play this at the beginning an end of my service

Look into my eyes and all you see is mf scarecrow

I just want to die already, put my head in a guillotine and have ur act like a machete

bones

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[VERSE I: Raindrop Walka]
i'm falling apart
you mighta thought i was playing a part in the art i've created but most of the words reflect what's happened or what is waiting to start happening
i keep on damaging myself
tryna fill the void with all this water round my neck
i'm bout to drip until i drown
all these drugs up in my nose
i taste the drip that shit's so sour
all these cars that i bought either don't start or got impounded
pursued the american dream
the nightmare's what i doubted
catch a flight to london or i'll catch i flight to lyon
show my face in public
show another one at home
see my name on the marquee
letters falling down
littering a cold dark street somewhere downtown
as soon as i reached cloud 9 it started storming
heavy thunderstorms in every city that i'm touring
life ain't like a rap video
that's just a warning
hoping to see the sun when i wake up in the morning

[VERSE II: Hearse Boy]
all this misery, misery, misery
fuck
look at my history
no mystery where I might end up
just shut up
don’t wanna hear it
it’s my decision
may be my last words so just please listen
so long
it’s been torture being here
so gone
getting high been how I cope with fear
same song
and I’m sick of singing it
let me move on
it’s for my benefit but come one come all to my down fall
bear witness to everything that I can’t solve
my therapist made me promise before I end it all
that her phone would be the one I choose to call crying asking
is it really worth it?
what's beneath the surface or behind the curtain
really don’t think I wanna take this any further
made one last attempt to figure out my purpose
I called her phone it said..

[OUTRO: Raindrop Walka & Hearse Boy]
when life gets hard keep on marching on
even if the finish line is far or you have to push the car
keep on marching on

Long Term Effects of SUFFERING

THE NUMBER YOU HAVE DIALED IS NOT IN SERVICE

MY SCARS ARE LIKE EVIDENCE BEING MAILED TO THE JUDGE

due to a pretty high demand, I decided to please you all by uploading this finally. this time it's in a much higher quality(FLAC from Tidal) and of course I included the requested fifth part. to anyone complaining about any missing transitions(if there are any at all), then you should take your complaints to Tidal. I do understand your complaints but if it bothers you so much then you can upload your own version. anyways I never expected there'd be so many people listening to the compilation, but I'm glad my purpose has been fulfilled. enough with the chit-chat, sending love out to each and every one of you, keep your head up and your eyes wide open, never stop questioning the "reality" you happen to be in. peace be with you all, enjoy.
(half of the comments on the previous upload kept asking what song is playing despite me clearly adding each song in the description, well now I'll add timestamps too so there's hopefully less of you asking the same stuff over and over. they are rough estimates, some tracks may be off by a bunch of seconds.)
I No Longer Fear the Razor Guarding My Heel (I)[00:00-07:09];
1. My Flaws Burn Through My Skin Like Demonic Flames from Hell[00:00-02:48]
2. My Scars Are Like Evidence Being Mailed To The Judge[02:48-04:51]
3. I Will Celebrate For Stepping On Broken Glass And Slipping On Stomach Soaked Floors[04:51-07:09]
I No Longer Fear the Razor Guarding My Heel (II)[07:09-14:08];
4. I Will One Day Learn to Fly into the Stars[07:09-09:19]
5. My Closet Is a Graveyard[09:19-11:36]
6. CLYDE (I Hope at Least One of My Ex-Girlfriends Hears This)[11:36-14:08]
I No Longer Fear the Razor Guarding My Heel (III)[14:08-21:02];
7. If You Were To Get What You Deserve, You Would Know What The Bottom Of A Tire Tastes Like[14:08-16:45]
8. Soul Doubt[16:45-18:45]
9. All That glitters Is Not Gold, But It's Still Damn Beautiful[18:45-21:04]
I No Longer Fear the Razor Guarding My Heel (IV)[21:04-28:58];
10. NO SALIVATION FOR THE PROMISE OF SALVATION[21:04-24:15]
11. TRY HOWLING AT THE MOON WHILE BEING STRANGLED[24:15-26:58]
12. MISSED MY CUE FOR CURTAIN CALL[26:58-28:58]
I No Longer Fear the Razor Guarding My Heel (V)[28:58-36:32];
13. Not Even Ghosts Are This Empty[28:58-31:58]
14. Finding Shelter In My Larynx[31:58-34:18]
15. A Little Trauma Can Be Illuminating, And I’m Shining Like The Sun[34:18-36:32]
download the converted compilation in HQ here: https://www.mediafire.com/file/1to47wo386xwptr/$UICIDEBOY$+-+I+NO+LONGER+FEAR+THE+RAZOR+GUARDING+MY+HEEL+(PART+I,II,III,IV,V)+.flac/file

I No Longer Fear The Razor Guarding My Heel (V)

$UICIDEBOY$ - I No Longer Fear the Razor Guarding My Heel (I, II, III, IV, V) [HQ]

