halbmelodischeskickgeschrotte

unkekt

willichdirihrdochnurzeigendienarbendassmiregaldiesind

insert title here

hast du angst?

something

Ehmkp

lonely

amdane

gorecioer

not so ready yet but u get the idea i guess

trippin

howdoesittaste

:) teilweise so unsynchron dass es schon weh tut xd 

trippin'

sztupid kick

so viel smoke man

pov you look up and see us staring at you while playing this [RARE footage of me and my bf] 

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BTW its not mastered for in-ear-headphones yet, only for box things, i will probably master it soon and upload it on my yt channel lol

DesintegratioN

ngl i dropd some tears while making this XD but i can't feel the sad no more :3 im the goodest frfr 

i choose well, master chief. i really did.

citylights.wma 4jane

i can take you to the future

Just turn volume up and you will hear it 💀

the last days of the endless summer

where swans will weep

gstsbltz

i have a dead fairy hanging outside my window [ 1 ]

awwwwh

absolutely not my voice in the background. 

>>>DA WÄREN WIR...THE PILLAR OF AUTUMN<<<

#voidddcore 


i may be weird but bwo, i was chilling in my room and i noticed the moon rising, like...just the moon rising and then it literally went back. i keep noticing the sun not going up in the right place sometimes and the moon, it was gone for so long,not like cloudy stuff, just wasnt there at any part of the day for a while,and the time passes too fast,i cant even describe it but if you actually know what i mean, we should maybe talk. something is very off. like absolutely off, i cant figure out what it is but i have a bad feeling something is going to happen,cant even have an idea what,just visions and weird dreams lately,some i will maybe share.tbh being kinda the definition of anxiety lately i actually really hope everything is gonna be okay soon and we not getting swallowed by some kind of enormous entity. i wish i could take everyone whos important to me in a spaceship and fly away on other planet and build a whole new life, i have the feeling the earth is in danger, not because of the war things etc dont get me wrong, its more like something about our galaxy is veryyy off lately. i really hope my visions are wrong.  
-  _  -  _  - i m   s c a r e d  -  _  -  _  -


T H E  D E A D  F A I R Y  C A M E  I N  M Y  R O O M  L A S T  N I G H T

idk felt like sharing with y'all, enjoii

the cycle of life is weird af. i mean we get born and then we keep getting older and at some point we die. its kinda weird to think about the fact that everyone who died on this planet was once just a little kid. i kinda dont understand where the sound of the voice comes from..like how comes i have the voice i have? i get the vocal chords thing but the *sound* that one specific different sound that every voice has is so overwhelming to understand how the f it once got formed...assuming the humans are really just advanced monkeys..f●kin apes..just advanced apes..im kinda sure yall seeing what the f is going on, right?like,the apes keep making sl@ves out of other apes,who have to work for money to buy food to survive..wtf is this? who let the apes do all this stuff?bro imagine the aliens laughting at this race..i am here from the past and i know how the world used to be, my soul was there even before the first organisms were created on planet earth...the thing is i just got lost in some kind of dimension where i was not really there but in those times i have this human body, in the times my soul was just wandering around that dimension i heard a lot of things and i created some kind of music with weird machines..i want to show this to you all..i dont have the power to just make myself get known and stuff, thats why i would need a little boost from you all and maybe some more attention..i have so much stuff i really wanna show to you all...and so many stuff on my computer where i try to recreate the stuff i listened to in that dimension. for now i only use fl21 and teach myself how to work with it. probably gonna get myself a nice setup when i can afford it and gonna make even more realistic soundscapes and the beats more professional. i assume yall, people who actively listen to my songs, probably already noticed the 'bad quality' . i wanted to say its more like. look, with my human body that i have now, i have the posibility to try to make the sounds my soul was making in that dimension...and bwo it was dark there..and the sounds were not made like professional, it was so dark and human ears could not actually really hear it. the 'bad quality' my songs have its the exact vibe its meant to give off. i want it to sound liminal, dark, imperfect, nostalgic..to sound like something you heard before but u aint sure where, ..i focus a lot in creating the sounds in the way they made me feel as i created them in that dimension. idk i think i maybe should start working with ableton, for even better loops and beats..i think ima maybe do asap. and by the way,i made a yt channel where i uploaded some more special songs , the unofficial video for DesintegratioN, and more liminal stuff..xd i mean yall dont have to but maybe gimme a follow if u wanna see more liminal,nostalgic, dark stuff and trippy visuals of the dimension where i was. and will be after my human body dies on this planet. oh damn i remember so much, even my boyfriend knows so well we met in some kind of past life,he knows too...i wish i could write here endlesly and share my visions wiith you all   ,very interesting stuff. but i should maybe upload captions similar to this(random thoughts actually lmaooo) in the description of my songs idk.










the lost scp project

tracklist:
hab mich in den tal verloren••• 00:00-6:22 
svartnad•••6:22-12:00
i just want to walk••• 12:00-15:07

SCP PROJECT [1]

Filosofem





[[[voidddd]]]



my yt: 

https://www.youtube.com/@h0ts1nce98




first soundsystem ever. created by a girl who once lived with the creator and built the universe with him. 

𝒫𝒾𝓁𝓁𝒶𝓇 𝑜𝒻 𝓐𝓊𝓉𝓊𝓂𝓃

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