loop this 4 me

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did u find it to ur estimation
never found what i was chasing now i'm going up
knowing that i never had embraced it how i should've done
it's one thing to admit that
but to change it is another one
i'm falling short
praying for my dawg 
cause he's been calling more
that's out of norm
know we weather any storm
i promise you there's many more
just careful what you carry forward
and know just what you're ready for
i'm not here for the petty wars
or everything you said before
i let you inside of these gate$ 
when they open
the ice getting thin i still skate if it's frozen
it's up or it's down either way i control it
so you know the motion 
can't touch up emotion
2, 3 on my back
how i score like i’m jordan
you see all the stats
you can check my performance
i promise you over on dis side it's gorgeous
the space in my heart still enormous 
how many neighbourhoods did i spin before this to get here
i think it's a left here
final destination 
, i was entertainment and 
that changed me for a bit
still draining all my energy it made me
get to this
it's been the same thing i was saying earlier
when no one listened chance was missed
i'm not one to repeat 
still they always hit me up to say
song's on repeat
so when they claim otherwise 
i still have the receipts
they don't know the other side
to the one that they see
and it's shameful that i split the sides
just to see them blend together
trials that are ending never
just because a few endeavours
block me from doing better
soon if ever , when is it reversible? 
it's getting way too personal
i havent even dealt with it
real things
never had a healthy way to heal things
tried to let go but it still stings
memories that still ring
for whom ever the bell tolls,
4 your eyes no else tho
don't get why you're so closed off
i deflect with i don't know
i get selective with the info that i give 
and who i give it to
always undisclosed with a limit too
certain ways advice was given 
i don't want to visit too
think i hit that place again
where everything goes further in
im sure of it , 
heart sank deep
and i don't know if it's resurfacing
you say that's not encouraging
my souls been missing nourishment
my thoughts need a refurbishment
my minds running a tournament
and everything's conflicting
know i have to let it go
things that they don't Simeone (see me on)
like im on my Atletico
more times it was set in stone 
i say that to appease my conscious
just so i don't think about it
let alone act upon it 
don't know what i see beyond it
wonder how the feelings got in 
when typically ive closed the door 
before it ever closes on me
Berahino droughts man
i don't know what the goal is for me
still looking for clarity
but destiny had wrote it for me
best to see the rest of me 
before you make assumptions on me
just to keep it clear

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like how could i say it enough
she wanna know what's in my pocket rn
i got 93 premium deluxe on me 
u following suit in the tuck 
ik  it's secretly love 
this patch that we on getting rough
hours in silence u biting ur tongue
weighed on u felt like a ton i kno
still feel that pain in my lungs
had feelings for u that was once before
i think we both kno that it's done
i’m wondering where it all went
i still question what all of it meant
i still question what all of this means
gotta charge it no energy spent
late night apartment debating the send
like we both know where this could end
yk what i think i should leave it
i’m gone and it's making no sense
 
making no sense 
uh huh
i was off way too long ik it's wrong
i’m pushing my luck
im still writing up songs about what we done
memories that stuck

all i ever done was outta love 
i hope that you know that forever 
i like how you throw that together
i know that it's not accidental
i know ur precise how u measure up to it
she know that it's all  fundamentals
if only it all was so simple
it's only a call and i pick up the phone
but u turned on me quick and i didn't see the swivel
stuck in the middle 
yeah stuck in the middle of bad decisions
i keep making i kno
give it sometime and the name will be known
give it sometime i could still save my soul
gave it plenty of time
i spent hours in silence
i spent hours just thinking
i spent hours on trips and i'm there for weeknd
been hours in silence i gave up on speaking
to u bout it all 
ik that there's no resolve
ur pushing me back to the wall
i took us right over the ceiling
when i come down u breaking my fall
yeah it's getting tougher to call
yeah it's getting harder to tell it
like where do i start on explaining
to u i think i'm outta ways i could sell it
overtime she won't look so compelling
told her i wasn't here for impressions
i think we can both feel the up the tension
u not banking on this never chance it i kno
u not 1 for the things to get risky i kno
and u msg me back when ur tipsy i kno
and u kno that i'm still in ur city for now
until something that's calling me back on the road 
think that it's starting to mess with my soul
i got a problem just letting it go
soon as we're off it just set it in stone
certain things that we both deaded
certain things that i regretted
i'm still tryna go and reset it
those wounds won't be fixed by no medic
way u running from problems athletic
but u mix it nice with ur aesthetic
but i said not looking for impressions
just sit round me i'll show you the world
hours in silence can't be how we left it

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