save me from this hell and let me die in peace

My mom is old but she knows good music when she hear it I listen to suicide boys for a hot minute when lil peep was alive that era time

I love scrim, sober or not I love him. no homo.

rap i like

Just Say You Don't Care

You Motherfucker

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haven’t dropped in a while! Internship is over and now I’m going to drop music consistently through my senior year of college. love

rhymes:

she say that she miss all that we had, but theres no we in us
your side is the only one thats right
theres no need to discuss
i cant picture all this shit for life, like i dont see the plus
she said that i been her favorite one, but i just fucked it up
i go out, your stomach hurt
you cant trust me often
i be saying shit that i dont mean cause i been off it
come and throw that shit this way lil baby come and toss it
they call me the perky man cause bitch yea i been off it
mixing up designer, i dont listen to you bitch like i do what i wanna
get a bag and run it up like i spend plenty commas
im not well with words but we can fuck out all the drama
beware bitch im selfish
i find myself back right where i started i cant help it
i wont do the things he did to you cause bitch ive felt it
you cant possibly know what ive dealt with

selfish ft. funeral [+ silo]

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HANDZUM $UICIDE (FEAT. ROZZ DYLIAMS)

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I MISS MY DEAD FRIENDS

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$outh $ide $uicide

$UICIDEBOY$ x POUYA - GLUTTONY

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[Verse 1: Ruby da Cherry]

i got a drip catch me duckin
all of these bitches ain't fuckin me no
can't hold a conversation with no one but my cousin
he tell me don't worry the money is comin
these bitches is comin
the only question i got now is will i see it before i end up dead in the ground?
lay low at the bottom of a tulip bed
they know Ruby got a lot of useless thread
cut me open let me rest
there ain't nothin in my chest
a hollow cage that caused my death
i'm hauled away just pause my breath

[Verse 2: Yung $carecrow]

woke up dope sick with a cut wrist
lil bad bitch sayin here's a plot twist
when you cut it you weren't even a lil piss
just a grin on your face sayin watch this
now i'm sittin back thinkin how sick am i?
but that went away the moment i got high
i'm sayin' now what it do? who are you?
get the fuck out my livin room
get the fuck out my mental too
what bitch? you can't hear when i talk to you?
now i'm back to square one with my hand on the gun
mommy screamin son don't do it
i love you
don't do it
don't do it
don't do it
i can't help this feelin
don't you see that i need all these prescriptions
this ain't no livin
it's a vision of the vicious cycle that is my addiction

Now the Moon's Rising

LOW KEY

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[Verse 1: Yung $now]

fucking with the clique, we got a problem
throw em in the dirt and then burn up a fucking dollar
show em what he's worth when he's six feet in the earth
since birth yung plague been rising up out the bottom
all hail the one with the long tail
7 headed dragon breathing fire
make you all bail
all hail to the frozen shogun
slice a frozen ocean open
throw em in and then claim it was all a tall tale
no treasure in my chest
all that is left is a half blacked heart that's decaying
it barely pumps
blood stuck in clumps
what i'm paying for pills all this pain should be numb or delaying
that's it!
i've had enough i'm going to grab my wrist and slash it
don't need a napkin
put me in the casket
ruby dead and bloody matching with the fucking maggots

[Verse 2: Pontius Pilate]

god of the sun 
bitch i shine like the summer
gripping the ak
hanging out the hummer
sent here to make all these pussy boys suffer
reign over the grey and strike fear with the thunder
i am the darkness and i am the negligent
now you not relevant
out of your element
father forgive them for thinking they testing me
father forgive them whenever they rest in peace
smoke in my lungs swallowed pills in my throat
my antidote for that murder he wrote
stuck on this road, i just want to go home
stuck on this dope, and i can't leave it alone
knot in the rope
end my life with a slice
flies will arise when i die by tonight
live by the knife, bitch i been paid the price
you can see death when you look in my eyes

Eternal Grey

WATER $UICIDE (FEAT. CHRIS TRAVIS)

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[Verse 1: 7th Ward Charizard]

Bitch, i be that 7th ward dragon
Make a wish, I'll fucking grant
$uicide taken for granted
Burn a fuckboy until he's blackened
Burn a fuckboy until he's charred
7th ward charizard
Bitch, i break the fucking law by pulling over cop cars
Fuck a pig trying to cuff my wrist
Then he saw the slit
"oh shit! this that oozing motherfucker from the pit!"
7th ward lord grab his sword and sliced a fucking bitch
Now I'm swerving in the 'vic about to ride off of a cliff, bitch

[Verse 2: Lil' Half Cut]

