forever with shorty

lyrics:

Baby life’ll turn up
Maybe its time we celebrate so come and turn up
I can’t do the whiskey tho I start to burn up
We aint lose the magic just because we grow up
We just came to celebrate so drink and pour up
No one really here for me gon ever lose touch
Everything I do I do to help em glow up. 
I came thru the party just to fuck it all up
This shit too expensive don’t you throw it all up

I refuse to panic every time I wake up
Back inside my past well I would have to stay up
I know I have problems just like everyone does
So im not tryna hold the line up
That bitch ignored me
That bitch would snore on me
How is it she dead to me and
That bitch is mourning
I like when its pouring
Skrt thru the alleyway
Im living cause im 22 but thinking like im 40
Be at peace
Told myself to be at peace
Who are u
Why the fuck u save a seat
No I don’t fuck with you so why u tryna fuck with me
that's alright im alright im alright

Baby life’ll turn up
Maybe its time we celebrate so come and turn up
I can’t do the whiskey tho I start to burn up
We aint lose the magic just because we grow up
We just came to celebrate so drink and pour up
No one really here for me gon ever lose touch
Everything I do I do to help em glow up. 
I came thru the party just to fuck it all up
This shit too expensive don’t you throw it all up

If thought counts
I should sentence you to death
The quiets loud
When you pause between the breathes
Honestly I don’t really wanna talk right now
Cause with you it always end in stress
Im at home in my heart right now
Lemme live lemme grow lemme flex
I know I don’t choke a lot 
And girl u know I smoke alot
But something in my stomach turns
Whenever u say u pulling up

Baby life’ll turn up
Maybe its time we celebrate so come and turn up
I can’t do the whiskey tho I start to burn up
We aint lose the magic just because we grow up
We just came to celebrate so drink and pour up
No one really here for me gon ever lose touch
Everything I do I do to help em glow up. 
I came thru the party just to fuck it all up
This shit too expensive don’t you throw it all up

cloudy days (jabarionthebeat x kxvi)

lyrics:

12 hour drive from the train to the bus
Before I get to work u find me rollin up kush
Cause I can’t really listen to my head too much
Damp wood floors start to build up dust
Late night Adelaide rain turned slush
they ask me how come I always come so clutch
Look into my eyes they see Im out for blood
If u bet against me you could hold my nuts
Take in air and I breath out toxins
I could feel the memories that’s lying in the 
drywall that bounce around my head 
from the room im stuck in
Triple x bottles on the shelf hold substance

Today and tonight
Help harvest pain tomorrow
Crimson from my thighs
Lays thick on plants of your home
and As fate is laid in the air around my carcass
I finally understand that I was always the target

And u just had to mark it
Go ahead and finish what u started
The blade u hold is sharded
Thru my heart of hornets
And Only in this moment
She sees me as more than
A body a cog wheel
I guess that’s not important
so Touch my face and frown
As the life bleeds out
I left defenses open
Ur lucky youre so gorgeous
And the cobble here is soaking
Her lips apply a poison to me
But For her id rather not breathe yea
huh im outside Lets take a ride
Baby ill do anything for ya huh
She go on a spree in Sephora huh
We could do whatever it is u wanna huh
Break me baby u could break and ill be here
U know in between the lines I never really cared
Crazy she tell me im crazy for letting fear go
I still got it I aint letting it show

Today and tonight
Help harvest pain tomorrow
Crimson from my thighs
Lays thick on plants of your home
and As fate is laid in the air around my carcass
I finally understand that I was always the target

unimportant (jabarionthebeat x aslo x kimpe)

lyrics:

fast
But Keep the phone face down
This is just how Im working now
Molly grind masked up he think he the purge now
I could never turn down
Yea guess what im worth now
Oh Im putting in work now
So she calling me a jerk now 

Fast
When inside the whip I cannot help but go fast
Pupils on some other shit all night I want it bad
I throw back these multi coloured pills inside my hand
Now that im going up I do not think how imma land

u know The drive taught me how to learn again
and u know I can’t wait till im home again
I think that im out of my mind
But Hopefully i get this right
I know im not the perfect man
Take my home and we can try again
I don’t fall for her innocence
Cause I was there when she loved to sin

Fast
When inside the whip I cannot help but go fast
Pupils on some other shit all night I want it bad
I throw back these multi coloured pills inside my hand
Now that im going up I do not think how imma land

U on 10 im powered down baby I hope u know
Too high in my vehicle I hope u know
I went hard for this shit so imma let it show
Bling blow on my neck that look like yellow snow

