prod. cxrter

naked (prod. m.e x raspy)

pessimist ft. jaden (prod. dead spyro)

written by Lxst Boy and soku (@soku_music)
produced by 4lexf
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy
intro sample from Regular Show

LYRICS

VERSE 1

[Lxst Boy]
stuck in my head
feel so alive but im better off dead
probably should apologize wrote this instead
writing sad songs now im buried in the sand
running around for a girl in a frenzy
eating too much but im still feeling empty
im feeling cold from the love never sent me
i wanna run far away no one get me, yeah
darkness inside of me, im not a masterpiece
lxst in this world, not finding no canopy
burning alive while she holding the kerosene
im broken in pieces, the demons still tearing me
haunting my dreams, lxst in the sheets
getting tongue tied from the words try to speak
unwanted reasons, tell me your secrets
promise i'll keep them, yeah
tell me you want me, feel like im floating
im broken hearted cuz you were my chosen
you were my future, now hopeless and broken
and im stuck in time, yeah these pages are soaking
rain in my dreams, its not what it seems
tears filling up gonna sail overseas
over mountains i dream when im stuck in my sleep
and im looking for reasons on why i still breathe, uh

[Lxst Boy & soku]
im stuck in time, yeah
really crossing the line yeah
dont feel like im fine yeah
someone show me the light, yeah

[Lxst Boy]
im stuck in time, yeah
really crossing the line yeah
dont feel like im fine yeah
someone show me the light, yeah

VERSE 2

[soku]
stuck in my head
lxst in my mind
i tried to call but my call got denied
still feeling bad
tried to apologize
all those nights
that i could've had her but didnt
messed up this time
still dont know why im even alive
getting tongue tied every time that i speak
havent taken a shower since you left me, yeah i reek
our love hit our peak then had to decline
yeah you decline every time i call
i thought i had it all
now im on my fall
all my photos on your wall, yeah this is all my fault
im sorry that i hurt you in this way
i can promise you that you'll see better days
ayy, but you dont want to see my face
and i get it
im sorry that i did it
now im begging on my knees for forgiveness, yeah

#getmoreplays
#scfirst

from the depths of my mind (feat. soku) [4lexf]

written by Lxst Boy
produced by 4lexf & Pizzle

featured on Promoting Sounds
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=voU3Zy70Qts

-lyrics-
i can never look at you and say no
thats what you say so
now im holding back tears
while im trying to read your gravestone
vision getting blurry 
and the clouds looking fake though
you left your mark on me
like a bite from a mako
now im back to writing like i used to
everything left on these pages really are about you
remember all the times we sat on this couch watching pokemon
share our fries at dairy queen but now i cry cause its all gone

yeah
and I just really wanna talk to you
I pray to God and go to church just like we always used to
composing this poetry
I'm glad that you noticed me
in that class that fateful day
when our eyes met, now it's way too cold to see
all that you've given
girl, thank you for all the blessings
that you had sent my way
first time you called my name
and I know that I'm selfish cause I really really want you back
I hope you're flying safe in Heaven cause I really miss you bad

yeah I'm really mad
wrote you like fifty tracks
and now I'm sitting alone
my heart's broken through the thickest cast
I miss going to see you on the hospital
wished it'd last
now I'm asking God why He took an angel from my grasp
I'm laying on the porch wondering which one of these stars are you
really shining bright now I don't feel the solitude
I just wanna hear your voice I miss calling you
now these feelings I hold inside will one day return back to you

flowers by your grave... (4lexf x pizzle)

galaxy ft. Lxst Boy 

prod. mist3r 

much love people ❤ 💛 💙 

galaxy ft. Lxst Boy (prod. mist3r)

Written by Senzu, Lxst Boy & Sad Boi Shayaa
Produced by 4lexf
Mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy

Lyrics

Senzu
[Hook]
last summer hittin licks 
had the time of my life
and its because i had you
by my side
oh yeah you're why
i was fallin for you everyday 
like more and more 
and you bet your ass you're the one that's on my mind
oh yeah you're mine
you're mine

Lxst Boy
[Verse]
yeah you're mine
i been hitting your line
like every single night
shawty, thinking that its time
yeah you taking all my time
but its fine
i don't mind
tryna get you, get you by
by my side
yeah by my side
you're fine, i'm writing songs writing bout how much i miss you
i'm just writing lyrics, droppin bangers like i'm Senzu
i just wanna hang, girl you looking kinda cute
cherry on top looking sweet yeah, yeah thats you
uh, take you on a trip baby lets go see the moon
uh, stars in your eyes really lighting the mood
yeah, hearts in your messages when we texting till 2
tell me everything i wanna know about you

