Name: please dont go w/ soku by futoh
Duration: 2 min 41 s
Description: thank you jxsie beats for producing all these amazing beats for us and thank you to soku and Lxst Boy for helping make these songs possible. Hope ya'll enjoy!

"i cant rely on anyone, cus people dont know how you feel. its so surreal the pain i feel, i wish it could all stop." .. 🥲 yeah

I don't want to show emotion
If you're gonna leave me broken
I Hope I don't mess this up
Cause you've been on my mind
For the 30th time
Now I'm hoping you stay by my side
Now my hearts been shattered, broken, and scattered
Don't know if she'll love me again
It's been beaten, fractured, ending in disaster
Telling my mom that she left
Telling my mom that she left
Wishing her all of the best
Cause' man I'm a mess
Wish I could take it back and do it again
But now you're off to college and now i'm seeing the end
I can't say i'm not upset, just a little bit
Missing it
Thinking I'll get over it
Different positions
Aborting the mission
You say that you love me but now you're just dipping
Maybe I'm tripping, or maybe i'm dreaming
I'm looking at pictures of you on my ceiling
I'm missing the feeling
Of holding your hand
Picking me up and letting me stand
Sitting around and I'm frozen
Fighting the tides like the ocean
Hoping heart break doesn't kill me
Thanking the world world cause' she chose me
I don't want to show emotion
If you're gonna leave me broken
I Hope I don't mess this up
Cause you've been on my mind
For the 30th time
Now I'm hoping you stay by my side
Now my hearts been shattered, broken, and scattered
Don't know if she'll love me again
It's been beaten, fractured, ending in disaster
Telling my mom that she left
Telling my mom that she left
Wishing her all of the best
Cause' man I'm a mess
Wish I could take it back and do it again
But now you're off to college and now i'm seeing the end

Shattered

Shattered (Prod. Cløud)

end up the same w/ ✰RSQ✰ (prod. oc)

NVR/MND x Le Play - Blue Moon [prod. Nuxe & Vict Molina]

can you break all my bones and show me how to be happy? re:mix w/CHRMNG,

thank you jxsie beats for producing all these amazing beats for us and thank you to soku and Lxst Boy for helping make these songs possible. Hope ya'll enjoy!

please dont go w/ soku

social reject (prod. jxsie beats)

All Around Me (miller)

produced by splashgvng
mixed and mastered by lxst boy

a love letter i’ll never send (splashgvng)

produced by jxsie beats & nuxe
mixed and mastered by lxst boy
@cavasoul
@jxsiebeats

-lyrics-
(lxst boy)
was it something that i said that ticked you off
cause now you won't talk
i feel that we're running out of time
cause i know that i get inside my head
i'll never understand
i never did this now i do it all the time
i am overthinking to the point im never sleeping
i been writing songs, i even do it when im dreaming
i hope this goes away, yeah, cause God, i hate this feeling
i am trapped within these walls, my eyes are glued to the ceiling
yeah

sometimes i get a little closer
there's no words left to say
tell me what you thought would happen
i can't explain
you left your shadow on my matress
sometimes i get a little closer
(and sometimes i get a little colder)
theres  no words left to say
tell me what you thought would happen
i can't explain
you left your shadow on my matress

(cavasoul)
i gave all of my love right away
then for me, im left with nothing
i was walking alone in the rain
i could snap at the press of a button
it's december now, rain coming down
it freezes before hitting ground
it reminds me of the feeling i had on my neck
when you coming around
is it something about me? 
cause lately i feel like you better without me
idk whats going on in my head
but the negative thoughts overwhelm me, im drowning
im never healthy, i cannot help it
how can i help me? i wanna be dead
i still remember the lies you had said to me
so i just fill up your side of the bed
now

(lxst boy)
sometimes i get a little closer
(and sometimes i get a little colder)
there's no words left to say
tell me what you thought would happen
i can't explain
you left your shadow on my matress
sometimes i get a little closer
(and sometimes i get a little colder)
theres no thing i can say
that will undo what had happened
please just explain
i am drowning in my sadness

when it rains in december w/ cavasoul & jxsie beats

Blurry/Worth It (feat. Zay Williams)

https://open.spotify.com/track/1qj0UgftgV05jJO53BzUDV?si=UK3lzbqcQnSdqYwgsAWJbA

I'm so cold
I've been trapped inside my own head
I've been so cold
Ooh

It's probably nothing
But I cant stop thinking
I know that you love me
But I do not think so
And I've been so cold

I've been trapped inside my own head
I'm so cold
I've been trapped inside my own head

Yeah
Let me talk about the demons like in every song
The demons arent demons they are just my thoughts
And I've been thinking too much 'bout the future
I found you and lost you
And I cant stop thinking

Everything is shrinking
And my mind is waking
I'm running in circles
I'm trapped in my own head
I need to stop thinking 
Get out of this wrong place
I'll give everything
For a clear mind

Ooh
Ooh

It's probably nothing
But I cant stop thinking
I know that you love me
But I do not think so
And I've been so cold

I've been trapped inside my own head
I'm so cold
I've been trapped inside my own head
I've been trapped inside my own head
I've been trapped inside my own head
Ooh

It's Probably Nothing (Prod. Micco.) (Now on Spotify)

the breeze will blow
and i will go with it.

please dont go w/ soku

futoh

Recent comments

ariana ☼

ֶֶָָ֢֢ฅ(offline)

Lxst Boy

ツAbdu

Related tracks