Break the law say fuck a pig
Always on that devil shit
Killers from the northside rolling in the 7th bitch
Buck em down and bust em
Baptized in that tussah
Half cut getting masked up coming to rush 'em
Passing judgement on a bitch
Throw em in the river
$uicidal killer better known as $lick the ripper
Stoned to the bone
Me and oozing got the thrown
All alone with the tone
Let the bullets take me home, yeah

BREAKDALAW2K16 (FEAT. POUYA)

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[VERSE I: GERM]
I just might ride with your bitch
Told her i loved her
Lying like shit
I'm still boolin' tho
Bleedin' concrete
Snortin' oxys
Feelin' god body like who gon stop me now?
Runnin' round while blowin' pound after pound
See me now?
Get hip
Get it now
I'm gone til november
Got into pickin' pockets kinda often
Big ass gas bag
Passenger side of the cadillac
Seat slightly sat back
On my side i got my baghdad
Hotel hoppin'
Bombin' back back
Dynamite in the gucci napsack
Ruckus in the church
Jesus meet this heathen he kinda hurt
Buzzin' im loud
Never stoppin' til they stick me in the dirt

[VERSE II: $LICK $LOTH]
Took a benzo
Wrote a manifesto
Yung hot boy straight from the ghetto
Yung $carecrow dyin' where the wind blows
Cut throat motherfucker robbin' when my ends low
$outh $ide $uicide
Wanna ride in the caddy like do or die
Formaldehyde leakin' drippin' down all my eyes
Terrified when you see me creepin' in the night
Ride like no limit in '96
Stunt like i'm wayne on the carter 6
Now i got money to get a fix
Now my old ex wanna be my bitch
This that motherfuckin' gospel
Kanye i'm a motherfuckin' monster
Cock back, put the barrel in your tonsil
$uicide, bitch, we the council

[VERSE III: YUNG $NOW]
Yung $now spent a fat check
Pull up cause i'm pickin' up a hoe in a black dress
Silk sheets on the mattress match the blood type o on the hatchet
Match the hunnid spokes when i whip it lookin' like the cadillac bent
Lookin' like a car accident
Spilled my guts and i spilled my cup
Lean on my liver i ain't sippin' it up
Hollow out a fuck boy skull so i can sip in peace my g
Don't follow me cause bad shit happens with germ and $lick
That makes three
Sad to see these casualties
They lack the seeds
No matchin' me
These bags of weed
Yeah, that's for free
We trash the scene no gasoline

DIRTIERNASTIERSUICIDE

$UICIDEBOY$ x GERM - HERE WE GO AGAIN

[VERSE I: RUBY DA CHERRY]

ruby slipped a roofie in cream soda with a two piece
riding uzi
riding two seats
slide two cups inside the koozie
i'm so slumped
i'm so numb
swerving, skrrting with the pump
serving bumps
ruby da chump gotta loosen the blunt
gotta screw that's loose, too
but no the noose
stunting
gotta watch the fucking news
making my debut
stunting
getting goose from your bitch, too
juicing up the oven
yung ooze 
gotta prove that i'm a dime a dozen
$uicidal, so is my cousin
i gotta gut feeling theres a blade up in my stomach
i don't fear god cause i know that he's just bluffing
ima die one day
open up the gates to nothing
heaven ain't an option
so before the buzzards start crunching
ima keep on fuck it
ima keep on saying fuck em
ima keep on saying nothing
unless you want to get to fucking, best keep on trucking

[VERSE II: ANTHONY MARS]

curb checking when i'm whipping with the leopard in the '94
hearing voices in my mind hoe
heroin down my nose
like houston, coming down
hundred blades on the tahoe
light up my tabacco
rebirth of the scarecrow
i just put my hand in my pocket found a xan ay
cut throat with draco
it's the yung slenderman ay
you ain't seen a psycho till lil slick without his pills
my life just wants to give in every time these burdens build
on me
on me
on me

KILL YOURSELF Part XIII: The Atlantis Saga

O' LORD! I HAVE MY DOUBTS

produced by: @datnigguhx + @prodbywyt
mixing/mastering: @iamrellim

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[beamon vocals] 

skinny beamon 
2k18 feel like lonzo ball 
boy back in high school bumpin ye west
posters on the wall 
used to want more money 
put pastelle on me and bapes on 
i know what you love girl it ain't me 
and i been in my zone 
i know what you love girl it ain't me 
and i been in my zone 
october god beamon lounging 
in a penthouse 
flannel got some blue hundreds in it 
girl now what you bout 
i just want my money up i don't wanna 
put molly in mouth
they just woke a monster up i'm sad
i'm sleeping in the house 