Tell ur friends ur going out 
But Keep the phone face down
This is just how Im working now
Molly grind masked up he think he the purge now
I could never turn down
Yea guess what im worth now
Oh Im putting in work now
So she calling me a jerk now

fastt (jabarionthebeat x catch 22)

lyrics:

Ping on my phone and she ask if im ready
I got Cheese in my blunt so my fingers is steady
She pull on my woods and it give her a headie
This liquid is thick in my cup like its heavy
Im blowing this gas like the back of a chevy
I can’t go in I aint ready I stuff up my Louis v jeans with some fete on fete
He say hell get me so why aint u got me
My diamonds keep flashing my neck paparazzi
I try to tell her baby girl I mean well
But u know I cant let them try me
This is a war zone
I got a singed heart I cannot feel no more
Yea
I am not like before
I am not like before yea

Look at those stripes on my bag and my body
I dress up when picking her up in the lobby
Im bored
Somebody feed me the score 
I swear that im way ahead
Wake up with me on the board I think u shoulda stayed in bed tho
I fucked his bitch then I ask if they dating she said u her best bro
I just had to win it was in the cards
Even if u blow up baby im still yours
Girl u have my whole heart yea
I think im a rockstar
Deep in the gutter I sit and wait
I had to get on my shit again
They wouldn’t let me inside of this game Jabari and I had to kick it in
Im in the city but I got a bitty that’s up on the mountain in Hamilton
Im kickin shit in my louboutins trying to break em in
I got bad luck when im fucked up
I am too deep I might throw up
Baby I know im damned im so horrible
Still I get my way its magical

Ping on my phone and she ask if im ready
I got Cheese in my blunt so my fingers is steady
She pull on my woods and it give her a headie
This liquid is thick in my cup like its heavy
Im blowing this gas like the back of a chevy
I can’t go in I aint ready I stuff up my Louis v jeans with some fete on fete
He say hell get me so why aint u got me
My diamonds keep flashing my neck paparazzi
I try to tell her baby girl I mean well
But u know I cant let them try me
This is a war zone
I got a singed heart I cannot feel no more
Yea
I am not like before
I am not like before yea

ricochet (jabarionthebeat x okaykhan)

lyrics:

This is where u left me standing naked in the rain
I had thought id kill u next time I’d’ve seen ur face
Caked in sweat with bits of mud cementing on my frame
She wont eat just anyone she told me there’s a taste

Think about what were fighting for
Nothing but our name
Some just chose the beaten path and others just refrain from all
oh I can't 
He said No Im not gonna die running
oh I know I can't 
Im going out raw oh im going out my way 
oh I know I can't 
Oh im still right here im still on my wave
oh I know I can't 
They didn’t want me in the first place
oh I can't 
I feel it leave from me in the worst way
oh I know I can't 
Baby I love u but I can’t stay
I just started opening up the hendrix uh uh
I might get too wavy talking heavy uh uh
I don't want get it I aint ready uh uh
She just rub my head and keep me steady uh uh

This is where u left me standing naked in the rain
I had thought id kill u next time I’d’ve seen ur face
Caked in sweat with bits of mud cementing on my frame
She wont eat just anyone she told me there’s a taste

out4blood (jabarionthebeat x tokiowahl)

lyrics:

u don't wanna
U don’t wanna be inside my head with me no
Don’t keep tryna get inside this bed with me hoe
I got V L T N big on top the fronts of my clothes
big Louis monogram across the m-

Imma always make sure u remain ok
Everything I think about every day
I hope that u better now in every way
every way

Shit just hit the fan with this drink me
So I keep some angels in my head with me
I can’t trust nobody else I learned already
Going to sleep this bottle in my bed with me
U don’t wanna be inside my head with me no
Don’t keep tryna get inside this bed with me hoe
I got V L T N big on top the fronts of my clothes
big Louis monogram across the mask on my nose
Blood should come off on the ground from the shoes on my toes
Im not playing no games like I had lost the controls
Im not playing no games baby miss me with those 
U can miss me with those
 
oh They hate on me too much I think they need a hobby
this A L Y X this aint Abercrombie
I did not work this hard for u to take it from me
Pour a drink for when they doubted me you would think it was mardi gras
She pull off my boxers and she ripped the Tommy off
My bitch is a 10 and a home body
Catch me on my ones but I got the blade on me
Cutting shapes with this shit he look like origami
lift me up
Drugs on me gonna pick me up
Take me home 
Honestly ive had enough
Oh im still here im just fucked up
If the nights long I can take a short cut
Oh u worried now baby im all good
Im just chilling in the front blowing a backwoods

