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[VERSE I: Raindrop Walka]
i'm falling apart
you mighta thought i was playing a part in the art i've created but most of the words reflect what's happened or what is waiting to start happening
i keep on damaging myself
tryna fill the void with all this water round my neck
i'm bout to drip until i drown
all these drugs up in my nose
i taste the drip that shit's so sour
all these cars that i bought either don't start or got impounded
pursued the american dream
the nightmare's what i doubted
catch a flight to london or i'll catch i flight to lyon
show my face in public
show another one at home
see my name on the marquee
letters falling down
littering a cold dark street somewhere downtown
as soon as i reached cloud 9 it started storming
heavy thunderstorms in every city that i'm touring
life ain't like a rap video
that's just a warning
hoping to see the sun when i wake up in the morning

[VERSE II: Hearse Boy]
all this misery, misery, misery
fuck
look at my history
no mystery where I might end up
just shut up
don’t wanna hear it
it’s my decision
may be my last words so just please listen
so long
it’s been torture being here
so gone
getting high been how I cope with fear
same song
and I’m sick of singing it
let me move on
it’s for my benefit but come one come all to my down fall
bear witness to everything that I can’t solve
my therapist made me promise before I end it all
that her phone would be the one I choose to call crying asking
is it really worth it?
what's beneath the surface or behind the curtain
really don’t think I wanna take this any further
made one last attempt to figure out my purpose
I called her phone it said..

[OUTRO: Raindrop Walka & Hearse Boy]
when life gets hard keep on marching on
even if the finish line is far or you have to push the car
keep on marching on

Long Term Effects of SUFFERING

THE NUMBER YOU HAVE DIALED IS NOT IN SERVICE

JEMA☆ - Wya? (III)

love.less

with you. ! - JEMA☆

[intro: JEMA☆]
I WEAR DIOR++
WHEN I GO TO THE $TORE!?(ayy)
but I NEED $OME MORE!(ay)
I NEED $OME MORE!++

{verse}
YOU SEE THESE PEOPLE WE EXTORT?
I TOLD YOU WE DONT PLAY-
 WHEN IT COME$ DOWN TO THESE CARD$!
I WANT $OME HOE$, I CANT AFFORD.
PRAY MY MONEY REACH THE LORD
$O WHEN I GET DOWN TO THEM DOOR$,
THEM NIGGAS KNOW I $OARED ! 

WHO THAT BE,
LIKE WHO THAT BE?++
ITS JEMA☆ ON THE SCENE!
YOU KNOW ITS ME++

I NEED THAT SHIT
I NEED THEM XANS
I NEED THE MONEY IN MY HAND++++
whats the plan*+
whats the plan*+

$$OAR! + - JEMA☆

(LYRICS)
don’t want us together… not again. 
don’t want us together… not again.

I’m fkn tired of all these failed attempts, 
Passed out in my blood wit my heart I’m content.
But my mind won’t be quiet so I’m cutting again.
sticking to my fkn myself ive only got a few friends.

another cigarette destroying my lungs 
escaping from this fkn torture, got acid on my tongue.
can no longer feel happy so now I get drunk.
apologized to my mother cuz no longer I’m her son.

don’t want us together… not again.

all these burns, just watch my broken skin peel.
picking scabs, I love to see all my blood spill.
I think I’m crazy, but somehow I can still feel.
just listen to my words cuz all of this fuckin shit real 

i would never fucking lie to you.
i hope i gained your trust i won’t hide the truth.
you say I’m “infatuated, the love blinded you”
i really do not care because id die for you.

close my eyes, my mind slowly decays.
yk im hurting im stuck in my old ways. (x4)

 don’t want us together… not again.

SACRIFICE, 散漫な

dontknohoe**+

激しい死だけが救いへの道です
-333STAIN

none

SAINTLY DEVIL(prod.KevinKatana)

AreYouDown (Prod.CBM & Ntrovurt)

Fuck love. fuck you. - JEMA☆

i can't feel nothing it's painless


save me.
++++When im outta health,
wont you save me??

$$OAR! + - JEMA☆

Jema ☆

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