imma idiot your knapsack holy crap im under a rock

Most earnestly, rest easy. I will not claim complete understanding but I cannot overstate my reverence. circa May 2022

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rainbow bridge

guardown

never before in my life has it felt exactly like this

featuring:
@t0rr
@saoirsedream
@daywaiter
@bhproducer
@nebita
@wishlane

produced by:
@itstooscar
@wishlane
@atarax-music
@nebita
@daywaiter

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self-esteem

Girls and boys—but secretly, you’d love to know what it’s like, wouldn’t you?

fishmonger (b-sides)

Ur not really bout it (bonus track)

The fractal song: love sex death & time travel 

circa April 2021

with artwork shot on location nearby Dickinson, North Dakota

the fractal song

The fractal song

Scene 7: Tweed, acrylic mirror shatters

I get out of bed, I get to work
I'm a sleepyhead, it never works
But I'm a working man, I'm a working girl
and I'm convinced my little scheme is gonna save the world

I'm a narcissist, but I'm optimistic
Something's gonna change, something for the better yeah I know it
Mom called me a conspiracy theorist, she was kind of right but whatcha gonna do?

To be twenty in your room
Pretending I was you
Pretending I was you
I'm sorry for everything
Yeah I'm sorry for everything

I'm an ordinary guy, but my envy got the best of me
I made a new best friend, but now I'm scared of texting him
My uncle called me an empirical guy,
but he said I need to find myself a spiritual guide

I'm a regular girl, I do stuff for fun
I make friends on the computer, always talking to some
I use the internet to find true love
Is anybody every gonna understand?

To be twenty in your room
Pretending I was you
Pretending I was you
I'm sorry for everything
Pretending I was you
If something doesn't change soon

Welcome to the plant cell bath hey
Welcome to the plant cell bath

look

i'm sorry for everything

the music he plays makes me want to drive off of a bridge, it's just not for me i guess

he's driving but i won't stop messing with the radio

co prod gabbyyyyyyyyy

you told me to stay, when i said this town is just another circle of hell
you don’t have to break but you find yourself counting the times you fell
i and was watching all your situations barring the missed occasions with silent regret
when you said you could never love again
too many dark rooms filled with nights to forget

you had a ripped top
black jeans
oversized everything
asked me for a light and your eyes cut like a knife
said you wanted, you wanted me
but you never wanna perceive yourself
like everyone else, so baby
call it what you want

call it what you want

you could never be wrong
cause this night will go on
and the dj keeps playing that stupid drake song

and you said
i’m just so tired of these kids going places to do coke in the bathroom and it’s like nobody wants to have fun and everyone just wants to get fucked up so

maybe i could never love again
in all these dark rooms filled with nights to regret

you had a ripped top
black jeans
oversized everything
asked me for a light and your eyes cut like a knife
said you wanted, you wanted me
but you never wanna perceive yourself
like everyone else, so baby
call it what you want

call it what you want

i’m tired of this aggression
faking love and self obsession
nobody’s got good intentions
where’s the ending

am i lost to find consistent
when people are persistent
in their own twisted way of living
i guess we call it what we want

you had a ripped top
black jeans
oversized everything
asked me for a light and your eyes cut like a knife
said you wanted, you wanted me
but you never wanna perceive yourself
like everyone else, so baby
call it what you want
call it what you want
call it what you want

Call it what you want (co p. gabby start)

Mastered by Franco Vizcaya
Single art by Elena Fortune

LYRICS:
(Verse 1 - Left at London)
Talked to someone selling sanity in a 6-pack
I guess I’ll take whatever I can get
Cuz i’ll admit, I get happier when you text back
I guess I haven’t been that happy yet 
Another night away from you
Is just a night alone
But you told me I have your heart,
So I black out the days apart
(Right?)

(Chorus - Left at London, Wishlane)
Don’t leave,
I don’t have it in me to find somebody else
Cuz “somebody else” once was you
& I don’t know how to be alone
I’ve been
Tryna keep it together & I hope it helps,
& I’m hoping it helps me too
But infatuation’s all I know

(Verse 2 - Jedwill)
Thought I should ghost you
(Boo)
I need a second to be quiet like I’m s’po- to
Intermission is a symptom of decisions to love and love and love and love and love
(Why do I hate being here why do I hate being here)
And it just goes until I’m burning out, Cupid I’m down for the count
(And I’m and I’m and I’m and I’m)
Crucifixated can’t cast these demons like I’m s’posed to
I’d be elated if every word you said didn’t shift my whole mood
It’s okay if you hate me I only have my own mind to lose
So take the closure too

(Verse 3 - Wishlane)
I’m so
Infatuated with the way that you move
and i dont wanna walk around like i got something to prove &
I need you to dumb me down til im nothing
so please don’t leave this soon (dont leave this soon)
What was it you said when we made out in my dream,
about how seeing aint believing when its all on a screen?
and now everyone around us is showing teeth
So please dont leave

(Chorus - Left at London, Wishlane)
Don’t leave,
I don’t have it in me to find somebody else
Cuz “somebody else” once was you
& I don’t know how to be alone
I’ve been
Tryna keep it together & I hope it helps,
& I’m hoping it helps me too
But infatuation’s all I know

(Outro - Left at London, Wishlane)
The knife between my shoulders is my own
& I don’t wanna take it out
Mm-mm
I had a dream last night about us both
But I don’t know what that’s about
I never know what they’re about

The fractal song

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