Desanitize (half-@ssed)

Heavily inspired by Finnish band Swallow The Sun

A darkness that swallowed years,
void in the cradle of my chest,
where I wandered in endless night,
searching for something that felt like a heartbeat.

Then—
a piercing light,
cutting through my every shadow,
you appeared, a flame in the abyss,
a warmth my bones had forgotten.
In your gaze, I found what I had buried,
a flicker of hope, a pulse of fire.

But even as I reached for you,
I felt the tremor in my hands,
the cracks in my soul—
they whispered the truth I feared:
this light,
too pure for my tarnished heart.

In the depths of your eyes,
I saw the end we would become,
a beauty that could not endure,
a love fated to wither
under the weight of my own ruin.

How cruel this gift,
to glimpse the dawn,
to taste the warmth of your touch,
only to know it would fade,
that I would smother it
with the darkness I cannot shake.

You are the light I never deserved,
a fleeting star in my endless night.
I hold you close,
knowing the day will come
when I lose you
to the shadows I cannot escape.

The light,
it pierces,
it burns,
and soon it will be gone,
leaving me alone again,
in the darkness I was born to.

Desanitize (half-@ssed)

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