Sad Boi Shayaa
[Verse]
its alright, he is right
never compare to him you deserve his light
im alright, trust me we don't need to fight
i gotta accept it, its the way of life
he can do and say more things than me
he can protect and kill like its free
he's straight forward he is strong like a beast
while im the opposite with so many needs
even with all that, you never turned your back
never turned your back
(mumbling)

Mine W Lxst Boy & Sad Boi Shayaa (4lexf)

Serotonin (prod . Boyfifty )

surprise surprise;)
---
don't usually do a surprise release, so take this as a gift lmao
---
lyrics:
damn im talking to the moon again,
he's been there all my life but now he's become like a guardian,
my knight in shining armor, shielding me from pain,
but he's not overprotective, i'm still cruisin in my lane,
and maybe i got training wheels,
and maybe i'm up in my feels,
but never will i let that come between my love that's real,
and the person i embody, someone that has always smiled,
but now its painted on my face, i should've made it stretch for miles,

cause maybe then people will not take it for granted,
all the roots that i've planted
have drowned from all the rain that never seems to stop,
and my music seems to flop whenever i put in some thought,
but when i write them in 2 minutes, seems like gold that i have brought,

i promise you i'm not a king with a cave worth of his riches,
just a boy who likes his kisses, and the girl that he misses,
all my tears have collected in the ridges, and my attitude i switch it,
cause i'm bound to find an outfit that won't leave me in the ditches,

yea i hate that place, the anger plastered on my face,
i guess it's time that i replace, my face that's breaking at a pace,
it's got cracks like its a drought, and they are laced with doubt,
held together by the hope that i will make it out


(chorus)


the demons, they're all midgets,
the minutes, i've spent reflecting,
the hardships of comprehending,
the help they've been recommending,
reality i've been bending,
has stopped me from just pretending,
that i'm really fine, when my funeral ive been attending,

in a black suit, black coffin, black world, hope they care,
hope they show some color that they never seem to share,
in a world full of rainbows, im looking pretty gray,
that's probably why she left, i just had boring displays,


(chorus)

talking to the moon again (prod. cxrter)

Huge shout out to carter metro for the fire beats as always

Lyrics

If we weren't so far apart
id let you bloom into my heart baby
but you never give me the time of day
yeah you never look my way
im just another background character in your day to day
i dont think you want me

so help me breathe
yeah help me see
whats wrong with me
please baby

i hate it when you're mad at me 
for things that i cant even see
i swear you're lying right through your teeth
everytime you talk to me

could you give it to me straight, yeah
could you give it to me straight yeah
i think that would be great yeah
yeah yeah

these games aren't fun anymore baby
and im getting fed up of the way you treat me
so brutally so brutally

so

why dont you come back down to me
you knew we were fine before you kicked off at me 
for some bullshit last week

now im just asking her..

could you give it to me straight, yeah
could you give it to me straight yeah
i think that would be great yeah
yeah yeah

give it 2 me str8 (cxrter)

shout out to Carter Metro for the beat,  Julia Alexa for the beat vocals

Lyrics

ponder on my pains and which to consider worse
the pain you gave to me or the pain i inflicted first
feelings like a burden to those that i love the most
these demons got an airtight grip round my throat

i cant seem to ease my pain
every fucking day plays out the exact same 
i wake up, breathe air and leave my place
i get home, i starve myself and i fade away

im so alone but
you make me feel
all the things i want
and im so broken
but you make me feel
moments that give me hope and

i dont care if
you break my heart
cause ive been hurting from the start
x2

I think im outta luck, when it comes to life
i make the same mistakes almost every night
i dont wanna fight this feeling no more
suicidal tendancies knock at my door
and i swear im this close, to just letting them in
i find solace in death, its so calm in the end
finally find some peace from within
some peace from within

im so alone but
you make me feel
all the things i want
and im so broken
but you make me feel
moments that give me hope and

i dont care if
you break my heart
cause ive been hurting from the start
x2

im so alone but
you make me feel
all the things i want
and im so broken
but you make me feel
moments that give me hope and...

burden (cxrter)

Old Me (prod. Cxrter x Stafford Beats)

share this song, i hope you enjoy :) 
feature: lil softie // beat maker: cxrter // mix: xsus

why did you leave me? (ft. lil softie) prod. cxrter & xsus

Rauch in der Luft

DEMONS

10 Toes (Diddy Freestyle)

the breeze will blow
and i will go with it.

chicagoland producer 💜🖤🩶🤍 | 21 | 🧠♾️
(prod.) credits: @sewerperson @lilskeleskrrt @emofruits @vito2300 @denverkell

talking to the moon again (prod. cxrter)

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