Name: Im Sorry Mama (IG:@garrettmakesplays) (Prod. b e l a m i) by GarrettMakesPlays
Duration: 3 min 31 s
Description: Letter to my mother who was recently diagnosed with cancer. I mistreated her. And the guilt gets to me everyday. I wrote this for her and I hope you guys can learn thru my words and pain that no matter how hard your mom is on you or how hard it is to deal with her you must love her because when shes gone, trust me, the guilt and regret will kill you if you dont do it yourself.

oh god I just wanna smoke again but i don't wanna put my self to that shit again no no more

my mom is still alive but now im in foster care and cant be there for her after my gmah died

I shoved my mom and don't regret it one bit

feel so alone

A track Dedicated to suicide awareness 🖤 The song Expresses the struggling of continuation/deprivation of life in a poetic, description from the perspective of someone who was once in a depressed state of mind.

wish i was NUMB (suicide awareness) secret release

_-_Lost.mp3

sorry for not posting. been going thru some shit

THIS SONG IS ON ALL PLATFORMS NOW GO STREAM ANYWHERE❤️

6 feet deep

6 feet deep (prod. Hotline)

PROD. Beats By Con
PROD. Beats By Con
PROD. Beats By Con
mixed by @jaies
you dont miss me anymore baby i can tell
i was just another kid looking for some help
i remember all the shit that we talked about
how your family wasnt shit and left you in doubt
but you wil never find somebody who loved you like me
i can promise you this song is filled with honesty
how you leave me when i offered you the world
when i called my lil girl, life was perfect, you my pearl no..
lord please save this girl for me
i believe you was made for me..
because of you, i had faith in myself
i had faith that one day we would live by ourselves...
now you're gone, with somebody else
i was easy to replace with somebody else
now you're gone, no longer in my reach
it feels like yesterday, we were playing on the beach
 
now that you're gone, who i do i call
who do i call when my feelings are gone
all of my feelings are left in this song
i sit and i wonder how you did me wrong
how do i sit and accept that?
depression, i seem to forget that
it haunts me, and still till this day i feel that same ole way
but i choose to respect that
look, you were like my whole life
dependent, i know but just listen and give me a minute-
im sorry, i feel like im hitting my limits and i dont know how to get out of it
i feel like the devils been plottin it
my homies just sittin' and watching it
diggin my grave cus i gotta get outta it
gun to my temple for fuckers who doubted it
why did you leave me with nothing?
missing your hugs and your loving
feel like my heart is erupting..
and now that youre with him, i feel like just dissing his name
oh we not the same? im sorry im going insane
know that you hate me but i gotta say
all of my feelings, im feeling betrayed
loving and fucking you was a mistake
inside your arms...was my escape
know you've moved on... our story erased
im crying because i feel like a disgrace
and you left me with no hesitation
pull up some random bullshit explination
how do you love him that shit is frustrating..

- mannypnz

u dont love me anymore :(

I could never be loved 😥 - Powfu

Just wanted to release this song if you guys never heard of it, this song describes how i feel..

SadBoyProlific - Walk Away (ft. Aiko & Teqkoi)

Oceans... (@Presence_Raps)

I Miss What We Had...

Letter to my mother who was recently diagnosed with cancer. I mistreated her. And the guilt gets to me everyday. I wrote this for her and I hope you guys can learn thru my words and pain that no matter how hard your mom is on you or how hard it is to deal with her you must love her because when shes gone, trust me, the guilt and regret will kill you if you dont do it yourself.

Im Sorry Mama (IG:@garrettmakesplays) (Prod. b e l a m i)

When you feel like there’s nothing left 💔
Don’t forget you are loved 🙏
800-273-8255

Available on Spotify and Apple Music 🍎 ❤️

SUICIDE NOTE 💔  [feat lilbenz]

19 Years Old - ROSEMEAD 

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Im Sorry Mama (IG:@garrettmakesplays) (Prod. b e l a m i)

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