Shit just hit the fan with this drink me
So I keep some angels in my head with me
I can’t trust nobody else I learned already
Going to sleep this bottle in my bed with me
U don’t wanna be inside my head with me no
Don’t keep tryna get inside this bed with me hoe
I got V L T N big on top the fronts of my clothes
big Louis monogram across the m-

Maybe imma make it maybe imma die
Love will carry thru until I do defy
I thought u was honest saying you and I
Guess I took it wrong could u tell me why
Blood in my tears when I cry
I don’t want to give it up still
As long as im one with my will
Ill keep loving you
I can’t count on the variables
Baby im so sorry I feel terrible
U know I been tryna put my heart on ice
But i can’t keep risking my life

Shit just hit the fan with this drink me
So I keep some angels in my head with me
I can’t trust nobody else I learned already
Going to sleep this bottle in my bed with me
U don’t wanna be inside my head with me no
Don’t keep tryna get inside this bed with me hoe
I got V L T N big on top the fronts of my clothes
big Louis monogram across the mask on my nose
Blood should come off on the ground from the shoes on my toes
Im not playing no games like I had lost the controls
Im not playing no games baby miss me with those 
U can miss me with those yea

limbo (jabarionthebeat x vvsmelody)

lyrics:

Life takes time oh baby I try to get it right
I miss u every night I do Lip stick stains
Cling on my bed room drapes from u
When I go to sleep I hope I wake up next to you 

Don’t save me I rather I die this time than u
Heavens take me and if I need peace I’ll think of u
There’s nothing like tomorrow we could just act like we have no clue
Head full of sorrow blunt full of purple hairs painting me blue

Burned into my brain is that night Permenantly glued to my eyes
If u loved me u would ride I need me an angel in my life
People talk people spread lies No one knows but god and you and I
I never wanted to make u cry But the words just bleed right out of my mind
Under water Take the last of my breathe
Cause I don’t want it If u were spared by my death
And It just gets harder And my head get hotter in this hole
Ill try harder baby Words are difficult when u sat right here

Don’t save me I rather I die this time than u
Heavens take me and if I need peace I’ll think of u
There’s nothing like tomorrow we could just act like we have no clue
Head full of sorrow blunt full of purple hairs painting me blue

She sat me down said I don’t think im for u maybe
Baby girl I get it do I bore u lately
I could never switch up I adore u baby
But I knew this was coming u ignoring me
I drink till im seeing in 240p
She drink till she telling me there is four of me
Its Saturday my girl this how we suppose to be
She lay on top my chest and she get close to me
Theres a bon fire in my soul Anger I can’t control
Feed me while I mold I hate getting old
Its in our nature and I possess the strength
I eat lasers and shit out radioactive waste

Don’t save me I rather I die this time than u
Heavens take me and if I need peace I’ll think of u
There’s nothing like tomorrow we could just act like we have no clue
Head full of sorrow blunt full of purple hairs painting me blue
Don’t save me I rather die this time than u
Heavens take me if I need peace I’ll think of u
There’s nothing like tomorrow we could just act like we have no clue
Head full of sorrow blunt full of purple hairs painting me blue

meat shield (jabarionthebeat x vvsmelody)

lyrics:

Our Safe guards Couldnt pull me in
The beams rot And I let them cave in
A fortnight Spent Behind these weathered gates
Worn hands slip the door and permeate the house
In my world its easier to suffocate
My eyes glaze my tired form emaciates
The warm dark birthed me to these cold parts
The birth marks Cover me on both arms 
If the horse dies then the foal does too
I don’t wanna ever live my life without you
Independence begs me to overlook truth so I do
Myself is a word I use around u
I just gotta a lot of pain in my chest woah woah
I cannot be like him but ill do my best woah woah
Lately I think I lost the fear of death woah woah
Baby I can’t be saved just save ur breath oh no

Don’t let them see u cry is what u said oh oh
I know that they’ll love me when im dead oh oh
Ion even wanna talk about the bad no oh
I like how it fuck me in my head oh oh
Blood drips from my nose
Stains bleed thru the snow
Its these nights they will never know

