Its a journey of recovery from heart ache and pain from love.

Ice Cold

Cold Luv ft Demarr

i.o.u (Prod by Shui)

Prod. THERSX

Lyrics🔻

Let it go
I’ve been through enough to know
That I’m wrong
I was tearing up my soul
I’m a fool
I was just a naive kid
With a mood
That would switch on you like

(Shit) The presence of mind 
Doesn’t seem to be present 
But I never mind to be out of my mind
I think I need a reverend 
I feel like a blind man
No sense of perception
My thoughts are so violent
It’s vile just give me a second
A mile or some form of heaven
A child with so many questions
No answers God show me your presence like 

From telling lies to getting high
I’ve traumatized myself
I know what’s right I try to fight it
But I’m not compelled
To say goodbye to all those times
Where all my joy was felt
But I was blinded rage incited 
Wanna fucking yell

In an instant I’m consistent
With being distant with being different
I’m insistent on redemption
But contention all this tension
Brings depression sad reflection
True confession life’s a blessing
Took for granted now I’m venting
Call it tragic but

I’m just passing time hate reality
I’ve been roaming earth with no sanity
I think my life’s cursed endless vanity
But all things aside it’s mentality

Let it go
I’ve been through enough to know
That I’m wrong
I was tearing up my soul
I’m a fool
I was just a naive kid
With a mood
That would switch on you like

Let it go

Prod. THERSX

Lyrics🔻

To the man in the mirror
I hate you 
You’ve had enough 
Now it’s time to erase you
You gave your all
But it’s time to sedate you
You shut em out
Truth is they all forgot you

What’s some pride to an addict
I lost mine through all the static
They say I’m just dramatic 
But my eyes have seen some manic
My eyes have seen the madness
And tragically it’s traumatic
We live our life in panic
That one day we might be stranded

And the truth is life is ruthless 
We all useless I feel clueless
But it’ll take time 
Stand clear of the grapevine
No one gives a fuck
So I won’t let you have mine
Im always feeling stuck
I get high just to pass time

To the man in the mirror
I hate you 
You’ve had enough 
Now it’s time to erase you
You gave your all
But it’s time to sedate you
You shut em out
Truth is they all forgot you

Live and I learn 
Nothing comes easy but bridges will burn
One day all my demons will churn
And burn up in flames put they’re ashes in urns 

Live unrighteous I’m in crisis
Call me toxic I’m a virus
I’m neurotic I act shamesless 
But the truth is that I hate this 

So why the fuck do I come back to all this comatose
Cause this ain’t living now I can’t see myself growing old
I had a dream the world was ending I was all alone
Talk to the mirror cause some days I miss when I was home

To the man in the mirror
I hate you 
You’ve had enough 
Now it’s time to erase you
You gave your all
But it’s time to sedate you
You shut em out
Truth is they all forgot you

Man in the Mirror

Prod. THERSX

Lyrics🔻

Is it really true 
Did I fuck up once again
I ain’t happy I pretend
I’ve been running through 
All my memories back then
(Yeah) Fuck I miss all of my friends

Love me for me
See me for me

And I’ve tried love
Damn I found it
Wasn’t real life
You were toxic
This is my life
And I’m falling
Used to get high
And you saw it
Never did shit
Never stopped it
You would scream bitch
In your new whip
This is hellish
And I’m done now
Drugs embellish
All my pain how

Did I loose my well being
Pop a bean 
now I can’t feel my spleen
What’s this mean
I’m a wreck sipping lean
Smoking green
I don’t know who to trust
It ain’t me

Is it really true 
Did I fuck up once again
I ain’t happy I pretend
I’ve been running through 
All my memories back then
Fuck I miss all of my friends

                                           (🎵🎵)

Is it me or is life just full of cold regrets 
Autumn leaves change but I’m here stuck I’m still depressed
My soul bleeds when I lie like my life’s not a mess
I can’t breathe RIP to all my fallen friends

Is it really true 
Did I fuck up once again
I ain’t happy I pretend
I’ve been running through 
All my memories back then
Fuck I miss all of my friends

Shattered Reflections

Prod. THERSX

Lyrics🔻

Fighting with dad
He says that I’m going crazy
But you misunderstand 
And you can always blame me
But this is not the man
That I’ll be when I turn eighty
No one understands 
It’s the drugs so please don’t hate me

