lyrics: 
monkey bars, jungle gym, ranch on pizza
ice cream trucks, scary cookies on Halloween

it's like this every time I try to leave my head
these thoughts, they corner me
I can't walk away from my head
these thoughts, they are obsessive
and they're driving me crazy
I'd do anything to make them leave

it's like this every time
when I try to walk away
they just follow me
I wanted to give in a such a long time ago
but they won't stop bothering me

and every time I beg them to leave on my knees
they don't go away
and I feel alone
but they're still in my head

credits:
Maisy - vocals, lyrics, mixing, mastering
Alex - electric guitar, cover art, mixing, mastering
Melody - drums

This track was finished up on October 15th, 2022 but remained unreleased officially until January 6th, 2023 due to a personal falling out between us.

Broken Teeth and Bloody Wings

lyrics:
and is this honestly
the best that I could be?
I try so hard to bleed like you
(I try to be like you)
I crash my car...
I guess I am enough to be

credits:
Maisy - vocals, lyrics
Alex - electric guitar, cover art
(I don't remember the drummer's name but they were Alex's friend lol)

Demos

rawr rawr rawr such emo!

lyrics:
kitten can, kitten can
make swollen a heart
with a strawberry blonde shaped hole in it

I wrapped a pair of starving scissors around her hair
like a quilt with a knot in it
and freckles that hurted to think about

burns does the paw print bruise on my chest
make haste, treeflakes, and bloody eskimo kisses too

the metallic ghostfish kiss
that is a car colliding with my painful body
the metallic ghostfish kiss
that is a car colliding with my painful body...

credits:
Alice - vocals, lyrics
Alex - electric guitar, cover art

mega anime kawaii candy pop!

lyrics:
	
swallowing glasses beads, making things about me
it's what I'm best at, there's no denying
so you came prepared with styrofoam plates
and just like that all my organs are harvested and sitting on a styrofoam plate
they're not microwave safe, no

at what point did I realize that I'd be alone for as long as I've known my life
you say that I'm so vain, but I must disagree after seeing all these things
with my own eyes that have darkened from what I've seen
not sure how old I was when I noticed
that my eyes don't light up the same way my friends do
not sure how old I was when I stopped feeling alive
or if I ever felt that way in the first place

I don't want to let things go
coz growing up means letting go
and I don't think I'm ready quite yet to forgive anyone
coz I'm just so dumb


Improvised, recorded, and originally released on January 16th, 2024.

Maisy - vox, toy acoustic guitar, lyrics, recording, mixing & mastering, cover art, graphic design, Garden Angel logo

The Cycle of Hopelessness

Knife Play

lyrics:

when I think about you
I think of that night in Knoxville
where I watched you as you smoked cigarettes on the front porch
and you had told me about the feelings that you held for a stupid boy who never deserved them in the first place
and you showed me your favorite Russian emo songs
and you asked me to teach you how to scream along
you did my makeup on that same night and
I love listening to you talk
I wanna ruffle your feathers
tomboyish...

Blood on the Dancefloor Saved My Life

Tomboyish

lyrics:

I try hard as I might
to wash my hands clean in the gasoline rainbow
but there are just some things you cannot know
and you would never tell me if I begged on my knees
I'm trying to reach you the only way I ever knew how
when I look into your eyes
there's a part of me that gets scared still, still
I don't know just who you are anymore, no

fuck you!!!!!

Mandarin Haptic Feedbacking Razors

lyrics:
 	
when I think about you
I think of that night in Knoxville
where I watched you as you smoked cigarettes on the front porch
and you had told me about the feelings that you held for a stupid boy who never deserved them in the first place
and you showed me your favorite Russian emo songs
and you asked me to teach you how to scream along
you did my makeup on that same night and
I love listening to you talk
I wanna ruffle your feathers
tomboyish...

Tomboyish (Stupidboy Mix)

lyrics:
I'm so grateful to know the same language as you
Jaz, Jaz
you are my greatest friend in this moment
you mean so much to me

credits:
Maisy - acoustic guitar, vocals, lyrics

Hallmark Card

I will put in another shift at the puppy mill
awake again, in the trailer park
staring blankly at the plate of black hair in the microwave
sympathetic to an egg, sympathetic to a fault

rosebitten tooth
feed the autumn wire a million times over
I cough, she blinks
I'll wear the biggest smile
you kiss so distinctly American
urinary tract infection

tied together, crumbled up
counting black sheep to pass the time
waiting for you to come back around and scribble on my guts...
scribble on my guts
scribbles on my guts!
I hate you on opposite day...