Take my body and feed it to the typhoon
Better than having say that strange goodbye soon
Baby I would never treat u same as u treated urself
I admire ur soul cause it is see thru
 late at night I drink and i fill myself up
Poison pours into my open mouth and I
Mean it when I say I miss how we was
This the game we chose to play with our love and I know
But Where’s your honour
I can see pain flow fast into her mold
So She left me cornered
But suffering like this bring me home that’s all that I know
As Toronto gets warmer 
I can come alive in a way that I never knew
Pour it up into my soda 
I started rolling up purple every time im feeling blue
Our Safe guards Couldnt pull me in
The beams rot And I let them cave in
A fortnight Spent Behind these weathered gates
Worn hands slip the door and permeate the house
and In my world its easier to suffocate
My eyes glaze the sweat on me evaporates
The warm dark birthed me to these cold parts
The birth marks Cover me on both arms 

Don’t let them see u cry is what u said oh oh
I know that they’ll love me when im dead oh oh
Ion even wanna talk about the bad no oh
I like how it fuck me in my head oh oh
Blood drips from my nose
Stains bleed thru the snow
Its these nights they will never know

these nights are urs (splashgvng)

produced by @imtiredmusic

lyrics:

 Save me from another heartache
I promise to come back and see u one day
The sand in my hourglass falls to heartbeats
I cling to the smell u spilt into my bedsheets
I listen to my heart but it just brings me bad news
The stars in the sky burn out the same damn route
I wonder if she feels when im at the end of my wits
I figured out the code and I haven’t slept since

The wind reeks of war But I laugh in my room
Maybe if im bored I can go to war too
Bullets in my neck Shrapnel in my lung fluid
At least it missed my heart So I could still love you

Another night fucked up all on my own
Stringing out the Christmas lights from a couple years ago
Oh it hurts me to think about the times that I fold
Im Forgetting what I was as long as I keep my eyes closed
If im Lost I don’t ever wanna be found
Keep me safe but im Im at war
And Ill be standing my ground Till I die Till I die
U got me torn But im not taking no more no more no more
So burn me to tar Add to the scars
Just carry on Forget about us we’ll be alright
The mood feeds in into the tears I wipe
Oh how uve grown I can’t believe my eyes

The wind reeks of war But I laugh in my room
Maybe if im bored I can go to war too
Bullets in my neck Shrapnel in my lung fluid
At least it missed my heart So I could still love you
so I could still love you

cannibalism (hateful x moonsight)

lyrics:

I had bought me a step counter
I might as well move around more
I got a habit of always getting in the way
and Im just tryna be me better
But being me is even less appealing
When u stuck with him for the whole entire day
And yet we make it work

It feels like were losing time
So why would I wanna waste it tryna fight
I hope we arrive by the night we could try
But From the boat I see the same blue line
There’s a message in this bottle im tryna find
But I swear its at the bottom every time
Theres symbols in this text she just had wrote to me now
But I will not decipher this tonight

Look at the waves fly up onto the promenade
Day by day uh huh I cannot read my fate nuh uh
I came here to get fucked up I am not here to save ya
She told me the same Some things never change
I don’t even know myself I don’t expect u too I swear
Please don’t dig no deeper in me somethings under there
If u could see my face right now I know u’d pretend to care
Did u believe my enemies when telling u I was scared to come
Right before the pre I felt my body numb
Im Melting it feel my skin is in the desert sun
Im blowing on meteor
When I met u it felt like I was dead before

It feels like were losing time
So why would I wanna waste it tryna fight
I hope we arrive by the night we could try
But From the boat I see the same blue line
There’s a message in this bottle im tryna find
But I swear its at the bottom every time
Theres symbols in this text she just had wrote to me now
But I will not decipher this tonight

im trying to eat healthy (boyfifty x maxflynn x alexbrazy)

lyrics:

Messages I wrote
U don’t even know the half of it Im pouring out my soul
Take apart my heart then wake me back up when im old
Dead and cold
Do u understand my code
Take me home put me back in the ground
Waves smash thru my chest lift me up again
Breaks that had never even worked so I coose to gun it then
Tech fleece on my body
I can’t buy u shit if u aint always all on my body
I live life like a hobby
Please don’t blow that shit nowhere by me
I know bush when it floats by me
They aint ever believed in me
would I make to to the party
Honestly im so sorry
That I don’t care that u sorry
This Love shit is so corny
It never did shit for me
All they do is talk I dont have nothing to talk about
Late at night in Edinburgh I float up to the ceiling
Im not fearing it anymore
Let these feelings take their course
I would never wanna know. 
I never wanna wake up feeling this alone
But as long as u got my heart
I feel ill be ok
In the dark I see the light of day

Maybe we could wake up
And feel the same as the day right before we break up its ok I kept my mind right
I had to stay up
For some long nights skipping day jobs
But my dreams coming true now when I wake up
 
