Gaptoothed Recluse -OPIO[ID-ENTITY] (prod. Guillermo)

So this track is me reflecting on my self and the environment around me, those reflections being fuelled by exclusion, trying to figure out why I'm left out/ feel like I don't fit in any social circle/relationship/family/just on this earth in general. 

The first verse is this reflection on paper, with my words, reading it out in my head(hence the slight echo on the backend). It's my reflection through the way that I write, somewhat cryptic and twisted, I drop the flow in the middle portion because when I was writing this verse, it didn't matter how well it fit, I just needed to be heard, I didn't even write this section in bars/ sentences it was just one long blurb. I needed to feel like someone was listening, explaining that my words matter, and the rapping side of things will come together in the end(which is why i come back on beat for the last 2 bars) 

verse 2 is a verbal reflection  of myself, which is why it's more straightforward, I'm speaking to myself in a mirror, trying to understand why nobody wants me around, am i making excuses? or am i just a massive piece of shit, that doesn't deserve any sense of joy? 

verse 3 is a reflection through a dream, which is why it's more compact and lyrically dense, I made every word matter and have more meaning than just the actual dictionary definitions. They say a pictures worth a thousand words but I did my best to fit that vision into a single, short verse. I know nobody read this shit, which is cool, but I feel this is my deepest writing and this description only scratches the surface, since most of my shit goes over people's heads anyways, i thought id give some sort of further explanation.