Lyrics:

|Verse 1|
Sitting in my room watch the fan go round,
You know in this wine that I’m gonna drown,
I’m losing it here, 
I’m covered in my tears,
I’m inside of my head, 
I’m battling my fears,
I’m doubting myself, 
I could’ve used your help,
I’m full of this hate,
Stuck inside of my place, 
(HOW COULD I FALL SO FAR)

|Chorus|
I’m jaded,
Tapping out and just fading,
Folding my hand, thought we made it,
But now I see I’m just hated,
You don’t call me like you used to,
Left me with all I’ve been through,
Wish I could ask what did I do,
But we both know I knew,

|Verse 2|
(WRONG)
Back and forth those words just keep on ringing in my head,
The days I can’t get out of bed,
My thoughts fill me with nothing but dread,
I’m not even out of my mind, I’m just mindless, 
Blindly trying, 
to change myself,
But I need some help,
I delete my health,
Reaching for the shelf,
Where I keep my good times,
I was in my prime,
Always on the dime,
And You can’t see this other side of me that I was trying to hide,
But you see between the lines,
Through me in my cage,
Face down, where I stay,
Save me from myself pray,
I need a lullaby,
For all the nights that I cry,
Valley of Ashes, I said goodbye, to my pride,
And my greed,
I don’t know, what I need,
All this pain, that I see,
I’m just leaving stains on my legacy,
What am I meant to be,
I don’t know but God only knows,
(IT’S NOT ME)

|Chorus|
I’m jaded,
Tapping out and just fading,
Folding my hand, thought we made it,
But not I see I’m just hated,
You don’t call me like you used to,
Left me with all I’ve been through,
Wish I could ask what did I do,
But we both know I knew,



Producer: Dylan James
Writers: Dylan James and Kahl Hemphill
Vocals: Dylan James and Kahl Hemphill
Guitar Solo by: Tanner Hemphill
Piano, both solo and song sample by: Kahl Hemphill
Additional thanks to April Wood and the Bishu Discord server.

Jaded

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