Ur only chance alone already came and went
If we eat it raw were bound to puke again
U should never of packed up the base camp tent
I told all my guys I told all my friends
Shot 
Green blood
Flesh chunks
Wet skin
Stump numbed
Gums bleed
And im turned on
Weak stomach
And A Heavy gut
Taking my soul right out me and I think that’s hot
Look at me deep I know u see the things that I hide
Hearing me talk I know u feel the things I don’t write
Bbl I know she got an ass she had bought 

Maybe we could wake up
And feel the same as the day right before we break up its ok I kept my mind right
I had stay up
For some long nights skipping day jobs
dreams coming true when I wake up now
Eat my heart out
I don’t want to break out
I feel the rain drip down in thru my warped house
I can’t see the same way
U tryna teach how
Take me on my word now

wake up now (kassgocrazy)

lyrics:

Just holidays
And barely those holidays
Our good terms
Are not immune to decay 
I tried but im still away
And you’ve been fucking his brains out 
Don’t look at me as if there was a sorry to say

I would care but
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

 Ive never met someone so geared on my failure good job
At least I squeezed some meaning into ur shitty life huh
When I die an early death I hope that u can cope when the hatred in ur heart is now evicted with my pulse

Break the home
Breaks my bones and see my soul snapped too
Im alone most the time ur not restricting anything new
I like getting scary I do I know ur tryna be a boss good for u
What the fuck they turn me down for
 I am never going out more
I guess he wasn’t a regular guy
I hope u choke on ur vomit and die
My messages aids I do not open them
Im high as fuck from this bud its like opium
I don’t wanna live to get by
Ur literally here once and its over after that u fucking idiot do what u want ur done after this u fucking dumb ass u suck I fucking hate u
 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

Im torn apart and I am dirty
If its like this fuck 30
I wanna die right now
Baby im sorry im fucked I can’t talk right now
She lies
She just loves him to death
I dont compare to that hex
I suck the tits off her chest
Times waits
For nobody
Crossed lines
Become common knowledge
Bullshit u were with friends that’s bullshit
I was the culprit before
I feel projection in my point of view
  
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

better_off_nUmb (splashgvng)

lyrics:

I forgot the way about 10 miles ago
Ive heard to use the stars to help and walk me home
But Its hard to see anything aside from the moon
She said Its never been the same since the town lost u
The storm hit hard way harder than most
U shouldve been inside when it got that close
I pass thru the rubble heaps and I call to a ghost
Fear can get the best of us but pride will take a soul
I fly thru the sky for 10 seconds at most
And I thought to use the gust to try and drop me home
And I tried to use the wind but found the telephone posts
I felt The clips pops thru me out the back of my throat

And then the stars came crashing down
I wait for u now I drown
In my sorrows lost and found
Im just down and bad right now
And around we go
The life we used to live is forgotten so
Im loving on her lips and it feels like stone
If u could run away would u come back home

The clouds look fake again
But what’s wrong with u
Its still poison that drips down
That’s what they’re telling you
So what ur telling me
Is that its you vs everyone else
I think u think too much
I know I do it too
And it forced my to change shells
And I wish we didn’t have these fucking arguments
But we dont talk to anyone else
She said I know
What u dont
She said I could tell u
But u should know its brutal
Well fuck it then I dont need anymore trouble than I got
A quarter way is a long way when ur looking back at the drop
There’s nothing better than a friday except a Friday u forgot
Even when its just my place I feel a strong urge to get crossed
The night had always looked beautiful but this time its just so strong
Even after the worst of it im still happier than I thought

And then the stars came crashing down
I wait for u now I drown
In my sorrows lost and found
Im just down and bad right now
And around we go
The life we used to live is forgotten so
Im loving on her lips and it feels like stone
If u could run away would u come back home

the stars came crashing down
as i wait for you in this dirt road town and i
cannot make this up if i wanted to
i’m just lashing out at life
i can’t let go
it’s a lil bit harder now
you taste like him
i’m a lil on fire now

light speed into the fray ft eric godlow (eric godlow)

lyrics:

Blood moon in the sky in the summer
Bodied at night in the suburbs
The gas in my stomach is trying to fight
Im the body on top of the water
My belly expands till its sundered
Oh u try and make Search for my scribbles the passage of time wipe them off of the wall in the harbour  but my scratches remain in the shower
My cup about to fill me with power

U promised u promised but fucked it all up in the end
How ungrateful of u for the hour
Im still locked in the basement in rags
They clipped thru my ear with a tag
Pick me apart with the fine kitchenware at least honour me after the grave with that
Cause Ill reconsider the pain for that