Autumn Wire

I hope you're happy with yourself
telling everybody all you did to me was put that gun in mouth
you couldn't bring yourself to pull the trigger directly
and you left me with a mess to clean up
I guess that's love
you left me with a mess to clean up
I guess that's love
I wouldn't know, I couldn't ever know

Smiley

Smiley (Onebyme Version)

brown paper bag in your notebook paper
smile with blue and wet lines
and tell those lies...
a smile so big like a Swastika that blacks out the moon
until you love me again
(it was when I was 12 years old that I woke up and found you on the bathroom floor)

Cicada Lullaby

unfinished demo version from an upcoming release c:

Hematemesis (Demo)

American Primitivism inspired improv jam recorded on 08.23.2024 c:

Watermaker

Wajxaklajun Blood

One by Metallica by I Hate Sex

it was my first time hearing this song lol

...And So Ends the Drought (Outsmarting Simon Flip)

When Marnie Was There (Instrumental Demo)

cleans: dear black goodbye (×2), don't forget to write your name inside
screams: less heart, more teeth

Silly Marnie Test Vocals Snippit

lyrics:

Margareth Thatcher on TV
Shocked by the deaths that took place in Beijing
It seems strange that she should be offended
The same orders are given by her
I've said this before now
You said I was childish and you'll say it now
Remember what I told you
If they hated me they will hate you

England's not the mythical land of Madame George and roses
It's the home of police who kill black boys on mopeds
And I love my boy and that's why I'm leaving
I don't want him to be aware that there's
Any such thing as grieving

Young mother down at Smithfield
5 AM, looking for food for her kids
In her arms she holds three cold babies
And the first word that they learned was "please"
These are dangerous days
To say what you feel is to dig your own grave
Remember what I told you
If you were of the world they would love you

England's not the mythical land of Madame George and roses
It's the home of police who kill blacks boys on mopeds
And I love my boy and that's why I'm leaving
I don't want him to be aware that there's
Any such thing as grieving

Black Boys on Mopeds (Sinéad O'Connor Cover)

Haile, are you with me? can you hear me? are we even now?
can you forgive me?
and you say that I hurt you and your voice is like a prayer
but when I tell you to lift up your shirt...
the wound just isn't there
but still it was real to me
Haile, can you hear me? I am praying for your safe return home
are we even now?
Haile, in my head we're still holding hands and doing the things we said
Haile, I still want you home safe
your voice is like a prayer
and mine the murder weapon.

Voice Like a Prayer, the Murder Weapon

lyrics:
you know I hate to bring you down
but he doesn't live near your town
and you're too concerned with the way he parts his hair

with every spin, you can't win
it's like RPMs, so dear to your friends
'coz when this ends
we'll be there

his record skips and your heart falls
you forget his kiss but then he called
and you're too impressed with the handsome things he wears

with every spin, you can't win
it's like RPMs, so dear to your friends
'coz when this ends
we'll be there

you know we're your friends
and I'm your best
he's an unpaid phone bill on your desk
for the umpteenth time, it's not jealousy, I swear

with every spin, you can't win
it's like RPMs, so dear to your dear dear friends

RPMs (The Secret Stars Cover)

Scissors Around the Smile (DJ Mix)

So Lonesome I Could Cry

Atreyu's Song (Sixteen Years)

Puritan Blood Chewer

It Wasn't God Who Made Honky Tonk Angels

Vaporeon

vocals - Garden Angel
instrumental - Crashie Tunez

Already Gone (ft. Crashie Tunez)

My Heffalump Eater <3

Bunnie's Promise

I Want Bugs in My Hair

Mini DJ Mix 4 Hyper Losers

cute cute tears (ft. Inge Teloo)

heartcore + trailer trash experimental emo made with lots of love...
[no longer active: R.I.P. Garden Angel (2018-2024)]
my new/current project is called Atariwept!

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