and how can i grow
when flowers bound to wilt are past their time
is it a crime
that i still sleep with your sweet inner thighs in mind
don't you know that i love hard
don't you know that i've done this dance before
and i'm glad that you came
but it feels the same
tell me i'm pretty
your eyes scream
please kiss me
don't want you to miss me
so i'll stay
right here
right by your side
you don't have to hide
my dear
just please don't fucking lie
and even though i'm angry
i want you to be happy
the kind of happy where you sit with what you did
and i'm hopeful for the future
and i'm grateful for the present
are things i tell myself
when you let me down again
and i'd rather die than lose this 
but i didn't choose this

flowers bound to wilt

i want to touch the starts with my fingertips
take a dip
take a glance
fake a smile
fake romance
cause i've been pacing up and down
blurry hands turn my head round
and say you miss me
and you really wanna kiss me in the moonlight
cause when my brain gets foggy and loud
when there's noone in the crowd to hold you
i have told you
i have told you
i have told you
again and again and again and again and again
i wanna touch the stars with my fingertips
take a dip
take a glance
fake a smile
fake romance
i always thought you were consumable
but i sit
and i wait
and i imagine what you'd look like at my funeral

fingertips

busting knuckles against glass
if you want a change just ask
don't want you to pack your bags and leave
roll your eyes and say naive 
i pray i'll know you in the snow
have no doubt that you will grow
but don't grow out of me
broken love defines bruises on my knees
on my knees
i am human
i am feeling
i am lost but what i found
was another human
that feels like i do
who held my heart 
and turned my whole world around
and it feels so profound
that i 
crossed fates in an elevator
cause you said i have to meet her
have to love them the way that i know
no one ever has
you gather my words in a backpack
flip my mood like grandma's flapjacks
look at me with those big blue eyes
i'm so lucky to know you beyond your disguise
my love
live now
live here
not in the near future
my love
live now
live here 
not in the near future 
fear and anxiety are too close of friends
they like to mock how my body bends
with everything that i said wrong
how good it feels to belong
to a girl i swear i've loved before
a girl that wants me to my core
you see beauty in the birds in the bees
i thought i knew love
but i am on my knees
on my knees
i am human
i am feeling
i am lost but what i found
was another human
that feels like i do
who held my heart 
and turned my whole world around
and it feels so profound
that i 
crossed fates in an elevator
cause you said i have to meet her
have to love him the way that i know
no one ever has
you gather my words in a backpack
flip my mood like grandma's flapjacks
look at me with those big blue eyes
i'm so lucky to know you beyond your disguise
my love
live now
live here
not in the near future
my love
live now
live here 
not in the near future

near future

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