spiderwebs connect the disparate circuits inside my head like a morbid computer, foul creatures scurry to and fro carrying my thoughts of you. Aching bleeding thoughts, desiccating into ruby crystals whose shards pierce my mummified mind

slip away

if i could reverse time i would prevent u from coming back w/ saturnn

pill heads, junkies
hurting in love only made it worst
but i knew we both werent ready for it.. oh no…
you got your act together, pulled right through, but i’m still stuck right here
you’ve grown a lot you’re like a shining star
so dont look back at me at the start
the finish line’s so close for you
i cant tell if you just like this feeling of control over me
or if its really the same love you used to feel… 
you said you’d never love me like you did before and honestly that kinda hurts
but all that shit was so toxic…
cause at the same time i understand
you loved me too hard for who i am


i didnt deserve you back then, neither do i now
i never showed my love, left you in so much doubt
i know it doesnt do much but i’ll say i’m sorry again
cause i didnt deserve you back then, neither do i now


i messed up, big time
oh no… here goes time
you were always by me
always here for me and i was not
cause you were dying, why wasnt i there?
(you were dying and no one was there)
“cry on my shoulder”, bullshit, i never really showed you that i cared
and now i fear it’s too late…
cause you dont believe it when i say i always loved you and i really understand
i’m just a real bad lover
but you can trust me and you shouldnt
cause i dont even really get it myself
i dont know how i was so wrong
for so long, now you’re movin on…
cause at the same time i understand
you loved me too hard for who i am


i didnt deserve you back then, neither do i now
i never showed my love, left you in so much doubt
i know it doesnt do much but i’ll say i’m sorry again
cause i didnt deserve you back then, neither do i now

sorry again

another shitty song that no one likes but I'm shitty and no one likes me neither 

decided to Max B-ify the first section because I'm incapable of doing anything original + I'm far too obsessed with Max B

the hip and cool youngins of today like to call this process "2012 chief keef-ing" but I think chief keef's music is overrated dogshit

I hope I get hit by a car 

genre is news and politics because it's meaningless dogshit

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S O R Y U K I Z Z L E -  RABBITWINTER ETERNALWISH ETERNALWINTER RABBITWI$H PROD XANDREAS

Two Years In The Making

If I Were Free




Introducing a New Genre to the World; and to the Universe; I call it, Futuristic Punk.


No one (and I mean no one) has my permission to use my music or the avatars of my band for their shit. The music is copyrighted. make your own shit. [do your own shit.] do your own music for that shit. Go be funny somewhere else.

✝ Yochanan 11:25

"Yeshua said to her, “I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me will still live, even if he dies."

Muhammed can't say that.

Jesus Yeshua also said in

 (John 10:17-18 Jewish New Covenant New Testament)

✝ Yochanan 10:17-18

"Therefore the Father loves me, because I lay down my life, that I may take it again."

No one takes it away from me, but I lay it down by myself. I have power to lay it down, and I have power to take it again. I received this commandment from my Father.”

Muhammed can't say that because he didn't rise from the dead in 3 days like Jesus Yeshua. Muhammed's been dead for more than 1400 years.

Even in the temple where Jesus worshiped his father, As far as Jesus Yeshua worshipping his father,

It says in 2:5 also says, in (Philippians 2:5-11 New Testament 
New International Version)(Jewish New Covenant New Testament (

5 In your relationships with one another, have the same mindset as Christ Jesus: 

6 Who, being in very nature God,
     did not consider equality with God something to be used to his own advantage;
7 rather, he made himself nothing
     by taking the very nature[b] of a servant,
     being made in human likeness.
8 And being found in appearance as a man,
     he humbled himself
     by becoming obedient to death—
         even death on a cross! 

9 Therefore God exalted him to the highest place
     and gave him the name that is above every name,
10 that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow,
     in heaven and on earth and under the earth,
11 and every tongue acknowledge that Jesus Christ(Yeshua the Messiah) is Lord,
     to the glory of God the Father.


(Phillipians 2:5-11 Jewish New Covenant New Testament)



Jesus Yeshua also says,


✝ Luke 24:25


"He said to them, “Foolish men, and slow of heart to believe in all that the prophets have spoken!"


