All these songs were fully done by me besides the song "I dont wanna go". For that song i used a guitar loop and that's all.

Other than that thank you guys so much for being here, I turned 18 today and its pretty fucking crazy that I am still here.
I wouldn't be alive with out music and I appreciate every single one of you that listen to my stuff and can relate to it.

Thank you, G0yaa

Demos for my birthday

Pinterest Girl

Dead on the Asphalt Ft. Mental

did u hear what she said

guys look i finally released a song
prod. QBIN

nothing is original

guys look im smoking a flower
prod. dotbeats

no doubt that its me

mishaps

demise

nothing more

Farewell, good hunter
May you find your worth in the waking world

even if i died tonight
id never lose my vows
pray to god my old recites 
cant even leave the house
(cant leave the house)

i cant
(i cant)
i cant do this
(i cant)
i cant
i cant do this

thought this girl would be my spouse 
now im head down in the lights 
id give all to get her back id even lose my rights
leave my life without a fight
so u can take your bow
this shit we acted didnt hurt 
it

FUCKING KILLED MY WORTH
IF U LOVE ME NOW THEN SPEAK UR VOWS
CAUSE IVE DONE ALL THAT I COULD 
IF I SHOOT MYSELF WOULD U STAND TALL
WOULD U BRUSH ME OFF AGAIN
ITS NOT MY FAULT IT ENDED 
BUT ITS ALL UR FAULT IM GONE 
PISTOL DRAWN ID LOSE IT ALL 
WILL U PLEASE TEND TO MY WOUNDS
IM BLEEDING OUT MY DRAINING MOUTH
I JUST HOPE I SEE YOU SOON 
DIDNT THINK ID WANT ALL THIS
I NEED TO SEE YOU SOON
need to see u soon
need to see u soon
need to see u soon

need to see you soon

Farewell, Good Hunter

I don’t want ur shit that u shoved in my face 
leave me alone 
dont say my name
and let me move at my own pace 
so id say
I, think, I’m doing fine 
cause it’s always been this way 
they shove me down and kick me out 
the more i say what im about
cause
they argue this and they argue for that 
got my name in their mouth 
yet i never said theirs back
i start ignoring all their text 
and avoiding all thats next 
cant believe shes trynna talk 
after all those times she stalked like

i dont got a lot now
i just wanna talk now
never learned to swim
so i got a reasons for my drowning
and my body stops on moving 
values arent improving 
and all tho ive never tried it 
i think i wnna start using 

drain my arms until their dry 
so i dont gotta to hear one more lie 
ill drink my guilt and swallow my pride
am i rlly gunna be the reason that i die?

i went back on my word like far too much 
fell in love from her touch
so i used her words as a crutch

i get these thoughts all in my mind
sometimes i wish that i had died 
just tell my parents that i tried
or id say 

I, think, I’m doing fine 
cause it’s always been this way 
they shove me down and kick me out 
the more i say what im about
cause
they argue this and they argue for that 
got my name in their mouth 
yet i never said theirs back
i start ignoring all their text 
and avoiding all thats next 
cant believe shes trynna talk 
after all those times she stalked like

Its Always Been This Way

i forgot about sound cloud :( . posted now tho!!!!

i deserve to be loved the same way i love

rip-my-stitches ft. ohkay

completely forgot to upload this on here :(

crop you out and cut my ties

wydifm ft valyu

CANT ft. mental

All these songs were fully done by me besides the song "I dont wanna go". For that song i used a guitar loops and that's all.

Other than that thank you guys so much for being here, I turned 18 today and its pretty fucking crazy that I am still here.
I wouldn't be alive with out music and I appreciate every single one of you that listen to my stuff and can relate to it.

Thank you, G0yaa 

when will i stop being so afraid (demo)

i think im overthinking things (demo)

I dont wanna go (demo)

prod. 
michael harrison

threw this whole thing together in like 5 minutes, this song deserves no better.
Im tired of thinking of this person and im tired of feeling the exact same way as I did 2 years ago.

I wish it was easy to move on but ive learned that when you deeply cared for someone they never really go away no matter how hard you try. Although I still care for them, I also despise them for how they treated me at the end, and i think thats what is holding me here the most. Im sorry for not being able to let you go.

this song doesnt have a good ending because we never had one either

Prod. michael harrison

Hi guys, this is the first full song ive made since being in college. I started another one yesterday but i dont think ill go finish it. J so yall know, college is actually going a lot better than this song makes it seem. Ive made friends really fast which is really strange for me bc i wasnt expecting it AT ALL. the reason this song was made was because they invited me to go to this party thing (hosted by the college, so nothing crazy) but i turned it down bc i was too scared. Instead of going to the party thing, I watched 500 days about summer. Ive already seen it but it is def still one of my favorites. Im gunna watch 10 things i hate about you now. I havent seen that one before so im excited. Anyways, I appreciate everyone who listens to this song and reads all this bs LMAO. EP still on the way sorta but prolly less songs j bc I didnt like how some of them turned out. ALSO there are no layered vocals of any kind, its very raw and how im feeling in the moment.

Thank you, G0yaa

im gunna go watch another movie now

prod. michael harrison

Hi guys, this song is about the same girl in the last song i posted on soundcloud. I have been spending a lot of time with her and now i dont know what to do :/. Ive been spending every waking moment with this girl and i have never been able to do that with someone before. The thing that tips me off is that we are in a friend group of 3 total people, so if anytrhing were to happen between us then the friend group would be ruined, i think? ANYWAYS, I dyed my hair a redish color, u can see it in the picture sorta. I really love college and im doing a lot better now. also, no impressive vocals in this song j like the last. im about to go to class lmao, I had 30 min to make this song in full so def not my best work lmaooo.

I finished another song for the EP 2 days ago so only 1 song left for the 7 song EP. sorry for such a long wait :(.

Thank you, G0yaa

G0yaa

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