im not in love

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prod. teeth
sample - Nocturnal Depression - Anthem to Self-Destruction

Baby cut my name in ur thigh
I hurt myself to get high
My left wrist Hella deformed
My insides feel so torn 
Nothing feels real I see u
Why is everybody so fucking see through 

Baby cut my name in ur thigh
I hurt myself to get high
My left wrist Hella deformed
My insides feel so torn 
Nothing feels real I see u
Why is everybody so fucking see through

U could never imagine 
these thoughts in my head
Never thought I'd be so obsessed I bled
U could never imagine 
these thoughts in my head
Never thought I'd be so obsessed I bled

My vision blurry smoking eyes red
I'm so gone and I'm so dead
Still alone my heart blackened 
U were always so useless 
I'm getting flashbacks 
From the trauma u caused
Jus know that it's all ur fault

Baby cut my name in ur thigh
I hurt myself to get high
My left wrist Hella deformed
My insides feel so torn 
Nothing feels real I see u
Why is everybody so fucking see through 

Baby cut my name in ur thigh
I hurt myself to get high
My left wrist Hella deformed
My insides feel so torn 
Nothing feels real I see u
Why is everybody so fucking see through

its raining outside (p. teeth)

call me bby 1 more time
focus close as we lock our eyes
kiss me like that 1 more time
watch the blood drip down my thigh
hold me closer its getting dark
remember our first kiss at the park>?
remember the first time your heart sparked?
I remember the first time my vision went

april:
yo she wanna break up wit
hope i die im not the victim
what its been two weeks
all i fucking wear is denim
and she got the same smell i always notice
i could die tonight but its never over a bitch

got them angel statues and we always ridin wit cliques
 me and 44 always wrapped in sum evil shit
im not broke asf but im still sad now
ima overdose and fucking take the lights out

spotify

at the park w/ cholorofilm {santana}

if i fell in luv would u keep it a secret
i dont want ur luv just my ex so keep it
x2
if i fell in love would u be there beside me
all the blood i bled and all you did was fight me
fight me
hurt me
you gotta hurry
all the drugs i took ill b gone in a minute
i swear ill hurt myself if u dont come visit
i swear ill kms im at my own limit

hurt me (ilybeam)

KZB SMIKO
imma lost cause walking down the path of fire
my face is broken just a few broken shards
im the chosen one im the only star
ever since i dont eat i dont feel the scars
you cant feel the death if u dont live at all
bleeding out my mouth i can taste the alcohol
cut my throat feel the coldness from my soul

KZB DAWLUBHIL
why you going far away
why you dont want to stay
why i dont wanna live
why you want to see me dead
bad memories lot pain
grew up running away
now i have issues in my head
why you want to see me dead

ALCOHOL NUMB W/KZB SMIKO ★★

(verse)
i shall die down when i see u walk away
drawing all my blood when i look into ur face
holding myself back bitch u watching me decay
havnt fucn slept ever since u fucn fade
imma fcn cry when i look into the mirror
all these fucn bandz but im still crying a rivverrr
left me all alone got me almost fcn withered
knives all in my back put 1 in my fucn liver

(hook)
hold onto my hand again
i got more scars drawn from ur kiss
hold onto my hand again
i got more scars drawn from ur kiss

*angel noise*

mirrors *i want to b there* #angelwave 🤍

(cholorofilm)
well ur with him
let's jus be friends
us together til the fucking end
u made me feel so warm
blades my heart will store
i promised u I won't call back
u told me scars are cute and that

ud never leave I'm in the dark can't breathe
why did u pick me well bitch I'll never see
u killed me like a disease
cut me open I'll bleed let me rest in peace
my nose bleeds on my sleeves

(gabedoesntsleep)
last night was really osmething
you lefty me sad and lonely
last fall was really someting
you killed me fucking slowly
dear love i really miss you
i miss the way i felt when i kissed u
remember that time in the hallway?
your love for me was crazy

why dont u just believe
it would mean the whole world to me
why dont you just bel;eve
you got me on my knees

*DJ CREEPYPASTA* last fall was rlly something ft + prod cholorofilm

web_memory

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i just took a couple pink pills
ive been all alone its been giving me chills
bitch when i cut its for the thrill
i dont wanna tell you how i feel
you cut off my just like a vein
gucci bags black boots and cocaine
cant you tell bitch im in pain
never ever sleep its in my fucking name
ima keep this mindset till my grave
self hatred and my body cant escape
body ran cold like december veins
im sorry that i went insane
we can talk but its not the fucking same
till death do us part is what you claimed
wake up everyday filled with shame
#itsbeenayearbutimissyoueveryday

👻DJ CREEPYPASTA👻Case Of The Perfect Maid *damaged cassette exclusive* (willie g)

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hold me close
hold me close
hold me closer
you made me look like a fool i wanna kill her
but i dont got the guts just to leave her
and i grab my razor blade ill call you later
and i never knew i would be my own hater
if i fking die it would be for the greater
they all say im fking crazy u dont know her

https://www.instagram.com/cholorofilm/ (@cholorofilm)
u dont know her im still sober
she gon cut up on my skin i adore her
see ur dress in my dreams 
begging u to not leave 
and i fuckin wrote the note
didnt mean it i got blood on ma clothes
think ive had enough baby break my bones
i dont wanna fall everytime u left me on read
i fucking ball

DJ CREEPYPASTA last fall was rlly something ft + prod cholorofilm

GABEDOESNTSLEEP AKA DJ CREEPYPASTA

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