✝ Luke 24:26


"Didn’t the Messiah have to suffer these things and to enter into his glory?”"


The original Messianic Jewish New Testament The Jewish New Covenant.The Brit Hadashah

(Luke 24:44-53 Jewish New Covenant New Testament)


✝ Luke 24:44

"Yeshua said to them, “This is what I told you, while I was still with you, that all things which are written in the Torah of Moshe, the Prophets, and the Psalms, concerning me must be fulfilled.”"


Then he opened their minds, that they might understand the Scriptures.


He said to them, “Thus it is written, and thus it was necessary for the Messiah to suffer and to rise from the dead the third day,


and that repentance and remission of sins should be preached in his name to all the nations, beginning at Jerusalem.

You are witnesses of these things.


Behold, I send out the promise of my Father on you. But wait in the city of Jerusalem until you are clothed with power from on high.”


He led them out as far as Bethany, and he lifted up his hands, and blessed them.


While he blessed them, he withdrew from them, and was carried up into heaven.


They worshiped him, and returned to Jerusalem with great joy,


and were continually in the temple, praising and blessing God. Amen.



(Luke 24:44-53 Jewish New Covenant New Testament)


Hebrews 9:22

"According to the Torah, nearly everything is cleansed with blood, and apart from shedding of blood there is no remission."




Jesus Yeshua said in 


✝ Yochanan 8:58


"Yeshua said to them, “Most certainly, I tell you, before Abraham came into existence, I AM.”"


(John 8:58 Jewish New Covenant New Testament)


Jesus Yeshua also said,


"Now father glorify me together with yourself with the glory which I had with you before the world came to be."


(John 17:5 Jewish New Covenant New Testament)





What if God was one of us Cover extended-Anduhil Jewel-Billow.mp3

glimpse ft. lifi

~guarded hearts~



we finish our business because we’re poltergeists 


in the silence
~lost in the rhythm of the night~


in the silence
whispers rise
~because we’re poltergeists ~

beneath the moonlit 
starry sky
lost in shadows
we’re poltergeists 


beneath the moonlit starry sky
in digital dreams our secrets hide


in the quiet we find our voices
in the echoes 
we are anointed
silent plea
in the depths of our uncertainty
~guarded hearts behind the screen~


~vulnerability~


in the stillness where we convene
~guarded hearts behind the screen~
vulnerability


in the depths of our uncertainty
guarded hearts behind the screen
beneath the moonlit starry sky
silent plea
in the depths of our uncertainty
~guarded hearts behind the screen~
in the stillness where we convene
~lost in the rhythm of the night~


~vulnerability~

in the whispers we find our light
in the code our souls entwined
in the shadows where we find
a bridge to cross
we finish our business 
because we’re poltergeists 
because we’re poltergeists
 (a bridge to cross)
in candle light we are anointed
in silence we find our voices
~vulnerability~
in the stillness 
we embrace the pain
(digital dreams our secrets hide)


beneath the moonlit
starry sky
in the silence
in the silence our whispers rise
lost in the rhythm of the night
guarded hearts behind the screen
digital dreams

x. guarded heart .x ( prod. sorrow bringer )

Hydroxyde

Congratulations to everyone on the first day of summer🌅



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Aesthetic (Summer 2024)

crazy UK USA Link Up cypher gon Kick Your Door

sample used: white stripes seven nation army

DEMON$ (FEAT. RM$ SOSANAMI & LUI VILL)

The Album that started it all. And introduced a new sound and a new genre and a beautiful sound to the world:

Listen to AI: Anduhil Intelligence, a playlist by AI: Anduhil Intelligence on #SoundCloud
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The thing is, I write how I feel and it's not going to be about the same thing all the time. No apologies.

Funny enough I don't want fans. I just want people who genuinely appreciate my work. Shit everyone who doesn't.

Introducing a New Genre to the World; and to the Universe; I call it, Futuristic Punk.


No one (and I mean no one) has my permission to use my music or the avatars of my band for their shit. The music is copyrighted. make your own shit. [do your own shit.] do your own music for that shit. Go be funny somewhere else.

What if God was one of us Cover extended-Anduhil Jewel-Billow.mp3

AI: Anduhil Intelligence

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