[beamon hook]

so much pain 
and it's so much pain
and it's so much pain 
and it's so much pain 

[beamon vocals continued]

i got pain all over me 
i walk around and i see nothing good 
she say switch your attitude up i say girl 
what do you mean 
she say boy you super skinny 
lil beam what do you eat
i say nothing just these rappers 
i'm sad but they on my plate 
dawg they out here rapping 
how they let that lil ho sat on face 
i would rather make a song 
play 2k18 every day 
my depression hurting me 
i felt too much don't say enough 

i like the colder months 
i don't like waking up 
i think i feel too much 
girl you got me fucked up 

[beamon hook]

so much pain 
so much pain 
so much pain 
i just wanna feel rain 
so much pain 
soak up rain 
so much pain 
i just wanna feel rain 
so much pain 
please just stay 
so much pain 
please just stay 
please don't go 
please don't go 
please don't go 
please don't go 

[beamon verse]
please don't go 
thriller jacket like i'm michael 
please don't go 
young beamon feel like michael 
young beamon looking like he prince 
doves crying bitch 
and i feel too much 
so i'm never done crying 
all these nightmares i gotta get em out my house 
i should have millions
purple diamonds in my house 
she say why you screaming 
i say cause they never listen 
i say you would feel the same 
but you too busy talking foolishness



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No Happy Songs

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Beamon - So Much Pain (produced by jvst x & Wyt)

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PART I: NO SALIVATION FOR THE PROMISE OF SALVATION

[VERSE I: PAPA PINE]

reach into my pocket and i grab a couple crumpled hunnids
weed look like some crumbled hunnids
blunted out the fuzz is hunting
paranoia turn my stomach
H1 Hummer
rough and rugged
desert camo trunk to the front end
shirt unbuttoned
seat adjusted
100 mph bitch i seem accustomed to life in the fast lane
nothing in the motherfucking gas tank
dumping ashes and laughing
fucking ducking what comes from the government
peeling out into the sunset
eyes so low look like a sunset

[HOOK:
GREYFIVENINE BITCH I SIGNED MY LIFE AWAY]

[VERSE II: YUNG CHRIST]

back on my bullshit
know how to pimp it
put my foot on the fucking brakes
signed up for a life
became yung christ
all i got was a death wish, illness, and a piece of $UICIDE
fuck this ego
fuck this pride
easily execution on my side
homicide homicide
what we used to all the time
we in the benz off the benzos
our depression clinical

PART II: TRY HOWLING AT THE MOON WHILE BEING STRANGLED

[VERSE I: LIL 2/3RDS]

meet me by the moon
half past dusk
back from the dust
cut throat he love them drugs and guns
chilling in the cut
got about 20K and a gun
got a pile of adderall
cigarette butts
everyday adds up
do i look like a give a fuck?
every day of every month
bloody nights turn bloodier
death could be right in front of you
still wouldn't recognize her
got a death list that some still got to catch this
best put the tec quick
die bitch!

[VERSE II: 7th WARD DRAGON]

you ever had to dig your own grave?
live your life with no name
backwood full of romaine
okay
'96 benz with the cocaine paint hoe
high until my death i got the propane tank low
gas seeping all over the house until my say so
light the fucking match now the tank blow
so glad i stayed home
someone call the cops from the payphone
flames all around me
man i hoping they fucking drown me
crown made of ashes only way they fucking found me
forget about me
only way you might not feel so lousy
forget about me
on my own head i would have priced a bounty

PART III: MISSED MY CUE FOR CURTAIN CALL

[VERSE I: RUBY DA CHERRY]

and for my last trick i don't think i'm cut off for this rap shit
$UICIDE i fucking scream it from the rooftop
the only thing i ever did worth mentioning ever since slick burned me a CD of lil wayne
that shit prolly still in my boom box
but now a days i can walk into an establishment and select myself on the fucking jukebox
if i wanted to cop a black countach
drive that shit like 2 blocks and then smash in the back of a new cop car
now i think i'm wanted too

[VERSE II: SLICK SLOTH]

i'm on that lean
yeah that drank
i'm on them bars
don't want to think
i'm on that loud
amphetamines got no time for sleep
lost in my thoughts
i don't know who a friend and who a enemy
nerves real disturbed
down from head to toe
ever feel like sometimes you got to let it go?
plenty days i thought this shit was over
creator of the movement
creator of the music
still feel like i'm losing

I Want to Die In New Orleans

I NO LONGER FEAR THE RAZOR GUARDING MY HEEL (IV)

i've been angry about the constant homophobia, transphobia, racism, etc that goes on around me, so i decided to pour it all out. here you go.

O' LORD! I HAVE MY DOUBTS

$UICIDEBOY$

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