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Lyrics

I’m holding on
Won’t let go no
She calling me I won’t pick up the phone
California summer but i’m feeling so cold
Secrets on her lips they rest and i will never know

Make it all right if you’re feeling it
Turn out all the lights my name she screaming it
P33 pulled himself from the gutter
Talking that game mellt your bitch like butter
I look to the sky for all my guidance
Watch the clouds dance by while i’m hiding
From the cold hard truth 
That this worlds so cruel
I just wanna roll up
Do you wanna smoke too?

Daydreaming (prod. apartment9)

wish I could get back time
wanna exist without you on my mind
I put the blame on myself 
too often I ignored the signs 
Might’ve cared 
sorta there 
why’d you do that? 
now im scared 
cause now I think everyone’s gonna move like you do 
im aware 
I wasn’t perfect, just wanted to show I was worth it. 
to you, I’ll never deserve it.
what a shame that you never wanna take the dive 
Wonder why 
Still want him and I’m not surprised 
Still in love with the way he lied
guess you just don’t want your scars to fade away
Everyday feels like a maze
stay freaking out 
Don’t know what about 
Damn I wish that you had stayed 
Could’ve found a way to be okay
my friends say “give it time” 
just wish you hadnt wasted mine 
For so long, thoughts confined
Always said I was crazy 
But damn I was right
You really didn’t have to do that 
as much as I wanna say “that’s too bad”
I can’t go out without seeing you in everything
and it brings me back 
youve always said forever 
should’ve really just said never
I’ll leave the details out 
just hope that he don’t lose his temper 
still don’t know what to do
still don’t have the slightest clue
jokes on me, I just wanted it to be you

you really didn't have to do that (prod. soloft)

buffoon (verse):
i took the stairs to get here
cause i'm scared of the elevators
when you said "see you later"
can it be right now?
i'm impatient
you said "i'll be right out"
and i was waiting
but you ditched me
for your best friend
who you live with
okay i guess

buffoon (hook):
do you even understand what you mean to me?
cause i know that you have this feeling inside
home's always a wreck when we get there
but it's our job to provide
we destroyed this town with our own two hands
but let's give the next high school class another chance

epitomeoffailure (verse):
will you give me another chance
will you take my hand
and take this dance with me
you’re the only one i want to see
i’ll travel to distant lands
just to see you
just to be with you
our future
together
forever

buffoon + {epitomeoffailure} (hook):
do you even understand what you mean to me? {do you understand what you mean to me?}
cause i know that you have this feeling inside
home's always a wreck when we get there {home's always a wreck when we get there}
but it's our job to provide
we destroyed this town with our own two hands {our own two hands}
but let's give the next high school class another chance {let's give the next high school class another chance}


buffoon + {epitomeoffailure} (post-chorus):
i remember what you said to me when i left your dorm
it was freezing and you kicked me out and said keep warm
{do you know you destroyed me down to my core?
wishing i could forget the past but i crawl back for more}

we destroyed this town w/ epitomeoffailure (prod. dead yami)

(I can try
To give you my life
But even I
Don't want it)

Walk around my room
Headaches
Who the hell are you
Blood on my face new place 
I don't know you
I just need a break
Long wait
Man it's so new
Movin' through states
With no place
What a fuckin' view

And I can try
To give you my life
But even I
Don't want it

And I still tried
Through all the hard times
Hurt me too
When I saw you cry
I didn't mean it when I screamed goodbye
And I'll still try my heart out
Tell you I'm fine
But we both know it's a lie
Since I saw you the last time

(Since the last time
Since the last time
Since the last time
Since the last time)

I just know you're doin' fine
How's school?
How's life?
I'm not talkin' bout mine I
Never looked back anyways
Ten days
Never thought about you anyways

Five years long
I was never wrong
Told me I'm gone
Tell you all about how I'm lost
Tell you all about what I did
Now you're gone

And I'll still try
To give you my life
'Cause even I
Don't want it

Walk around my room
Headaches
Still the old you
Tryna find space
I don't know how I told you
Welcome to the end
Man, I'm glad I could know you
Blood on my face
In the mirror
What a fuckin' view

And I still tried
Through all the hard times
Hurt me too
When I saw you cry
I didn't mean it when I screamed goodbye
And I'll still try my heart out
Tell you I'm fine
But we both know it's a lie
Since I saw you the last time