When Blue in the toes
Where do we go
The dead only know
Lets keep it like that
It happened it again
It happened it again
But she couldn’t care
It won’t bring him back
This is the sailor’s song
While he picks thru the cargo of flesh farms
Its not a job for the stomach less
But its a paying one

U promised u promised but fucked it all up in the end
How upsetting of u for the hour
Im still locked in the basement in rags
They clipped thru my ear with a tag
Pick me apart with the fine kitchenware at least honour me after the grave with that
Cause Ill reconsider the pain for that

U weren’t exempt
I saw the action the outcome is yours to adapt to
U aren’t subtracted from violence
And I hope that u bleed too
Ur a target
And I am a menace

Vs my francophone Hennessy
We all would torture our enemy
And Why were u taking me serious
Course I am but u all took it wrong
Ur not the first tryna get me gon
I cant be killed by sumn worded strong
U gotta pull up and let it rock
I know u my son but u fled the sock
Oh Im so sorry ur going thru
So am I nut up and face the music
Its better than being a failure
Cause Anyone is everyones calibre for real

U promised u promised but fucked it all up in the end
How obnoxious of u for the hour
Im still locked in the basement in rags
They clipped thru my ear with a tag
Pick me apart with the fine kitchenware at least honour me after the grave

a little bit tuff but still tasty (jabarionthebeat x flipp_00)

lyrics:

I Feel Build up of stress I wanna blow it off
Dont message im drunk ill speak my worst thoughts
Poison in my heart I need the antidote
I read back all the texts u wish u hadn’t wrote
Its ok
Promise I had took them in the best way
I issue mayday now
The highway had left me and made my brain come out
Were fighting change and I might tap out

She tryna throw a party and get drunk and get high
The traffic start to look beautiful when ur crosseyed
This sure beats the cubicle she stuck in 9-5
She told me prep the funeral cause tonight she tryna die
So I match that
She 25 and tryna ask me for my snapchat
That’s a foul that’s a sign that’s a red flag
I cant understand the words so I mute them inside my head
 She said when ur this fucked the gutter is like a warm bed
But I already know
And if go insane while im far away
Will u pray for me so I can numb the pain
Im sick of all the substance taking control of me
I feel invisible in here im liability

I Feel Build up of stress I wanna blow it off
Dont message im drunk ill speak my worst thoughts
Poison in my heart I need the antidote
I read back all the texts u wish u hadn’t wrote
Its ok
Promise I had took them in the best way
I issue mayday now
The highway had left me and made my brain come out
Were fighting change and I might tap out

I do not wanna party
I did not wanna scare u
But I could see my heart beat
And I could count the arteries that pump along my body
Im crazy like its a hobby
Im thankful that u love me
Because ion got too much guard me
If we hide from the storm we’ll be just fine
I lost plenty in this flood but its alright
I keep waking up in fear of what I cant fight
But I guess Ill have to face some time later on
We all talk a lot for never trying hard
The lucky limbs of safety aren’t a battle scar on you
But still I stomach orders when she tells me what to do
Even on the best days u look so blue

I Feel Build up of stress I wanna blow it off
Dont message im drunk ill speak my worst thoughts
Poison in my heart I need the antidote
I read back all the texts u wish u hadn’t wrote
Its ok
Promise I had took them in the best way
I issue mayday now
The highway had left me and made my brain come out
Were fighting change and I might tap out

damage (scottysplash x alexbrazy x bapsxx)

lyrics:


Cause after everything thing I been thru I cannot connect
And I hold it deep in my chest right here I need something stronger so I cannot drink beer
My family told me I am not dear to them but its alright
Ill just bring the pain inside the studio all night
Im so high my tongue is missing when my jaws tight
I look out my bedroom windows and I see blue lights
They stick some voices in my head its like its head lice
Kush blunt put some ease in my back bone
Whenever im blowing trees it make my mind calm
I do not even care if they not feeling me I swear
Cause where I grew up I was used to no love

Im too trusting if u tell me that u coming imma wait for ya.   
Promise when im Mia ill try to stay safe for ya
And why they gave the same tainted broke brain to ya
Girl remember when u struggle I have faith in ya

Minnesota 
Makes me cry now
Cause I know u won’t be home
Stuck with memories
Of our worst times
Cause that’s what I was taught to know

But I push on and I do it well
I had to do this shit I swear its in my cells
When Im on please do not ask me for no help
I remember when u tried to give me hell
Cause I remember everything I ever felt
I remember all my bruises and all my welts
So I celebrate for how I never knelt
Despite the pain inside my life I gotta win with this shit
Put my life on top the line because I live for this shit
U break down
And I walked out
Get the fuck out
It came from ur mouth

