Deep October

Deep October - itriedloving II @suni vega Slowed

Deep October - I Wanted To Die @suni vega Slowed

@fatherfuneral
Deep October - STAY CLOSE

Let's all cry together

DONT KNOW WHAT THEY KNOW
DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY
BEG ME TO COME HOME
PRETEND I'M NOT FAR AWAY
I STILL FEEL YOUR GLOW
LIKE THE SUNLIGHT ON MY FACE
I'M NOT SCARED OF GHOST
CAUSE I KNOW WE FEEL THE SAME

DONT KNOW WHAT THEY KNOW
DONT KNOW WHAT THEY SAY
SHELTER ME FROM GROWTH
PRETEND I'M NOT FAR AWAY
I STILL FEEL YOUR GLOW
LIKE THE SUNLIGHT ON MY FACE
I'M NOT SCARED OF GHOST
CAUSE I KNOW WE FEEL THE SAME

RAIN
FALL ON WINDOW PANE
PLACE
ME IN YOUR EMBRACE

UGH, AGAIN ?!
HOPE THAT I DONT FALL AGAIN..
(FUCK IT THEN),
OK I WAS WRONG AGAIN.

STAY CLOSE
IDK WHAT THEY KNOW
I ASSUME THAT IT ALL DEPENDS ON WHERE THEY WANT TO GO
I CAME HERE LOOKING FOR REVENGE ON ALL THE THINGS THAT THEY STOLE
I'M AFRAID TO FALL AGAIN AND PARTING WITH MY SOUL

STAY CLOSE
STAY CLOSE
STAY CLOSE!

Deep October - Stay Close SLOWED

@fatherfuneral
Deep October - I don't mind the weather

66.6 BPM type vibe

Can’t be mine forever
You said that you hate me then we cry together
I been thinking lately I don’t mind the weather
Always seems so shady borderline the desert
Oh...
Cried for lesser
I been here before at least this time it’s better
More or less distorted, you decline the pressure
Outside every morning
Sun to blind a retina oh

“I forget
How nice it is
I’ll die for this
I Will..
Life to death
No confidence
No hope”

I possess
My mind w/ less
How I protect my skull
Side effects
Just might affect
How I project my lows

Life to death
Life to death
Try for next
I’m fine with that
Life to death
Life to death
Sight suppressed, timeline progress

Deep October - I don't mind the weather SLOWED

@fatherfuneral
Deep October - I told you things I shouldn't have

I touch ur tattoos and skinny waist

I know why
You need time
Just to trust one
You get high
So do I
Let’s get fucked up
There’s nothing to do here anyways...
Love when u can’t move your pretty face

Every time tell me lies
That you made up
Tell me why
In case I never wake up
I guess I used you to get away
I touch ur tattoos and skinny waist

Guess it’s how it goes
I can’t be adored
It hurts way less than before
But I found control
Wherever I find it
I think that depends however high that I get

Deep October - I told you things I shouldn't have SLOWED

@fatherfuneral
Deep October - SKIN

I need a threesome

HOUSEHOLD OF A SLEEPER
ALL NIGHT I BE GEEKED UP
FEELINGS GETTING DEEPER
MY LIL MONA LISA
THIS SHIT HOLDIN ME UP
OTHERWISE I'M EMPTY
TELL ME WHEN U NEED SOME
TRAVEL TO THE MG

THIS THE SITUATION, THINK I NEEDA RE-UP
STILL BEEN ON THE SAME SHIT, I DONT FEAR THE REAPER
LIKE THE RAIN N THE WIND
THE DECAY ON UR SKIN
THAT U REEK OF
NO EUREKA!
WHEN THE DAYS AT AN END
WE CAN STAY AT UR FRIENDS
FOR A THREESOME
THINK I NEED ONE

I SAT ON THE BLEACHER
NOW I KICK MY FEET UP
TRYNA WATCH THE SUNSET
OVER ISLAND EASTER
ASK ME IF I'M DONE YET
THIS THAT SHIT I DREAM OF
I AINT EVEN WANT FRIENDS
2K FOR A FEATURE

SHE ROCKED THAT LIL SUNDRESS
LAST TIME THAT WE LINKED UP
HARD FOR ME TO CONFESS
SHE'S ALL THAT I THINK OF
MY LIL MONA LISA..

Deep October - SKIN SLOWED

@fatherfuneral
Deep October - MAKE ME FORGET

Staying Depressed

I stay by your picture when I'm stoned
12 oz, punch liquor on the drive home
Shadows in the flicker of the light bulbs
Will anyone remember me when I go?
Lie low
Lie low
I've been suicidal
Neck hangs with my eyes closed
Don't matter where I go
This decision is final..
Never look behind you
Might see what you don't like to
I don't talk to God
but sometimes wish I could find you
I look in her eyes
I see dreams, I see vitals
and I been seeing signs in the things I was blind to...

