[LYRICS]
i wanna fall fast asleep 
i think i’ve fallen in deep 
the walls are starting to speak 
my life means nothin to me 
shit faced everyday fuck a weekend 
cant wait for the day that im leaving 
i’ve been living all the shit that im singing 
burnt out i don’t know what im thinking 

don’t wanna remember the end of the night
i was so fucked up i thought i would die 
i guess there’s a reason why im still alive
but i feel like there’s something missing inside
baby im so alone
i party with ghosts
you’ll never see them and you’ll never know
but that’s how it goes
when you’re diagnosed 
i need a drink i need a dose 
so what if i fuck up my life 
so what if im fallin behind 
i don’t think i wanna live 
i couldn’t do this again 
oh no please don’t leave me in here
(im prayin prayin)
sitting in silence 
my tongue i bite it
i been out wilding
getting lit till im dying 
i’m dying

i wanna fall fast asleep 
i think i’ve fallen in deep 
the walls are starting to speak 
my life means nothin to me 
shit faced everyday fuck a weekend 
cant wait for the day that im leaving 
i’ve been living all the shit that im singing 
burnt out i don’t know what im thinking 

thank u to @nokerbforever for mastering this song and thank you to everyone who sticks around to listen :3
this song is about my struggles with alcoholism so its a bit personal but hope u enjoy!

PARTY4GHOST

PARTY4GHOST [branwen x ryini beats]

[LYRICS]
this is the end of the nightmare it’s the end of the curse
you’ll understand when i’m dead

i’ll close both my eyes
with the ghost of you
go from park to drive
i lived a wonderful life
and as i’m kissing the stars
just like i did with your scars
they taste much better than you
she’s so much better than you

yeah she’s the ghost of you
she’s glowing off the moon
darling can’t you see
that it’s meant to be
oh i’ve been getting fucking wasted under the moon light
it’s like the harder i try
the fucking deeper you bite
oh i’ve been praying to god
to get you out of my mind
call me crazy could you end me?
call me crazy could you end me?
cause life without you is no life at all

i’ll close both my eyes
with the ghost of you
go from park to drive
i lived a wonderful life
and as i’m kissing the stars
just like i did with your scars
they taste much better than you
she’s so much better than you
yeah shes the ghost of you.

thank you to everyone who has supported me this year. u guys mean the whole fucking world to me. I had many ups and downs this year. I made and lost friends, but still music is what drives me even when im at my worst. <3

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