Minnesota 
Makes me cry now
Cause I know u won’t be home
Stuck with memories
Of our worst times
Cause that’s what I was taught to know

minnesota (jabarionthebeat x kxvi)

lyrics:

how u treat my love like a weapon
she want me to put her song on the setlist
i think she just thru her bra out the section
anything to give the pop on the attention
in a coupe top dropped and im racin
she said im pretty fly for a caucasian
off white zip ties on the laces
when u pop its alotta new faces

i cannot take it
bad lil bih and she wear a nice fragrance
i cant fall in love that shit is stagnant
if i break ur heart i aint pickin up the fragments
long snapchats so it split into segments
sea side everytime i got the necklace
stop signs i been blowin cause im reckless
if u speak on it then u better represent it
i just poured the rest up in the cup and now im techless

how im comin down she like sorry not at home
if i hit the road i aint got nowhere to go
baby whachu mean when u say i went cold
every day is february up inside my soul
and i know u got friends that been waitin on a split
comin late night why u always gotta dip
im just on the grind and im tryna hit it rich
baby how u mad mad but u still want me to hit

fuck it imma hit
fuck it imma ball
he only drop one hit you would think he went bald
i was buying bunch expensive shit inside the mall
if she see balenci she gon let u in the walls
she on some crazy with the throat i might just offer her a halls
if she meet u in the club then she gon bring u to the stalls
only 5'6 but she stand real tall
ask her what she want and she gon say she want it all

how u treat my love like a weapon
she want me to put her song on the setlist
i think she just thru her bra out the section
anything to give the pop on the attention
in a coupe top dropped and im racin
she said im pretty fly for a caucasian
off white zip ties on the laces
when u pop its alotta new faces

how u treat my love like a weapon
she want me to put her song on the setlist
i think she just thru her bra out the section
anything to give the pop on the attention
in a coupe top dropped and im racin
she said im pretty fly for a caucasian
off white zip ties on the laces
when u pop its alotta new faces

new faces (vitals x jabarionthebeat)

lyrics:

does she even miss me i been gone for so long
i know we got problems baby can u come home
honestly i couldnt tell u what i been on
i been fiending for a minute can u pick up the phone
can u look at me the way u used to i need it
sorry that i got this way i promise i mean it
sorry for the little things i always get wrong
i been fiending for a minute can u pick up the phone

bentley doors tinted when i enter the home
driving while im spinning and i call it my zone
i could feed u liquid and they call it patrón
girl its been a minute since i aint got the tone
know u feeling feelings trust me u not alone
i just bought a beamer and i slapped on the fors
know u feeling feelings when i lift up the doors
i could whip u anywhere like im giving tours

i know she the one and i just wanna take her home
known her for a minute but i still got shit to know
living fast pace ion wanna take it slow
i might put balenci on the tip of her toe

do you remember what i said to ya
all that lovey shit i really meant to ya
not to mention all the roses i had sent to ya
all the clothes and all the weed that i had lent to ya
everything im making i want u to get a sum
i bought all the addy that she putting on her tongue
i bought all the tech that she been pouring in the cup
i just hope she playing when she say she dont give a fuck

does she even miss me i been gone for so long
i know we got problems baby can u come home
honestly i couldnt tell u what i been on
i been fiending for a minute can u pick up the phone
can u look at me the way u used to i need it
sorry that i got this way i promise i mean it
sorry for the little things i always get wrong
i been fiending for a minute can u pick up the phone

wide eyed 
i fall in love
i fall in love again
when i see u
heart break
let me make amends my love

now we talking like we talking bout the past life
swear to god i think that none had sound right
i just put all of my feelings into sound bytes
i just quit the percs it got me itching like its head lice
you know ill never be accustom to the spotlight
maybe id've sunk the shot if i had shot right
i hit my nowitzki pivot right before the chalk line
then she throw it back im getting blinded by the brake lights 

does she even miss me i been gone for so long
i know we got problems baby can u come home
honestly i couldnt tell u what i been on
i been fiending for a minute can u pick up the phone
can u look at me the way u used to i need it
sorry that i got this way i promise i mean it
sorry for the little things i always get wrong
i been fiending for a minute can u pick up the phone

pick up the phone (jabarionthebeat)

lyrics:

she like no harm no foul lets go
we could kick back smoke weed blow o's
we could fly down sea side east coast
but u so cold so cold north pole
we get so high so high oh no
i get so fried whole shit slo mo
we could link up start shit go home
cause im the big cheese big boss big bro

