[Person A]

Would you say you’re a perfectionist?
Ridicule me for the things I’ve done, the things that I didn’t do
You can sacrifice your time
Leave them all behind
No other ones can do you good

Though will I ever be good enough?
(For you, for them, for you, for them)
Will I ever be good enough?
(For you, for them, for you, for them)

Do you ever regret the thing you are?
The way you make it fall in line
The lack of sleep
For when you say: 
“When you do things do it all right”
 
[Person B]

Well alright
Never thought trying would end up like this
Go and split
You make it seem like I ruined your life cause

I do things that you’ll never understand
My motivations always seem foreign to you
When you tried knocking on my door again
You thought there were acceptions
My peace is non-existent
 Soon I thought we can both be on our own
Signs show that I'm willing to be alone
I hate the way you think
I hate the way you’re concerned about me
Be concerned about yourself

Though will I ever be good enough?
(For you, for them, for you, for them)
Will I ever be good enough?
(For you, for them, for you, for them)

Perfectionist

Sink through the bed, I’d love to
Unless I wanna stay forever 
Also fine
You ask me, “Can I do tomorrow”
Can’t even do today, made up my mind

Detach me from what I had built for you 
As long as I don’t care, start seeing white
Ignorance goes my way, yeah I know
Communications cut off once thought right 

I wish I could say “no” more to you
There’s a smile on your face so I comply
I wanna please people that I love
But who I want to be, a sacrifice 

Sinking through the sheets, I’d love to
Ungodly hours slept and woke up to all week
How many things do I have to unlearn to be…

"Home"

Home now (Home now)
Home now (Home now)
Home now (Home now)
Home now (Home now)

Sink (Home)

Human limitations
What else can I do ever since he has died in front of my eyes?
Oh, it hurts
Oh, how'll I
Will escape you
Only you
Until my fear has set aside

Oh death
Oh death

More days spent wandering
Down to the ocean floor
Nothing came out my trials
And I'm still alone
The kingdom that I had abandoned
Witness me empty-handed
Though they have never looked better
Resolution
Revelations made me content

Took me to realize that I was something
When I lost about everything that I had, that I was
How blind was I?

Oh death 
Oh death

Gilgamesh

(Fun fact: This was the last song made for the ep!)

To my dreams, start saying goodbye 
As I slowly start to lift my eyelids 
I'm still tired of it all 
But I don’t know what’s the cause 
And I hate it 

It never made any sense 
that’s why I wanted to stay 
I never made any sense 

Contradiction that was all of my statements 
Most times knew what I want, but never had the strength to say 
Two sides of a coin, the other never shown 
Didn’t think we would understand it anyways 

I- I think I'm tired
I- I think I'm tired today
I- I think I'm tired
I- I think I'm tired today

To my dreams, start saying goodbye 
As I slowly start to lift my eyelids 
I'm still tired of it all 
But I don’t know what’s the cause and I hate it

I try keeping to myself and put it in the lines 
All I got was a guitar and some back pain 
For my own benefit, you wouldn’t know where I was 
and what I wanted to change (Agh!) 

Between us 
Letting go of you 
and of me too
Come back different 
There's a difference 
The old me will end up dead

I Think I'm Tired

music by jacob g.
cover art by anika and john (thanks you two holy shit)

You’ll say sorry with those eyes of yours, but your lips won’t budge
You don’t like to talk about it
At least in your group, you do
Not one on one

I know that you’re gonna leave me
So, how should I carry on?
I’d like to think that you’re still here with me

Do you get me? Do you get me? Do you get me? 
Do you get me? Do you get me? Do you get me? 
Do you get me? Do you get me? Do you get me? 
Do you get me? Do you get me? Do you get me? 
(I don't know you anymo-)

You’re immature for not attempting to fill up our own grave
Don’t look at me like that
You’re acting like I’m the ghost
When you’re the one who’s late

And who left me
And who fucking decides to "find his way" suddenly
And you proceed to cut communications
A purchase of a ticket

Girl's (I Know)

My lungs were caving in, but the way you propped me up and pulled me right into your world
There’s something about it
About the way you hold me close
Winter hands dried up the most, but not the way I shall feel

You are my vacation
You get my mind off the earth
and everything I want to run from
As heavy as my eyelids
Got things I cannot say, but you stay anyways

fut sew

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