I can try
To give you my life
But even I
Don't want it

don't want it (jolst)

lyrics

tell me now u goin out?
nah i dont wanna walk
i dont need to see my name on all these insta story’s
wait huh why u like this for
u don know nun bout me and i can live if 
it were to stay like that if im honest

should see her face
it sent me out
told me not be so rude 

but i jus wanna find someone
who when she talk i can feel summin
but never at these partys fuck it
so ill jus focus on myself now

so discreet its driving me insane
all these words keep for my beats
yeh you’ll survive without my face
took 10 mins to write this but i dont wanna wait
ironic how i say say that shit but feels like time is all i waste

its what this shit ll do
and then ur shits consumed
so id jus let out before it gets inside of u
inside these drugs and now i dont wanna move x2

sensual (wstd)

ive been tryin to find myself
but its so fuckin hard
when im stuck in this cell
i promise im not worth the wait
baby go ahead and turn the page
cuz im just another tired story
all i cause is pain
baby its so important that u turn the other way
dont waste ur time wit someone like me
im just that only wants you to bleed
ohhhh only want u to bleed...bleed

and every day its getting harder
to contain these thoughts of mine
i cant take this any longer
im falling apart tonight]
i just wish that i could let this go
if u have the cure pls let me know

oh its another tired story...
another tired story
and i cant seem to find the end
its missing words and its full of suspense
so pls keep me out ur thoughts
cuz baby im not worth the cost...
im not worth the cost....

another tired story [+sorrow bringer]

Ocelots And Wolves (guda x happytears)

[+ trabbey]
@dannysadventures

(TNS)
I think it’s time for you to leave me on the ground 
Tearing out my soul just to find a way back home

Running outta time I ain’t worried about that 
God only knows I’ll be comin right back 
I only know the way back home to you 

(Danny)
Girl I wanna take you home tonight
Don’t you leave me on the ground like every time
You don’t need to keep messing with my head
That's why you got no friends
Shawty be wack
Why you gotta do me like that
Going out sad
OVO I’m falling back
On the ground every time you call me out
Girl you got me stressed up and you had me let down
Cold down here
It’s not safe nowhere
You are all my fears
Don’t break me dear

(TNS)
Tear out my eyes 
I know you’ve got something to hide 
Your not right inside 

You can’t keep on living like that 
Games are fun until he don’t hit you right back 

Losing all the people that you love on your life 
That’s so fucking wack 

Catch all the people falling onto the ground 
Tearing down the ceiling 
pull the paint off the wall 

Tell the stupid stories to remember my fall 
To remember my fall inside of these walls 

I think it’s time for you to leave me on the ground 
Tearing out my soul just to find a way back home

Running outta time I ain’t worried about that 
God only knows I’ll be comin right back 
I only know the way back home to you

Leave Me On The Ground (ft. Danny’s Adventures)

original - https://soundcloud.com/yung-jza-shawty/soft

skele - soft (YungJZA cover)

with cuts (https://soundcloud.com/cuts)
guitars in outro by snoopytown

But you make it easy
cause you make it real
don't know what i'm doing
but i know how it feels
and i know how it looks
i know that its scary
i know what it does
its just temporary

but you say we should try and quit it
ive been tryna see the difference
focus on the bigger picture
i know, its just where your mind goes

wish you were mine though
blind in the day glow
wait if you say so
fucked up the one thing
one thing i wanted
lost in the garden
i let the thoughts in
i couldnt stop it
youre so amazing
youre so amazing

but i could make it better if you want that
holding out for something thats been so good
and fighting backs the only way you show that
but you dont have to do it when its just us

but i know the feeling
just held with the lights off and trust that its real
and they couldnt tell me
cause they didnt know me so
i took the long way and
i took it slowly

and family's confusing
i know how you feels so i know what youre doing
and i cant believe that we'd
last to december
hard to admit that its
hard to remember

But you make it easy
cause you make it real
don't know what i'm doing
but i know how it feels
and i know how it looks
i know that its scary
i know what it does
its just temporary

Pale (w/ cuts)

Prod @wisssery <3

These past few months
Gave me cuts on my face
And every day i make the same mistakes
Pushed away my friends 
Cuz i hate how ive changed
She made me worse
And im not the same
I hate myself
I just need some space 
Im tired of holding in all my pain

Should i stay here
Or am i lying to myself
visions not clear
And i dont need your help
Should i stay here
Or am i lying to myself
visions not clear
And i dont need your help

Please let me go and watch me fall
Didnt think our relationship would change it all
I cant even rest when im alone
Waiting for a message on phone

apologies on the mixing, my pop filter broke and im using a different one. will make sure the next song isnt as bad <3

don't want it (jolst)

futhills

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