, Composed & Produced by Melissa Chan
© 2019 Melissa Chan All Rights Reserved

3:11

LYRICS:

I met you in the winter, when the world was frozen still 
and it took longer to undress.
It’s three years later and I still remember now 
the taste of blue buck on your tongue.

I’m put into perspective by my own mistakes, 
the mountains and rivers undulate.

I’m a no good nothing, just a little speck of dust. 
I’m an old, nuanced nuisance.
I’m an underdoer, good at overthinking when I’m 
somebody’s whole universe.

I’m put into perspective by your mistakes, 
the mountains and rivers undulate.

I see differently in my different bodies.
I feel you ebb and flow, in fields of hollow echoes I know
it was just a phase of days and finding brand new ways 
to eat your words made of smoke. 
I hope you choke.

The kind of dream that makes you happy but sad when you wake up -
don’t make undeserved connections.
It’s my only escape, a comfort I like to hate, 
perpetual patterns that habit abates.

I’m put into perspective by my own mistakes, 
the mountains and rivers undulate.

CAMERA: Olympus Trip 35
FILM: Fujicolor Superia X-TRA 400

Written, Composed & Produced by Melissa Chan
© 2019 Melissa Chan All Rights Reserved

6:16

LYRICS:

Sunbird Pontiac - cherry red with the black.
You say now it’s time to go, no coming back.

Heavy on my mind, your words fall like knives 
on the floor - that’s where I’ll be after you go.

I know those blue grey eyes where the sadness lives and dies,
multiplies into something more -
big brown eyes where the sadness grows and grows.

I’m sorry I got bored and couldn’t stay anymore - 
disappearing day by day while I wait.

Opening the door, seeing you once more
and the space you left behind, empty like half filled drawers.

Those blue grey eyes where the sadness lives and dies,
multiplies into something more -
big brown eyes where the sadness grows and grows.

I know those blue grey eyes where the sadness lives and dies,
multiplies into something more -
big brown eyes where the sadness grows and grows.

Sunbird Pontiac - cherry red with the black.
You say now it’s time to go, no coming back.

No coming back.
No coming back.
No coming back.
No coming back.
No coming back.
No coming back.

CAMERA: Canon AE1 Program
FILM: Kodak Gold 200

Written, Composed & Produced by Melissa Chan
© 2019 Melissa Chan All Rights Reserved

10:18

LYRICS:

I feel you swimming in the deep.
I feel you swimming here with me.
I feel my insides underneath these socks and sneakers on my feet.

Layers peeling off of you look like other people that I used to know
from shared spaces misaligned and undefined.

It’s all you ever do, give it to me when we’re through talking about what’s new.
It’s easier to listen when it’s all you ever, all you ever, all you ever do,
all you ever, all you ever, all you ever do, 
all you ever, all you ever, all you ever do,
all you ever, all you ever, all you ever do.

I feel you swimming in the deep.
I feel you swimming here with me.
I feel my insides underneath these socks and sneakers on my feet.
I feel you.
I feel you.

CAMERA: Canon AE1 Program
FILM: Kodak Gold 200

Written, Composed & Produced by Melissa Chan
© 2019 Melissa Chan All Rights Reserved

13:41

I like naps, sake, spicy food and groovy jams/pickles - just a goon for good tunes.

DREAM/SYNTH POP + SHOEGAZE + INDIE ROCK + LOFI BEDROOM

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