song about depression and being a burden on people (characteristics of a sigma male)


(lyrics) 
barely here submit to fear
sick of my new social peers
i stagnate around the people i hate
the air has teeth it feeds on me 
as I decay all they say is

(chorus) hope you get well (x2) 
hope you get well soon 
hope you get well hope it ends well hope you get well soon
hope you get well , now you're in hell hope you breakout soon
hope you get well hope you get well hope you get well soon


(verse2)
my days are never dull, breaking a brick wall with my skull
im walking but im going nowhere, im singing but theres no one here to hear
and the people who say they care will always say the same thing

(final chorus)
hope you get well, youre never getting well and i dont care if you do
hope you get well, youre never getting well hope you burn in hell

Get Well Soon

i can feel it
in my hands now
i hold it crush it
all the eggshells 
close my eye lids
 do a bad job
i cant stay here
you bite me slowly
guts are boiling
i feel it draining
screaming in bed
gets me closer
god i hate this
i am healthy
gets me closer
gets me closer


im stuck up
im a loser
brain is raining
bleed the painting
i talk with all my voices
i hate it 
i hate it 

would u like to
wear my clothes too
zip it up 
and contemplate it 
happy faces
close it up to
im decaying
decaying

sleepytime

heartbroken hallway

i'll show you everything you've done
no point in trying to explain yourself
can't help it now
no words can leave your mouth
you'll reap exactly what you sow
it doesn't matter if you understand
the seeds will grow
they'll eat you up alive 

kiss it all goodbye
you'll be dead and in a coffin
you can wish that you knew why
but in the end you'll have forgotten
all these people drawing lines
parallels and intersections (partitions and connections)
crossing bridges between lives
tying strings into the other side

death never asked you for consent
forever is a moment's rest,
upon you now
breathing your own pollution
the blooming flower of your pride
has a weight so insupportable
it has to die
the stem cannot sustain the burden

parallels

Long Awaited Memory

Inside (Early Version)

i thought i was dead 
i had no one 
there was no hope until the the father and the son

until this summers light 
showed me hope
was stuck in the dark 
but i let it all go

I let it all go
I let it all go

holy spirits inside you
fold your hands and pray all night 
be the light inside you 
believe this flame will never die 
believe the holy spirit
love the father and the son 
jesus died on the cross for everyone 

I thought i was dead
but here i am

Summers Light

Gothic - Z Zone

Hunger

echo-in-the-stone.mp3

I do not own this song, the rights go to Hyakkei,
I am uploading it because it's not currently on Soundcloud.

Long Awaited Memory

IWillNotBeIgnored

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