All these songs were fully done by me besides the song "I dont wanna go". For that song i used a guitar loop and that's all.

Other than that thank you guys so much for being here, I turned 18 today and its pretty fucking crazy that I am still here.
I wouldn't be alive with out music and I appreciate every single one of you that listen to my stuff and can relate to it.

Thank you, G0yaa

Demos for my birthday

This EP is very special to me, and all though it is different from my previous songs, I put my heart and soul in these songs. Do those two years still define me is asking the question "should we be defined by our past actions if we own up to what we've done and changed for the better." I have done a lot of things I regret in my past but I am changed enough to own up to my past mistakes and learn from them to grow as a person. 

I know this project prolly wont be the thing to "blow me up" as an artist and my past self would of hated that. However, I am at a point in my life where I am not making music for anything other than myself and if popularity comes with it then that's awesome. Otherwise I am very content with sharing my songs with the few people that listen, and if you are one of those few that listen to my music. Thank you. Words cant describe how much it means to me that other people enjoy listening to the things I say into a microphone. 

I appreciate you all more than life it self. 
Thank you,
G0yaa

do those two years still define me?

Dead on the Asphalt Ft. Mental

did u hear what she said

guys look i finally released a song
prod. QBIN

nothing is original

guys look im smoking a flower
prod. dotbeats

no doubt that its me

mishaps

Farewell, good hunter
May you find your worth in the waking world

even if i died tonight
id never lose my vows
pray to god my old recites 
cant even leave the house
(cant leave the house)

i cant
(i cant)
i cant do this
(i cant)
i cant
i cant do this

thought this girl would be my spouse 
now im head down in the lights 
id give all to get her back id even lose my rights
leave my life without a fight
so u can take your bow
this shit we acted didnt hurt 
it

FUCKING KILLED MY WORTH
IF U LOVE ME NOW THEN SPEAK UR VOWS
CAUSE IVE DONE ALL THAT I COULD 
IF I SHOOT MYSELF WOULD U STAND TALL
WOULD U BRUSH ME OFF AGAIN
ITS NOT MY FAULT IT ENDED 
BUT ITS ALL UR FAULT IM GONE 
PISTOL DRAWN ID LOSE IT ALL 
WILL U PLEASE TEND TO MY WOUNDS
IM BLEEDING OUT MY DRAINING MOUTH
I JUST HOPE I SEE YOU SOON 
DIDNT THINK ID WANT ALL THIS
I NEED TO SEE YOU SOON
need to see u soon
need to see u soon
need to see u soon

need to see you soon

Farewell, Good Hunter

i forgot about sound cloud :( . posted now tho!!!!

i deserve to be loved the same way i love

rip-my-stitches ft. ohkay

completely forgot to upload this on here :(

crop you out and cut my ties

wydifm ft valyu

All these songs were fully done by me besides the song "I dont wanna go". For that song i used a guitar loops and that's all.

Other than that thank you guys so much for being here, I turned 18 today and its pretty fucking crazy that I am still here.
I wouldn't be alive with out music and I appreciate every single one of you that listen to my stuff and can relate to it.

Thank you, G0yaa 

when will i stop being so afraid (demo)

i think im overthinking things (demo)

I dont wanna go (demo)

prod. 
michael harrison

threw this whole thing together in like 5 minutes, this song deserves no better.
Im tired of thinking of this person and im tired of feeling the exact same way as I did 2 years ago.

I wish it was easy to move on but ive learned that when you deeply cared for someone they never really go away no matter how hard you try. Although I still care for them, I also despise them for how they treated me at the end, and i think thats what is holding me here the most. Im sorry for not being able to let you go.

this song doesnt have a good ending because we never had one either

Prod. michael harrison

Hi guys, this is the first full song ive made since being in college. I started another one yesterday but i dont think ill go finish it. J so yall know, college is actually going a lot better than this song makes it seem. Ive made friends really fast which is really strange for me bc i wasnt expecting it AT ALL. the reason this song was made was because they invited me to go to this party thing (hosted by the college, so nothing crazy) but i turned it down bc i was too scared. Instead of going to the party thing, I watched 500 days about summer. Ive already seen it but it is def still one of my favorites. Im gunna watch 10 things i hate about you now. I havent seen that one before so im excited. Anyways, I appreciate everyone who listens to this song and reads all this bs LMAO. EP still on the way sorta but prolly less songs j bc I didnt like how some of them turned out. ALSO there are no layered vocals of any kind, its very raw and how im feeling in the moment.

Thank you, G0yaa

im gunna go watch another movie now

prod. michael harrison

Hi guys, this song is about the same girl in the last song i posted on soundcloud. I have been spending a lot of time with her and now i dont know what to do :/. Ive been spending every waking moment with this girl and i have never been able to do that with someone before. The thing that tips me off is that we are in a friend group of 3 total people, so if anytrhing were to happen between us then the friend group would be ruined, i think? ANYWAYS, I dyed my hair a redish color, u can see it in the picture sorta. I really love college and im doing a lot better now. also, no impressive vocals in this song j like the last. im about to go to class lmao, I had 30 min to make this song in full so def not my best work lmaooo.

I finished another song for the EP 2 days ago so only 1 song left for the 7 song EP. sorry for such a long wait :(.

Thank you, G0yaa

to the girl ive spent all my time with

1/7 - do those two years still define me?

i'm glad it happened

Hi guys, what do u think of this song lmaooo. its very different from my normal stuff but was really interesting to make.

Quick little life update... things are still going really well for me and I kinda have a new project in the works about this girl lol. This song might make it onto the new project depending on how yall feel about it. I j figured since its so experimental I would post it and see how yall feel.

If i end up making and FINISHING the new project it would be called "sorry but ur my muse". I think its a funny name and i like it lol.

Anyways, love yall forever, G0yaa 

Lyrics: 
something that i said
something bout my head
theres j something that i read 
like
what?
what? 
something that i said
something bout my head
something that i read 
like
what?
what? 
rather end up dead 
than live with someone else again
rather end up dead 
than love on someone new than them 
rather end up dead
than hear opinions from the dread
rather end up dead 
no id

why she even like me
i dont got shit to love 
feels like im burden 
fitting myself in the glove
i aint got shit 
i got nothing 
my looks still need some sculpting 
why am i so stressed out 
when i got somebody helping oh 

something that i said
something bout my head
theres j something that i read 
like
what?
what? 
something that i said
something bout my head
something that i read 
like
what?
what? 
rather end up dead 
than live with someone else again
rather end up dead 
than love on someone new than them 
rather end up dead
than hear opinions from the dread
rather end up dead 
no id
rather end up dead 
than live with someone else again
rather end up dead 
than love on someone new than them 
rather end up dead
than hear opinions from the dread
rather end up dead 
no id

G0yaa

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