KILL YOURSELF PART XIX: THE DEEP END SAGA

[VERSE I: LIL HALF CUT]

galaxies fall when i'm coming down
nobody comes around
i can do no right
20 stories high 
holding up the sky
they want to say goodbye
i just want better times
but i done got replaced
i'm on my own and i'm tired
dreams fall like nothing
dead slow dead 
go on without plunging
i'm so numb
i'm so numb
have you ever been this low?


[VERSE II: LIL LONELY]

i have realized i want to rewind my whole life
it seems fine
i have realized that i am alone
$now leopard wants to freeze and die
winter breath wishing for death in the snow
winter breath wishing for death in the snow
i am zero
anti-hero
winter death
wishing for breath but i choke
whispering help but no one is listening
goddamnit my piss it stings
i'm planning on rebuilding history
rebuild it blissfully
revealing misery

KILL YOURSELF Part XIX: The Deep End Saga

LEAVE ME ALONE

[VERSE I: RUBY DA CHERRY]

ruby got a problem
ruby at the bottom
ruby fucking up
he gotta alotta empty bottles
ruby full throttle
toolie no condom
bust it back and watch my brains splat on the column
dollars got me honest
honestly without a prophet
probably spent all his profit
yeah that's fucking right i copped it
romeo with all the toxins
roll me dope i'll lip lock it
blackened lungs from all the (coughing)
fuck all these lames
all yall so obsessed with names
all yall dress the fucking same
$UICIDE 
i'm out the game
blame it on the fame
i'm so sick of my own name
i'm so distant from the reigns
i'm riling up a hurricane

[VERSE II: $LICK $LOTH]

popping oxy
snorting roxy
body feeling like a zombie
never been a role model
never hear me say sorry
7th ward dragon breathing fire while i'm slicing necks
sixth sense deathwish 
laughing at the fucking threats
slick the one to ask you what you gon do?
nothing fool
i've been suicidal with them drugs up in my mama's womb
all these poppies
cock the shotty
barrell pressed against my body
photocopies all around me
$UICIDE just call the posse
kill em sloppy
bitch we godly
double cup that's filled with yella
dread head cracker from the ghetto
don't say hello
you ain't my woadie
all your friends are dead?
mine been dead since kids
100 more in angola serving like behind the pen

FAILURE BY DESIGN

[VERSE I: NORMAN ATOMIC]

barrel full of gasoline and still they try matching me
plague with the wicked ways
it's back to the rapturing
actually capturing souls in a black canteen
open the cap and become blackened
back to the back of the lac
flicking cigarette ash
got a chain made of crack
i smoke diamonds and laugh at yall strapped with the gat
like i'm actually scared to die
pull the fucking trigger
back to the back
eyes rolling back
spent all my racks
spent it on crack
spent it on smack
look where i'm at
ain't going back
ain't going back

[VERSE II: ANTHONY MARS]

got a heart so cold
remember selling dope
remember selling coke
DEA pulled me over
plain cars, plain clothes
i didn't bend an inch, strictly sticking to the code
few years ago, was masked up
robbing stores
i set em up on craigslist, then
robbed em em at the door
i'm at the bottom trying to eat
i got no hope
fuck
big ben's death had my head fucked up
i'm popping roxys with the benzos
chest fucked up
i guess my lucks up

KILL YOURSELF PART XIX: THE DEEP END SAGA

$UICIDEBOY$