I’ve recently been writing a lot of poetry — it feels really cathartic and natural to express myself in this way again (I’ve been writing poetry since I was nine years old but stopped in the last many years)... I’ve been experimenting with reciting my poems out loud, or “performing” them ... 
I decided to share these last two poems, and perhaps I even know some music composers who are interested in using some snippets and making a collab?

Your feedback is appreciated :) 

Thanks for listening, for witnessing... May my healing bring healing for the world, for all of us, for all our demons and shadows, so we may illuminate and co-create ❣️

Always together 
Alone and All One ☝️ 
• amour infini •
💫 gaia 🍃

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I pass my life in prayer —
musing in madness 
when it marks midnight,
my thoughts guide this dream. 
I have seen visions, I have cried
oceans of tears to surround
the island refuge of my Self. 
I have been brooding and boiling 
to burn out my neuroses,
to find a firm forgiveness
and clear these stains. 
I have been counting the days 
since my rude awakening,
rising more lucid and ready to fly. 
I have longed endlessly
lingering on lost loves
lurking in my lone languishing —

I have seen his eyelashes
as the long, black legs 
of a large spider, venomous
and far too close to my bedside —
when asking for guidance,
he appeared and a voice struck 
“kill him” — for any small risk that
there still remains a single thread
of his enchanting web,
he may very well wait patiently
until he can envelope you
and suck you dry.

still
I remain grateful for love,
each moment shared in ecstasy
evoking, erotic, evolutionary —
I surrender these two years 
to the muses to measure 
the magnitude of my metamorphosis. 
wise Mother birthing 
of my very own womb 
the wild mystic teachings,
the witch medicine and 
white magic of my ancestry. 

bruises and scars are simply
marks of the pen he wielded
to write upon the story of my life —
I have reread it to be sure 
I have understood the moral
and I will never have to read it 
again — another book laid to rest
on the shelf that lines the wall
of the temple of my timeline

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I have looked to the skies
every day in earnest
for some simple sign 
of divine direction —
I have listened to the wind
waiting for a whisper 
willing to widen my wisdom. 

I have dared to dream
in the darkness of my demons
hearing harmonies of hatred
and fighting their fathers —
fingering the fright
trembling in my bones 
and writhing in moans,
I have forgiven and again 
sought to mend 
these broken ties,
forgetting endless cyclic lies. 

I have bled out my fears 
and swam through tears
to hope for more —
surrendering every year 
to another initiation —
a sacred sensation 
of growth and patience. 
I have not given up,
but oscillated in anger
and angst to annihilate 
this agony and anxiety. 

the web of my wanting 
extends beyond dimensions 
and these earthly tensions,
hopeful I hang in balance,
strengthening my stance
in this surreal storm —
mysterious mother mends
my aching heart, urging 
me to start, 
and start 
again. 

the shapes that greet me
from the celestial depths
help me to see and stretch
my understanding, 
I do not doubt your holy heart,
I have no right to do so —
you are my mirror 
and my unknowing mentor.
you have shown me
what lies hidden
in my shadows, where the light
of my consciousness dares not
illuminate 

you are my fate 
at the very moment you create
the dreams which remain broken 
and bound in time —
I give thanks for this
freedom and clarity,
carefully caressing my sincerity,
soft and sensuous you live
forever in my memory

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amour infini

Memory, amour infini - poetry by gaia❣️

𝚜𝚊𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚍•𝚜𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚒𝚐𝚗•𝚜𝚎𝚎𝚛 🐉 💦 𝑑𝑎𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑟
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Memory, amour infini - poetry by gaia❣️

gaia inanna