baby im at the airport
this ur last chance and i hope u know
this shit cannot change course
if u needa tell me something lemme know
broke huh
i remember way back i was broke huh
look at me and my givenchy toes
baby i got the bill just grab ur coat
and we out of here
she just tryna stunt cause all her friends her
so thats why u picked this location
and here i thought they was just another patron no
spend an hour gettin ready while im right outside waitin
and this is what i get for being patient
time goes fast when we link alone
the more i think the more i think you took it wrong
i know i been repeating what im tryna say
so hopefully ull listen more than yesterday
vroom late at night i floor it in my lotus make it zoom
and this blueberry put me on the moon
this some potency she high off of the fumes
quarter pound sack im the highest in the room
go hard and dont stop
she say keep on going till u hit that spot
whats that on ur nose cause its white like chalk
baby im concerned for u i think u need to stop

she like no harm no foul lets go
we could kick back smoke weed blow o's
we could fly down sea side east code
but u so cold so cold north pole
we get so high so high oh no
i get so fried whole shit slo mo
we could link up start shit go home
cause im the big cheese big boss big bro

i dont got no hoes in my phone
when i met you i left all that shit alone
girl i promise u that we'll be okay
tell me whatchu need and imma getchu whatchu say
and when we all alone imma give u what u crave
i know i been busy but ill find the time of day
i know its a struggle but for u ill find a way
if i told u that i love u then that shit will never change
and i mean it
cold nights it just doesnt feel right
and baby i could swear that we was so tight
just to learn that it was all lies
and u aint mean it
rewind i just wish that i could freeze time
tell me what happened u was so kind
now u givin me frost bite
dont think it aint true
no one really know u like the way u know i do
first name basis with the whole entire crew
tell me what the status ill stay up and wait for u
i could tell thru her tone she dont really want me to
girl its gettin old and im sick of playing these games
she tell me im the shit but then she treat me like a lame
i shoulda known the vibes the second u said u shouldnt came
so watchu gotta say

she like no harm no foul lets go
we could kick back smoke weed blow o's
we could fly down sea side east code
but u so cold so cold north pole
we get so high so high oh no
i get so fried whole shit slo mo
we could link up start shit go home
cause im the big cheese big boss big bro

she like no harm no foul lets go
we could kick back smoke weed blow o's
we could fly down sea side east code
but u so cold so cold north pole
we get so high so high oh no
i get so fried whole shit slo mo
we could link up start shit go home
cause im the big cheese big boss big bro

no harm no foul (jabarionthebeat x red x cyclope)

Astral (feat. sewerperson & Days to Waste)

Lyrics:
[Chorus: Days to waste]
Another day I lie awake
Another way the same mistake
I'm losing you I'm losing me
Inside my heart inside my brain

[Verse 1: From the Crowd]
I was only 17 now I'm lost and I can't see
All the memories they're burning up inside of me
Man I don't know where to go what to do what to say
I can't run from this pain feeling tired everyday
Feelings I keep locked away
I can't break them out their cage
Cause I'm scared of what you'll say
I wish I could run away
Leave this town fade away
My head got me trapped again
Now I know I can't escape
Looks like I'll stay another day

[Chorus: Days to waste]
Another day I lie awake
Another way the same mistake
I'm losing you I'm losing me
Inside my heart inside my brain

[Verse 2: From the Crowd]
Just a kid this system was taking
Writing songs about my health I'm decaying
Thought it would get better now I've turned 18
Still make mistakes I think it's routine
All these thoughts in my head I'm unstable
Try to fall asleep but I'm unable
People text my phone like they're my label
Do you love me or is this just a fable?

Honestly I'm lost again
I'm losing you I miss all my friends
Honestly I'm lost again
I'm losing you I've lost all my friends

[Verse 3: sewerperson]
Yeah, yeah
The world is burning out
And I lay wide awake
I lay wide awake
Baby I lay wide awake
Hold my shaky hand and walk upon this astral plane
Taste the Novocaine these broken thoughts'll fade away
This is all way too fast I never thought I was gon' see myself being this open
I can only take these hits for so long before I start to catch emotions
I done been so deep so long I ain't know how else I could approach it.
Here I sing the same old song as every brokenhearted poet
Say what you mean
Baby do what you got to
I made the choice so
If you need me girl I got you
Tell me what you need
We going anywhere you want to
We thought we was living free before
The futures gonna shock you

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Produced by: Ramsey Beatz
Mixed by: Casa
Recorded by: From the Crowd
Filmography by: Lil Sad Records
Single Artwork by: Pexels

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