I dont fuckin kno him ☹️ ts so gas bro

It don't make sense to keep on going
Going going 
And you know it
Know it
Yeah you know it
Hold me
You can't hold me

Hook:
I'm so done
I'm fucked up 
I had enough
I ran my luck up
Can't trust no one
No where to run
It's just begun
There's no more sun

I'm at the end of stage
There's no more games here to play
Gon get it always my way
Can't trust you ever the same
Can't fuck when you play with my brain
I know you tried to remain
Don't know what you got here to gain
It's you that's causing this pain

I'm so done with pretending
It's so never ending
What you intending 
Don't got time to be lending

Go and come and Play and see
There's no escape for me
No more air to breathe

I can't trust you 
I don't know you
No where to run to 
No there's no undo

Where did I go wrong
I know I'm not strong
I got to move along

pain

Pain

hello dear friends. a fun song i wrote about her. i hope y'all enjoy.
intro clip is from lala land.

lyrics:
the way she smiles
there's just something
about her
about her
i wanna know
about her

about her!

prod. qyroo, blunkq

Lyrics:

Intro: Sample
BRAINS EVERYWHERE! Not the KNEE, not the ARM, not the SPINE -- FACE! IT HAS TO HAPPEN! HNNNNG! FACEY FACEY FACE FACE! TIRED OF WAITING! NO MORE WAITING! NEED A FACE SHOT! BOOM! SHOOT ME IN THE FACE! IN THE FAAAAAAAACE!

Verse 1:
My mental’s gone on a vacation
Yeah, it’s the season where I’m stuck in isolation
I can’t find no motivation
Fuck, I been stuck, in depersonalization
When the winter hits, the depression comes
Blow my brain to bits, and leave the fuckin’ crumbs
Might have to call it quits, I think that I will succumb
Before my mind is straight

Hook:
This seasonal depression 
Is my mental infection
I’m thinking I should introduce 
My temple to Smith & Wesson
Leave me at your discretion
Got delirious obsessions
With the end
Please get out of my head, please get out of my head

Verse 2:
Yeah, I can’t shake this feeling
Been having suicidal thoughts for no reason
Where’s my coffin? Dip my feet in
All my demons, they been feedin’
They been feedin’ on my serotonin
But I’m gonna say I’m fine, I don’t wanna show it
"Where’s happy Gab6?" I don’t fuckin’ know him
Take a step inside my mind, and watch your patience grow thin

Hook:
This seasonal depression 
Is my mental infection
I’m thinking I should introduce 
My temple to Smith & Wesson
Leave me at your discretion
Got delirious obsessions
With the end
Please get out of my head, please get out of my head

Outro:
(Wanna end it all)
(Woah, all)

seasonal depression

PLASTIC HEART w/ dgtl (prod. smile4me & nightiger)

snow + stay! (northeast lights + nvki)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3hJD6goFI1go016fBNkdcV?si=wLmc7uqhRZipeoq5Kgj5uA
art by visualsbykura
prod: Klimlords x RJ Pasin
featuring: @1bearr
lyrics: 

(@alkayn)
I've been fuckin' up everything I try
Sometimes I wish that I would die
It's hard to keep you in my life
It's so damn difficult

I've been trying my best to fix this shit
I got a one way ticket to death, I'm in
I need a break from all of the suffering
She'll try her best to get under my skin

I've been trying my best to fix this shit
I got a one way ticket to death, I'm in
I need a break from all of the suffering
She'll try her best to get under my skin

(@1bearr)
Just wanna blow my brains 
I don’t think I’ll ever be the same 
Scars linking back to your name 
Your messages drive me insane 

And I don’t think I’ll ever be the same 
All the words that we exchanged 
in your sights so fire down range 
you don’t love me, I see it in your face 

And I know that we tried our best 
Keep putting my heart to the test 
Can’t go on I’m so depressed 
Think it’s time to give us a rest

(@alkayn)
You can fuck off baby I don't want your love
I don't have the time to give a fuck
Stuck in abyss, just my luck
I always find a way to fuck it up

(@alkayn & @1bearr)

I've been trying my best to fix this shit
I got a one way ticket to death, I'm in
I need a break from all of the suffering
She'll try her best to get under my skin

I've been trying my best to fix this shit
I got a one way ticket to death, I'm in
I need a break from all of the suffering
She'll try her best to get under my skin