New World Depression

Kill Yourself V

Prod. by purpdogg

Download - http://www.mediafire.com/download/68y8pffksb0l3yt/Bones+-+SoThereWeStood.zip

Bones - Sodium (Prod. by Purpdogg)

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Gray/Grey

CLOUDS AS WITNESSES

POLLUTED PARADISE

[LYRICS]
(CHETTA)
FILL UP MY CUP TO THE TIP ITS A MUST
IMA POUR ABOVE THE RIM TUPAC WITH THE TUSS
I COULD MIX A COMBINATION
LIL TECH LIL ACT
SHOW UP DEEP LIKE CONVERSATION
LET ME LIVE LET ME ACT
REAL TALK VISION VIVID
IVE DONE SEEN BODY BAGS
TOE FOR TOE WITH ANY VICTIM
IVE DONE SHOOK KILLAS HANDS
TALKING MONEY OVER GRAMS
WRAPPING BRICKS UP WITH SARAN
COUPLE HOMIES OFF THE TAN
AIR YOU OUT YOU A FAN
WELL ILL BE GODDAMN
BUT GOD DONT EXIST SO I GUESS ITS JUST DAMN
FROM A WHOLE NOTHER PLANET
HOPING OUT THE TRANS-AM
SMOKEY THE BANDIT
SWERVING IN MY SPACE SHIP
DIPPING IN MY STASH SHIT
THEY CANNOT RELATE SHIT
NEVER ON NO FAKE SHIT
LAMES WANNA JUMP SHIFT
STACK EM UP LIKE ROIDS BITCH


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Polluted Paradise (feat. $uicideboy$) [Prod. $crim]

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[Verse 1: Ruby da Cherry]

wake up with an ache that fades
pop two pills with gatorade
round my neck hangs gator fangs
might reveal more at a later date, but i don't know
Yung $now kind of go with the flow
bring a hoe back stage
tell her "tell me everything you know about life"
then i bounce
Roxy's hitting hard
i'm feeling fucking sick
ima have to smoke a half an ounce just to balance it out
Ruby backing out
Ruby blacking out
falling fucking deeper 
I think Ruby cashing out
the grass is always greener when the gave is lacking crowds
look who's laughing now
an audience cracking up
you can let the curtains down now
i wallow in sorrow
ain't no tomorrow
missed a call from $lick and woke up in a gown, how?

[Verse 2: Lil' Remains]

i just bought 10 Roxys
call up Oddy then i crush it up
Chronic laced with something
I'm like fuck it let me hit the blunt
rolling down your block 
it ain't shit for the set to crush it up
told that bitch "get out my ear"
she need to chill and hit the blunt
xanax bars up in my drink
before i pour 'em, crush it up
we never fucked with you fuckboy
don't act like you can hit the blunt
take that motherfucking bat upside your skull and crush it up
so full of them drugs, i might throw up
i knew i shouldn't have hit the blunt

Eternal Grey

O PANA!

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[VERSE I: LIL CIG]

i keep on strolling with no control of my thoughts of life
seems like my home has become something i can't recognize
doubters turn to believers, but fuck i'm not surprised
i miss my cousin so much, yet he's still by my side
crazy how friends switch it
asking how they can get a picture
what happened to what's up homie?
how you doing?
goddamn i miss you
don't want to be no where else
so i'm making myself create this hell in the place i dwell
stuck in an open cell
take me back before the levees fell

[VERSE II: 7TH WARD LORD]

yeah, i be that 7th ward lord with them devil horns
born and raised in the waves of the storm
the flood has left me wet and torn
the garden of eden destroyed by babylon demons
they poured the chlorine with no warning
petals on the floor freezing
a world once unexplored
i think i'm marco polo covered in thorns
set my compass to avoid tethered forms
new orleans is war torn i ain't betting scores 
and all of my friends are now whores
and i'm bored of all the replication of the life i once lived in the city i once adored

KILL YOURSELF Part XII: The Dark Glacier Saga

PLANTING THE ROOTS ONLY TO FALL OUT THE TREE

lyrics

WHEN THE SUN LEAKS THROUGH THE SHADES 
I SEE YOUR POINT OF VIEW
I COULD SAY EVERYTHINGS OKAY
BUT YOU CAN READ IT IN MY FACE THATS NOT THE TRUTH
SUN RISE ILL TRY TO BE THE BEST VERSION OF ME FOR YOU

breathingexercise

surrenderdorothy - thebestversionofmyself

lyrics

WAKE UP GO TO SLEEP REPEAT INFINITE
FOREVER TALKING WITH NOBODY LISTENING
ONE DAY I WILL WAKE UP AND SEE THINGS ARE DIFFERENT
HOPES BY THE PLENTY I DONT GET EM NO DIFFERENCE
IVE BEEN TRYING MY BEST AND I STILL CANT SHAKE IT
IVE BEEN TRYING MY HARDEST I NEVER REALLY BEEN TO GOOD AT CHANGING

CLOUDS AS WITNESSES

$UICIDEBOY$

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