Lonely nights got me fed up
With my life feel the venom
In the knife pushing deeper
Through my spine but it get better
As they say I wrote this letter
Just to say that I regret it everyday
And I’ll do better I’m just saying

There’s more to life than feeling numb
Or getting high or toting guns 
Or toxic fights or a tab on tongue
Or shooting dice or to always run
And no I’m not the man you wanted 
Me to be my dreams are haunted Memories of me in darkness 
I concede in fear I’m

Heartless I don’t want this don’t go
                                        (X2)

Dear dad I’m sorry I love you believe
That things are in order I hate when you grieve
But all things aside I’ve been turning the leaf
I’ve been using your lessons to listen preceive
And dear mom I’m sorry I’ll answer you calls
I know you get lonely and worry bout Ma
You worry bout me if I’m having withdrawals
But I swear that I’m clean and I’m making a change

Fighting with dad
He says that I’m going crazy
But you misunderstand 
And you can always blame me
But this is not the man
That I’ll be when I turn eighty
No one understands 
It’s the drugs so please don’t hate me

The Turning Leaf

Prod. THERSX

Lyrics🔻

(We all) go through loss painful thoughts dwell on what you told me
You said this world is mine to make youngblood it’s time you show me
These midnight talks endless walks miss when you would scold me
Then doubt unfurled I always break cause I know these are memories 

(I said) this ain’t it
No this can’t be it
I’m a go off grid
I’m a sell my soul 
Wait maybe not that
But you catch my drift 
Thought maybe I’ll rap
That’ll get me through this

I don’t care for speculation call me broken
My brokenness is an ocean
Emotionless never open
I’m motionless from this potion
No soulfulness in my motion
I’m motiveless in my notions
It’s bottomless with corrosion I’m

Young and broke with a big old heart
Ever since that day I just fall apart 
Act like I’m okay but inside I’m scarred
But I persevere cause I can’t restart

I know it’s hard let me be there for you
I know this year I could see skies bright blue

(We all) go through loss painful thoughts dwell on what you told me
You said this world is mine to make youngblood it’s time you show me
These midnight talks endless walks miss when you would scold me
Then doubt unfurled I always break cause I know these are memories 

(Yeah) I need substance I’m a nuisance 
Don’t got two sense got like two cents
I feel distant from my loved ones
Always roll one I’m insistent
On my own fun but it ain’t fun
Coexistent with my demons
I feel so numb God I’m so done
Reminiscent on the lost ones

Now I feel like a burden
And nothing really feels worth it
I know I’m lost that’s for certain
I feel like nobody sees me
I’m getting lost in this bourbon
I need somebody to hear me
I don’t want you to feel sorry
Oh God you know that I’m sorry

Oh God you know that I’m sorry
                                               (X4)

(We all) go through loss painful thoughts dwell on what you told me
You said this world is mine to make youngblood it’s time you show me
These midnight talks endless walks miss when you would scold me
Then doubt unfurled I always break cause I know these are memories

Youngblood

Lyrics :

2 months made 100 bands off crypto 
Hit the studio busts rhyme like im part of flip mode 
I know they hate to see me up thats why i pack a pistol 
coin base wallet going up taking off like a missle 


I been on a mission they been tellin mes impossible 
Feelin like im jokic in the game cus im unstobbale 
The damage that im causin to my opps is catastrophical 
Go againt the goat 
Man That shit isnt even logical 


Handle my priorities like a don is suppose to 
Still manage to accomplish all my goals more then most do 
Find myself having more accomplishments to toast to
Some of yall be riding more waves then a boat do 


Bring my daughter to my mothers celebrate her life 
Made a promise I told her im gonna get her right 
Brett 40x no stress i bet we set for life 
Feel good when you know you taking all the right  the steps in life 



Built the business from the ground up 

They hear me now they my turn sound up 

Hit me when they need them pound cus 
They know i get it shipped best prices thats around bruh 



They gon follow my lead becuase im dedicated 
My destiny is greatness swear its all premeditated 
Was down but picked myself back up they say he levitated 
Had to let go when i realized how dead the weight is 



My past holding on for dear life 
Drivin by my tunnel vision all they see is rear lights 
And i dont know what fear like 
got bars thats deadlier then a bear bite
No leaks in my circle shit is air tight 

No need to speak on whats irrelevant 
Lying to my face is an insult to  my intelligence 


As Long as i got my brothers ima be ok 
I got angels all around me that gone lead the way

Man in the Mirror

Sorrow’s Child

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