1wayticket2death w/ 1bear

produced by: me and nightiger

[intro]
can you tell me why I feel far out
like I got no one
I'm a little different from the rest, so what
I can be the bad guy but it dont feel right
yeah they just treat me how they wanted for the last time 
50 cal bullets let it loose I hit the bullseye
should've kept running lil bro, you're on your last life

man I don't really know where I fit, where I go
they dont care it really shows well guess i'm on my own
and all these cracks in the side walk, they make me feel ok
it reminds me that i'm not the only thing broken
what am I good for, I can't see it
live in the background until they need me
they want the truth so guess i'll let the truth out
i'm still an outcast but I copped a bag now

can you tell me why they treat me so poorly
eyes start pouring 
walking home, losing tears in the rain
tell me this, do you think i'm boring
i'm just trying hang but they dont hang around
what can I do to change your mind 
if you tell me then i'll fix it 
tell me why they pulling me side to side
but only really when they need me
feeling like I wanna change me life

man I don't really know where I fit, where I go
they dont care it really shows well guess i'm on my own
and all these cracks in the side walk, they make me feel ok
it reminds me that i'm not the only thing broken
what am I good for, I can't see it
live in the background until they need me
they want the truth so guess i'll let the truth out
i'm still an outcast but I copped a bag now

man I don't really know where I fit, where I go
they dont care it really shows well guess i'm on my own
and all these cracks in the side walk, they make me feel ok
it reminds me that i'm not the only thing broken

t3ll m3 why//brok3n (mysticbummer x nightiger)

ig: ote.jpeg

Lyrics:

Three heads, I avert my eyes.
You want love like this? Gotta hurt sometimes.

God I hate myself, but I love your lies.
If I ever look away I pray that day I go blind.

My, best shot got off by a mile.
Not what I thought, I got lost for a while.

Head in my hands, and I cry like a child.
Now my family and friends ask why I never smile, cause--

-

I, don't wanna let you down, 
but I'm too god damn weak to try and make you proud.

I f**ked up one time, and it all came out.
Now I'm the son you never really wanna talk about.

I-I, don't wanna let you down,
but I been too far gone to try and change that now.

Guess I got lost, where you got found.
Now I'm the one in all our photos with the face crossed out.

-

Always whining like a b**ch when I'm sad.
Picked first, but I always finish first.

What I had, could have never been enough,
cause a mom and a dad, saying "miss you and we love you"
could have never brought me back.

Honey we can't take it when you talk like this,
praying thoughts like this never pass your lips.

Thought we raised you right,
but you turned out sh*t.

Tell us what went wrong,
baby, what happened?

Swear to god I really took my time.
Spent two whole years tryna change my mind.

When my heart said left, I still went right.
Gave it all that I got but I lost that, fight.

-

I, don't wanna let you down, 
but I'm too god damn weak to try and make you proud.

I f**ked up one time, and it all came out.
Now I'm the son you never really wanna talk about.

I-I, don't wanna let you down,
but I been too far gone to try and change that now.

Guess I got lost, where you got found.
Now I'm the one in all our photos with the face crossed--

I-I, don't wanna let you down,
I-I, been too far gone to try and change that now.

Guess I got lost, guess I got found.
Now I'm the one in all our photos with the face crossed out.

LETYOUDOWN

prod @bloodcryy
sfx @junk_king

cuts on my open skin ,, its so bad .'[
i cannot think of u ./., i relapse
drugs in an open cup ,, i sip tht
like im not ok wit dis ,,
im so sad....

u aint need2 love me y u lie like u wanted2 ??
i been gettin fried tryna die ima haunt u ; ]
pistol on my side u can tell me wat it wana do
im already fly and im high i should die2 : )

jus maybe ,, i can b alr
dont h8 me //., i can see the light
like bby ? .. ima b alr
jus h8 me
so i can die :p

imma b alr freestyle (bloodcryY)

prod kittyflower
mix 3009 @3k9 and 1zeph. @1zeph
master 3009 @3k9

Yo i will be gone for 1 week in a teenage prison pls let this blow up!

lyrics:

3009:
baby you all mine but your not feeling that
got a shit ton of advice but i dont raise my head
now im sitting on my knees pls tell me you love this
you turned into a tumor in my fucking head

now we talking straight but i dont fuck with that
i got numbers  on my phone but im not feeling that
yea im not feeling life and im not feeling time
maybe i should fucking die cuz im not feeling life

fuck my life i never go back i been so bored in my own head
im on a race with myself  To the gun on my shelf

1zeph.:

Wait, I don't know how to walk
Tripped last time you gave me a call
Gave you my heart but bih like you make it none
Hope tonight is worth it all

Fucked up my life I feel like "just fuck it all"
Thoughts on my mind I feel like "just end it all"
Wind all the time we spent together fall in love
Fall in love, illusional, delusional, confiusional

Like you said, "I'm gonna leave you gray"
And I said, "Aight it gon be okay"

feeling ft. 1zeph. (prod. kittyflower)

prod @hurtwinds
sfx @junk_king

i wish u cared 4me tha way tht i do.. /
2u ,, 2makeU so happy '/|
i wish i had tha time 2show u thetruth. /,,
its cool |/.
as long as ur happy .'/

when it rains it pours|, ive been drowning in sorrow ...
i hope i fucking die like // maybe 2mrw :p
//||| i feel like ichigo ya my body is hollow "/., ▬▬ι═══════ﺤ
blade 2myWrist // want sum blood ?>? u can borrow

jus say it . just say how u h8 me sum more ..
drugs in my cup i jus love how it pours : ]
fucked it all up ye berate me some more '/
tears in my eyes when it rains yea it pours/...

n its pourin ,, 2high in tha cut soarin
b like sora cut a key wit a blade in my pocket :]
yea i jus made a profit$$

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