lifeofapopstar's 2020 Playback

@lllovbug @greazynotfound

歌詞：
i need you to stay
Fuck the cost ima pay
Riding in a range 
With your hands on my face
ii can’t look away
hear you calling my name
you could still be saved
Baby for me its too late

Take u on a date
Its something I gotta say
Make like 10k
I might spend it in a day
Smoking on this pack
Til I forget everything
You could be my twin
I feel like im Mary Kate

last time I left you alone
blocking the calls on my phone
I just wanted to be gone 
i still want you is it wrong
You got me under your thumb
Cant get hurt so I stay numb
youre still in the words in the songs
go back where I don’t belong

Stay with me
ill be by your side
youre a part of me
I cant leave behind
Baby Pray for me
 be my guide
Ill be yours
You’re forever mine

cost (lovbug, evo)

@with3rx @sg37

1st single off SG Lily EP dropping whenever

dirty drugs （sg37、ｗｉth３r）

@loveboy00
@sg37

MV Out now:
https://youtu.be/oSYtLLn8Hd4

i said goodbye now she's going away
showing the pain im not showing my face
fendi my waste gotta throw it away
smoke in the wind, now im blowing away

forgive my sins i get caught in the flames
forget my past ima do it again
im off these pills got me going insane
gimme ur blame i can make it o k

i need your help when im feeling unwell
gimme ur hand when im going thru hell
im off a xan i get this sh*t in the mail
i know ur strong but i feel weak + im frail

i just wanted u for my own
just to feel like im not alone
but its all that ill ever know

@loveboy00
Yeah we matching snake n meryl girl ur deadly
I just wanna show u love but will u let me
I remember all those late nights u would hold me
I guess we werent meant to be

Its ok lay the blame on me
Making bands still cant feel a thing
Yeah its fine baby let it be
Love ur face more than anything

blame ft spira me（sg３７）

@uknoxoxo
@opal707
@sg37

rich kid im so concieted
christian shoes im not bleeding
eckhaus latta new season
give up u cant get even

give u my heart just keep it
keep-keep it like a secret
wake up i miss that feeling
wake up head straight 2 niemans

she said that im a demon
that shit i dont believe in
cant kick it for no reason
a vow without a meaning

on private u cant reach me 
in louis like i need these
just act like u dont need me
love me dont leave its easy

wake up more drugs less feelings
said i love you last time didnt mean it
celine dion keep bleeding
yr heart cant take the beating
sad face baby tt'ing
said she in love with me but i dont know the meaning
youre a slave to love baby i dont need it
im a slave to pain thats my only feeling

eckhaus latta ft UKNO (opal + sg37)

give me time/to make it right
promise i will stay inside
love unrequited is sacrifice</3
so just give me time

pull me up cant promise im fine
hold me down cant resurrect me
the drugs cant work so well
give it all dont second guess me
i get used to this all the time
just be cool dont act surprised now
cant remember what you said last night
its a Sign i cant recognize

years of lead/forgive and forget
these thoughts in your head/choose him instead
i regret/leave me on read
gave me your meds/now im falling again

be cool (lovbug+_kaiser)

@shotti

hold me in the back of your car
put these Louis shoes on your card
they want som from me gotta charge
プリクラ cover up my scars
leave me all alone at the mall
knock me down baby make me crawl
give me everything I need it all
falling for me that's a bad call

get it out my head looking thru the infrared
u are not a threat im riding with the walking dead
off the pills got me spinning like a ceiling fan
fendi tennis shoes I know that u see it man

I don't want you now can't forget the things u said
im just bout a bag, now I gotta look ahead

teardrops fall on my guitar
wonder how I made it this far
thought I heard a shot in the dark
all these words weighing on my heart
come close whisper in my ear
I just wanna have you right here
spend a check watch it disappear

Alone at the Mall prod. SHOTTi

stockholm liveshow #ad (ddertbag)

@loveboy00 @ddertbag
Recorded in 2019 @BNO Airbnb studios

NK + spira [ddertbag]

Scared To Get Close +d1v (opal, sg37)

the climb +buffalobang (sg37, iphi)

@lil4c

Your heartbeat’s so loud in this room, in this town
And you’re bringing me down with your love
But it’s keeping my head on my shoulders, you’re keeping me up
Forget anybody who cares about us

I’m not getting over 
My head it’s so lonely 
You say that you need me
But don’t even know me
Your secrets are safe 
Anything you could say
And I swear I won’t break, I won’t fold, won’t complain about everything

My heart, unlock it
Know how I’m rocking
You keep me honest
Keep up, no stopping
These scripts, I’m off it
I can’t stop coughing 
My phone she’s calling...