CALL ME A NAME,
CAN YOU MAKE ME CONFESS
ALL OF THE THINGS THAT YOU HATE I SUPPRESS ?
WHEN IT STAYS IN MY BRAIN AND IT MAKES ME A MESS !
STAYING DEPRESSED IS SOMETHING STRANGER THAN DEATH..

Song about a drug...
You can see it in my eye,
Something about your love gets me really fucking high
and
Through my mind you run from problems that you're hiding
I've been coming undone, put me in a cycle.

CALL ME A NAME,
CAN YOU MAKE ME CONFESS
ALL OF THE THINGS THAT YOU HATE I SUPPRESS ?
WHEN IT STAYS IN MY BRAIN AND IT MAKES ME A MESS !
STAYING DEPRESSED IS SOMETHING STRANGER THAN DEATH

Deep October - MAKE ME FORGET SLOWED

@fatherfuneral
Deep October - OHIO FOR LOVER

I'm all alone in your driveway

I'm reaching
Inside an abyss
I see things
Wonder how did I miss?
I'm feening
for another high/fix
for another time its
like the summer time

One time another place
the sunlight covered your face
Im surprised you can love again

(I CANT FALL ASLEEP TONIGHT
B/C MY)

Mind games
All alone in your drive way
I suppose its a fine day..
All for Rain and Sun
S9 Pain Killer
Time Gets taken up
my way
Its ok if you
find space
far away from you
sideways
hard for face to move
bars for facing 2
stars that paint the roof...

I'm reaching
Inside an abyss
I see things
Wonder how did I miss?
I'm feening
for another high/fix
for another time its
like the summer time

One time another place
the sunlight covered your face
Im surprised you can love again

Deep October - OHIO FOR LOVER SLOWED

@fatherfuneral
Deep October - BESTFRIEND

I can't tell nobody

Slid into my DM
Not much of a reader
I aint even see it
responded this year
link up on the weekend
said I'd never see her
Again I'm Defeated
I let this shit get deeper
I guess it could be worse
Nothing Left to fear
Left me on my own now
thats how we got here

Can I not see your face
Every Place
That I'm standing
I have a look on my face
wonder if they understand it
too much on my brain
moment of pain
another panic I
look for a place to fantasize
more or less I've analyzed
UH
What did you do to my grey matter
my veins
isnt it dangerous
whatever's inside of my brain
Having insane conversation
Told you that I would change
never the same
never impatient
Stand inside of my way
just my ways that I'm changing.

If I cant tell my bestfriend
I cant tell nobody
Nights w/ you and mescaline
My vision was foggy
I think that it messed with
your perception of me
if you have any questions
just lay that shit on me

just lay that shit on me
I can see your depth
intercept when I'm falling
I tried to suppress my obsession regardless
Could serve as a lesson
next in the story

Deep October - BESTFRIEND SLOWED

@fatherfuneral

Can we talk..? for one last time?
-
You were right beside
on the floor we slept with roaches
A matter of time
You said before I was goated
Spent $105 on her hand so I could hold it
A whole new different side
Of me that she never noticed
2021, pony boy I’m staying golden
I been on your mind
Don’t act like I didn’t notice
A horrible time going through different emotions
On the passenger side
When the conversation’s flowing

I think it gets deeper if we catered it
Now
Im not gon lose sleep if we just waited it
Out
Couldn’t stay 10 down
When I came to your house
Ur voice in my head is still my favorite sound
Think bout when you asked me if I hated it
how?
Your voice in my head
I was obviously nodding
I can’t feel my legs
But you stopped me from falling
Optional? Hardly
When It’s me but you partly

You act like u hate me, get no text in the morning
It keeps me up lately
But the rest I’m ignoring
2 months at ur nest at least the sex isn’t boring

I wrote bout my ex, then made a second recording
I talk bout some bitch that I invested in shortly
effects of it bore me
what’s next in it for me..

Deep October - can we talk..? @4am Slowed

@fatherfuneral

The falling of rain is so fucking odd
I hear your name in every drop
I feel so strange when talking to God
I try to change, its so hard to not
IM ON ICE (x3)
wherever I go.
we fucked for 3 months, 1 year these thoughts follow me home
I still try to let love become 'let go of control'
Said it might become too much, lose touch, swallow me whole..

Bend, I break, end of cycle.
When I prayed, didn't like to
In my brain finite mind loops

I know you love violence
there's no climax to said suffering
I love blues and violets on your eyelids when you cover them
A beautiful Silence in the climax of the drugs again

IM ON ICE (x3)

Deep October - Ice Boy II @Love Slowed

Deep October - I Pretend @Telo & Darkskyparadox Slowed

Deep October - A Light Goes Out @003Tre Slowed

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Deep October

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