was gonna be for a big project but it got scrapped. rip tho

awaiting my sweet demise (no purpose version)

left around (feat. luvgraveyardgirl)

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back in the facility

enter

I own nothing, have no privacy, and life has never been better.

i knew i'd never change

lyrics:
I’m sure you’ll be hearing this
Deep breath in and out
Do you feel this bliss
When I begin to shout
Would we go this far
To realize where we are
Notoriety for it all
And so we fall
I wish to be
Detached from my body
I was never myself
I’m sure you knew that well

Circles and spirals
In the red it is all the same
Nothing will get away
I’m just here to say
I never wanted to become this way
I’m sure you wanted me to stay
Since you built us our grave
Please don’t be afraid
Button up your shirt
This is what we deserved
The sin was too hard to let go-
Our blood will freeze with the snow
Everywhere we will go
In the red, we will show
Our everlasting glow
Everyone will know
How I was too slow
To move on from the show

(breakdown starts)
after breakdown:

I knew I’d never change
You’ll need to smash my brains
Doing this again
I can’t be with you guys anymore
I only hurt people
I’ll never understand why i deplored
The thought of something more

Don’t let out your cries
Don’t let me out
Keep me inside
Lock the door
I deserve nothing more
Than to suffer in hell
I’ve had this coming for me
Now I’m gone you can have all that peace

Rest assured I’ll never be coming back
I’m done lying in the dark
Turning into the ghost of embodied sin
I’ll swim forever in the light
I wish I could have been

Please don’t be afraid
Button up your shirt
This is what we deserved
The sin was too hard to let go

IN THE RED

do you really think so?

coverart by osokooma

together we shine (feat. luvclosure)

we're gone! (feat. Octopantics)

of all things (feat. Dead Butterflies)

april fools x3

enjoy this song i build off rage <3

laugh theory

i rlly thought i could get away...

lyrics:

It’s just how it goes
I’m still learning, no
I learned it all but still I fall
They repeat it every year I know
I don’t
Soon enough they’ll find me digging up a hole
The final resting place I’ll go
I just talk nonsense on the low
They know (they know)
They know
Fuck
They know it all
I can’t keep my eyes open (no, not at all)
And so I feel as though I’m nothing anymore

Evicted on the door
Who would’ve thought living is such a chore
I would’ve known it more
But I’m learning how to survive on my own

It’s nothing I don’t want
It’s staying up to the clock
Always ticking on and on
Mother taught me to always knock
But never to end it all
With all my problems to the wall
I wanna see the light
For once in my life
But never let it consume my twisted mind

I’ll retaliate
I renegade my family beliefs
I’m counting forks and spoons I need
I need
I need to eat

I grab a 3 week old burger from the trash
I got maggots in the sink
Start to crawl on all my fours
They still believe that I
Think clearly
And I barely deceive
They catch me scavenging
Unraveling the cloth covering my sleeves
It’s hard to tell what they’ve seen
I mean we’re in close quarters
If I had a nickel for every time I left then I’d be free
Cuz I’d pay for a train ride on the south side-
Pay for a tour guide now I’m on ice-
My pockets ran dry and that’s all that’s on my mind tonight

Cuz when I’m selfish I don’t bat my eyes
I grab a disguise and then I leave
It’s not new to me
No, it’s not new to me
It’s not

trash burger, to go please.

where have you been?

in appreciation of grungor :)

now you find me

what do you think?

lyrics:

Oh you just might go away
And when that day comes I’ll stay in place
I know you want me to move
But my heart is stuck to you

The shine of your eyes
You know I love that surprise
It makes my heart awake
If I can go back don’t mistake
I’d try my hardest
I’d fall in your arms again
The end
The curtains close but because I need the sleep

Oh hey, I tried to call last night
But I put up a fight with myself
Dug deep into thoughts about hell
And how I can’t see my face in the mirror
It’s so clear
You know I want to disappear

From the shine of your eyes
And the breeze from your hair
The air is so thick
My motives are unclear 
I’m afraid I don’t know anything when I’m not with you
Can I learn a thing or two from just my point of view

It’s so sad that you knowingly stay
Silent on your phone playing your game
Mouth shut but your brain
Is still awake
I want to know what you think
About
Me

What do you think
Oh, what do you think
Oh, what do you think

oh, you

i'll never face the truth

lyrics:

I stirred the pot like I wasn’t the one cooking
For two
I know you’re not gonna be looking for me
Once we’re through
I threw us away (Away)
Oh wow, so easily (Easily)
That sounds like something you might say right now
If you were next to me
If you were next to me
Oh, I’m so sorry
This wasn’t meant to be

Put on one shoe and then the other
One foot out the door and one staying in
I could tell you everything, but I’m not used to being genuine

I made you out to be an enemy
And someone that is there for me
I know that
I’m going back on my words
I know it hurts
For both of us
I really got us cuffed
Bed frame
Insane
In the first place (Place)
And in the worst ways (Ways)
I know I’m two-faced (I know I’m two-faced)

It’s so
Sad to realize I’m a disgrace
It must
It must
Suck to live with the fact I’m in your face
Constantly (Constantly)
Wondering (Wondering)
When I can (When I can)
Get up and leave

It’s so
Sad to realize I’m a disgrace
It must
It must
Suck to live with the fact I’m in your face
Constantly
Wondering
When I can
Get up and leave

I really want to go
You know I always run from you
That’s why I got holes in my shoes
It’s why I’ll always lose
I’ll never face the truth
Contemplate what’s the use
Contemplate what’s the use

What’s the use if I’m not able to be better (What’s it to you)
Why must you stick around when we both said we don’t need each other
(Oh-oh)
If I was you, I’d contemplate why I’m screwed(What’s it to you)
(Oh-oh)
And then I’d leave because I’m notorious for leaving you
(Oh-oh)

contemplation in your hands

i'm 21 and crazy
i’m an experiment, i think.
more 2 come

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