"Consent obtained under lies is not consent.
Liking the act doesn’t mean agreeing to the betrayal it was wrapped in."

You were not a willing partner to a stranger.
You were a willing partner to someone who never existed.

🖤 SONG INSIGHT – My Pain, Your Ink
This track is the unfiltered moment of realization—where pain meets clarity. It’s about betrayal that wasn’t just emotional, but intimate and spiritual. When someone lies to gain access to your body, your trust, your truth—that’s not love, it’s manipulation. And when you finally understand that? The grief hits different. You stop mourning the relationship and start mourning the self that was stolen inside it.

This song captures that shift. It rides the edge between confession and collapse, rage and reflection. It’s not just about a bad partner—it’s about someone who wrote their story using your blood. A song for every person who walked away not just hurt—but permanently changed.

🎶 LYRICS (Clean Display – No Brackets)
Verse 1
Fallin’ mind stuck in replay
Daydreams, blockin' what I say
Lied—had me in your bed all day
No cap, just head, a replay

Fed your obsession,
You got high, wanted pain
Your eyes went dead
But I never agreed to play

Echo: eyes went dead…

Verse 2
Every shot you mocked, kept me swoll
Nails deep cut my skin
Every time you yelled my name
Just a fill-in space you gave me

Pre-Chorus
Stacked up lies, cries
All I wanted was peace inside
A room I could breathe, feelin me
Making love wrong, every night

Chorus
You say love, it was control
Signed my soul, forged my name
My blood your pen, my pain your sin
Took what I can’t rebuild, now I sink

Echo: your sin, I sink…

Verse 3
I washed my mind in smoke
Burn this hate, but I choke
Tried to sell it, yell it, let it go
But it clings to me, like dope

Drownin’, these dreams
Swimming empty streams
Veins can't drink my pain away
Falling on pills just an escape

Echo: just an escape…

Bridge (Spoken)
Feelin’ something real inside
Telling me there’s no rewind
You had no right, whatcha took

Outro (Spoken)
Cut my line, no vitals, no time
Just me, spiralin’, losin’ the climb
Wanted love—but this was a fake
You were never real. My worst mistake.

🧠 ARTIST REFLECTION
It took me a long time to realize that what happened to me wasn’t just toxic—it was a form of abuse. I thought it was love, because I was told it was. But it was manipulation from the beginning, and I didn’t consent to that kind of deception. This song is my way of reclaiming that truth, even if it hurts. Especially because it hurts. I know I’m not alone.

💿 ABOUT 4ME2BEFREE
4Me2BeFree is about liberation through expression. Every song is a mirror, a weapon, a confession. Built from raw emotion and cinematic sound, this project blends pain and poetry into something real.

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