mix and mastered by me

produced by caspr: https://soundcloud.com/hellahaunted

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will u still be here (caspr)

prod dercept x 5head

When i talk to you
I know the end is soon
You can feel it too
Impendin' sense of doom
Back then
We didn't have any worries
You could argue it was better
When you left yea it hurt me
In this life you're my tether

I see
That i might be
Not what you need
I'm not your speed
If our time is up
Do i have to leave
Do you have to leave
I can't even lie
I been sittin' here cryin' cuz
I can't make this right
I got too much on my mind
If not now then when's the time
Never
If you don't feel the same
I'll just let you go

I won't hold on
To this broken bond
Back to where I belong
I'm under
Six feet deep in
What was the reason
Damn I feel cheated
I think you cut the deepest
If I was just an option
I gotta move more cautious
Cuz

I see
That i might be
Not what you need
I'm not your speed
If our time is up
Do i have to leave
Do you have to leave
I can't even lie
I been sittin' here cryin' cuz
I can't make this right
I got too much on my mind
If not now then when's the time
Never
If you don't feel the same
I'll just let you go

never

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prod by me and @AYOLEYBEATS

WASTED!

prod, ??? x me   (pls help if you can :\)

im on my demon seeing shit yeah
im on my dmt shit yeah
im on some-
im in a different world, 
and i dont know who i am for real
im on some-
im falling down this hole, and i cannot
feel my hands for real
burn away my lungs
hurt and make it worse
i think i smoke too much,
but my friends said "its enough"
CANT STOP, WONT STOP
IM ADDICTED, I CANT STOP!

i still dont know who i am
i still hotbox in my van
i still walk around the forest,
tryna find peter pan
what do i have to lose..?
walk around the party with a loaded garand
i got 16 in my bag,
and like 11 in my hand
said you wanted harsh shit, 
but now youre faced with the darkness
crying to yo bro,
but yo bro put you on this.

i think he laced that shit w fentynal..
that boy with the federal
HE WOULD KILL HIS MOM IF HE COULD
HE WOULD KILL HIS DOG, YES HE WOULD!
on some-
im in a different world, 
and i dont know who i am for real
im on some-
im falling down this hole, and i cannot
</3 feel my hands for real </3
burn away my lungs
hurt and make it worse
i think i smoke too much,
but my friends said "its enough"
CANT STOP, WONT STOP
IM ADDICTED, I CANT STOP

i still dont know who i am
i still hotbox in my van
i still walk around the forest,
tryna find peter pan..
pan..
walk around the party with a loaded garand
i got 16 in my bag,
and like 11 in my hand
said you wanted harsh shit, 
but now youre faced with the darkness
crying to yo bro,
but yo bro put you on this.

im on my demon seeing shit yeah
im on my dmt shit yeah
im on some-
im in a different world, 
and i dont know who i am for real
im on some-
im falling down this hole, and i cannot
feel my hands for real
burn away my lungs
hurt and make it worse
i think i smoke too much,
but my friends said "its enough"
CANT STOP, WONT STOP
IM ADDICTED, I CANT STOP!

peter pan

i got too many pics on my line
i got too many thoughts on my mind baby
we dont see the same now i feel blind
i been making songs just to pass time baby
she dont want me singing like that
she dont want me feeling like that
baby i got scars on my back
i got weed in my lap
i got ur head in my lap
the whole room claps when i snap
but im gonna cry when i get back
i will cry when i get back
baby i cant call u if its night time
please dont let me hold u back if its not the right time
we only live once so i want u to have a nice life
every time we argue feel like im the one to break ice
i dont live the same life
bae i dont expect u to save mine
if tonights my last night u kno imma pray right
baby ill be okay u dont gotta stay like
im a grownup these things shouldnt waste time
i spend hundreds on programs to perfect the voice lines
but u say i sound best when i sing on car rides
i think its ironic how the only way that i can say my thoughts to u
are all in my files
i got lyrics for miles
void in personality
i fill it with style
angel numbers showing up
im waiting for the angels arrival
n i been crying so much lately feel like a child
havent seen u in a while

withdrawal broke my conscious
slowing up
pouring up
five missed calls im fucking up
all these texts ive been stalling
im sorry
its not u baby
its me
sometimes i feel like i can see the future
every day that i dont record i feel like a loser
i dont like people so i make money off my computer
catch me in the back of the party sipping shooters
i been trying to make some shit that sound newer
but every single thing i make just sounds the same it never ends
i kno life is beautiful but all i see is streets from my window
feel alone in a room full of people

blind  (p. Elvix)

chill bro. get out there.

shout out to CRMDRM www.youtube.com/channel/UCkwNFmSMlZcq7N_U96vOjpw

Lyrics:
Control my life
And mental health
Sacred to go the distance
Too scared to make a call
I should wanna fix that
When I do
I always fall
Cause nothing ever works out
(Don't be like that)

Avoiding all the big crowds
(They're not so bad)

What could happen this time?
(May make a friend)

I guess it could be alright
(Lets play pretend)

Acting like I know the rules
Of how to talk
So play it cool
I'm just a ghoul
Inside a costume
By the pool
Look like a fool
I'm still wearing jeans
Tattered boots in spring
But nobody seems to care about it
Except me

Rolling through a field
Maybe catch a ride
Take me to a place
Where I can find
Another time
When I could really smile
Show those pearly whites
Maybe they could shine
Like stars right here tonight

I wont dance inside my mind
Let me dance with all my might
Dance because I wanna fight
Every panic every fright
All my dread I left behind
Think it might just come alive
It's my hateful Frankenstein
Made of all my different lines

I could've said
Or things I wont
Oh what a show
It's on repeat
My head so broke
From deadly dreams
To petty scenes
I hate this joke
Get off my phone
(I'm off my phone)

I've been kinda mad
Mostly at myself
And how I let my fear
Control my life
And mental health
Sacred to go the distance
Too scared to make a call
I should wanna fix that
When I do
I always fall

But what if it all works out?
(That would be rad)

Make it to a big crowd
(Take off the mask)

Dreaming of a my best life
(Reach from within)

Did it once, I can twice
(Not chasing the wind)

get out there (Prod. by CRMDRM)

https://soundcloud.com/auburnleavesfall

lyrics:
go stay
wont mind
crush me
shattered all my bones

go stay
wont mind
crush me
shattered all my bones
shatter my skull and breath out my air
one more slow breath before i go up there
was it so wrong? i couldnt take the pain
cannot go on, dont wanna die in vain

go stay
wont mind
crush me
shattered all my bones
shatter my skull and breath out my air
one more slow breath before i go up there
was it so wrong? i couldnt take the pain
cannot go on, dont wanna die in vain

EDEN - I Found (Periscope)

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