Nobody knows, I keep it controlled
I wouldn’t tell what’s in my head
Nobody shows when I need them the most
I had to keep myself away, away...

head on my shoulders (@77709I)

repeat:   ukno + sg

ät ät ät 
@loveboy00 @uknoxoxo @eera0 @opal707

tjokolino - sg spira ukno (opal eera me)

mig + d1v and buffalobang♯ (eera &chai)

https://soundcloud.com/uknoxoxo
https://soundcloud.com/opal707
https://soundcloud.com/sg37

swear (ft. uknoxoxo) [opal/sg37]

@loveboy00 @opal707 @eera0
artwork: me & @with3rx

me:
raybands on but no sun without the broe's
i dont feel attached does'nt matter how it goes
winter fade away... blew it up my nose
fat fkn line when we throw a show

144 stepping out in dior
vitamin A only on 2 explore
aint selling a verse, do i look like a whore
dont need mentor's thats what broddies are for

suffer exists to b put on the side
bad weather, ight.. just dont let it inside
don't overreact just b fine w/ a TIDE
get that shit right or u dont qualify...

loveboy:
Yo
his palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy
there's vomit on his sweater already, mom's spaghetti
he's nervous, but on the surface he looks calm and ready
to drop bombs, but he keeps on forgettin'
what he wrote down, the whole crowd goes so loud
he opens his mouth, but the words won't come out
he's chokin', how, everybody's jokin' now
the clocks run out, times up, over, blaow!
snap back to reality, oh there goes gravity

me:
ye, ye this fendi on to me
poppin these drugs, is someone on 2 me
keep it 2 myself unless u roll with me
im bored tonite, come over roll with me
& u remind me of it, make me feel like this is it
make me drown in my thought's, & ur standing in it
and i went up tonight, tmrw landing in it
& i like u sooo, but its hard to commit,,,,

the feeling isnt nice when ur not here
the feeling doesn't bite just comeover here
everybody fake while i give and i care
money doesnt grow.. but it does over here

raybands on but no sun without the broe's
i dont feel attached does'nt matter how it goes
winter fade away... blew it up my nose
fat fkn line when we throw a show

144 stepping out in dior
vitamin A only on 2 explore
aint selling a verse, do i look like a whore
dont need mentor's thats what broddies are for

RAYBANDS + Loveboy [Opal & Eera]

@g0ldyy
@needavest
@seoulclub16
@redpri3st

goldyy x needavest - check (prod. redpriest)

and you could be my angel
maybe
can you see it from my angle
baby
and whenever that you need me
im here
you remember when we first met
last year

and im tired of the same old
same old
im just looking for an angel
angel
hoping everyone will help me
they wont
and im sick of being healthy
i know

and i popped another pain pill
just one
but i popped another six more for fun
and you know ill always love you
my dear
can you whisper all your secrets in my ears

your loves my drug
cant get enough girl
its so fucked up
you are my whole world
text me my phone
tell me your here now
i hope you know just how i feel now

its a nightmare
im scared
and i love you but you dont care
are you there
im always going nowhere
so fast
and i told you that its no fair
im trash

trying not to go crazy tonight
getting fucked up on the daily
thats right
she just told me that she hates me last night
now shes trying to call me baby and act nice

and it makes me feel worthless
so small
because i think your so perfect
thats all
and im sorry im nervous
oh god
is it really all worth it
at all

angel

ive been getting money swear its going to my head
put u on my level, why u acting so impressed?
smirre w the bros and smoking on a cigarette
im in st laurent she said she like the silhouette

i dont facetime, u should put it in a text 
i dont waste time baby im running up a check
late night she wanna come and reconnect
its a great time but why u acting so obsessed?

vamanos, let it go
yamanote all alone
pockets fat, let it blow
tramadol, demerol


(buffalo)
i feel like robin sparkles im hitting the mall
i feel like im going crazy when i wait for your call
i took the fall im so used to it
i had it all im not used to it
if it was me it would be diffrent
i took the shot hope i dont miss em
no u aint shit you steady pissing
i just want you to listen

re-connect（+buffalobang♯）

@needavest
@g0ldyy
@goooooseballlllllll
@45avast