Voice memo around the holidays in quarantine. 

Lyrics:

Holiday Tea in a Lovely Cat mug,
An attempt at 0 pressure to write something good:
The end of my pen is a beautiful fuchsia,
I will try to focus just on this minutia. 

Today I want to ride to West Hollywood and see
Forest Lawn and drive through the streets. 
I’ve been home since Halloween
Held in semi-permeable glass since I turned Sixteen. 

The glass, it has cracks and through this I get things. 
Only what my Glandular Epithelia deems
Worthy of a full-body effort to glean. 
Take this to mean what you need…

Candid Demo 12/28/20

Surreal-Game Free Write for AP Literature class. 

LYRICS:

Shoes of thoughts between me and the ground,
The ground ain’t as hard as I think.
If I take my shoes off and walk around
I won’t spend much more time on the brink. 

If I lay bare my feet to stimuli underneath, no, they won’t stay fair. 
But there’s toughness that comes with callused meat, it takes courage to go there. 

I’ll relinquish my beauty and safety if I know I can make it through past the tests
The way I’ll know that though is by building the strength that I’ll s’posedly reach in the end. 

Shoes of thoughts are unlaced and left at the door when I leave the house today
Maybe I’ll let what happens, happen, and not tell false stories all day.

Shoes of Thoughts Demo

LYRICS

Comet, strike me
So i wouldnt have to say the right thing and keep you comfy,
I cant be bothered with writing and niceties 
Somedays, i shrink
Back to the old days back when i would drink i hate her, we’re linked
Even though i gave up all of her things

She clings to me
She clings to me

Comet, strike me
Pummel me into the Earth id like to be
Part of something 
Where crawling and climbing and grossness is pretty
No the loam wont, judge me
And maybe its Caesar or Alex if I’m lucky
She might die if I let her
Would i need to forget to let her get her rest cause she still
Clings to me
She clings to me
Even though i know not she
I just want to know me

Comet, Strike Me (demo 11/8/21)

LYRICS

The dust flecked on my mirror causes me to look old,
Grey and spotted, far away and cold 
I’m celery green, hellstone red, and tree-trunk brown

I’m cream pop and gold and everything is round
I’m cream pop and gold and everything is round

My baby hairs are about five inches long and the pieces connect in a heart on my brow. 
My baby hairs are scar tissue, Amygdalic “ow”

I’m a baby and I’m old and everything is round
I’m a baby and I’m old and everything is round

Everything is Round (demo w Dad 11/18/21)

I hate you, I don’t want to fall into your eyes
The more I think about you the more I’m in disguise
You make me into every stupid archetype

I’d run to or from you for miles 
Run to or from you for miles

I speculate you’d never break a sweat for me. 
Neglect to meditate when you make my heart rate increase
I feel ashamed we feel such different ways, can’t go through this I need to make some change.￼￼

So I don’t run to or from you for miles 
run to or from you for miles 
run to or from you for miles 
run to or from you for miles￼

I’ll try to be blithe and on me I’ll be bonny
Turn every sigh of woe into “hey nonny nonny!”

I’d run to or from you for miles
 run to or from you for miles
 run to or from you for miles
 run to or from you for miles￼￼

Blithe and Bonny (To or From You) Demo 2/3/22

Written in January 2022 but recorded 3/28/22. 

LYRICS

Don’t move on yet, don’t stop loving me. 
It wasn’t love though, cause love is a two-way street
And I’ve never been in love I’ve just made ends meet. 
Don’t move on yet don’t stop loving me. 

There’s got to be blood in my veins 
Why can’t it go to the right places 
I’ve been playing a serious game
Bloodying all the wrong faces. 

I’m alone I know you are too I’m alone around so many of you. 
I’m alone I know you are too I’m alone around so many of you. 

I know there’s blood for me in you 
I’ve seen and shed it before 
When will someone come along whose red 
I won’t choose to leave at the door?

I’m alone I know you are too I’m alone around so many of you
I’m alone I know you are too I’m alone around so many of you

Serious Game (Alone)

LYRICS


Thinking in muted colors and distinct lines
I’m trying not so hard to fight what I might find
I’m too optimistic for my own good
Too little time left to be misunderstood 
There’s too many problems to be concerned 

I want you to bring me out not push me in
Maybe it’s the trust in myself that keeps me from loving him

I’ll try something new 
I’ll try new things with each and every one of you
Until you get that look on your face
Full of feelings I know I can’t replicate

Cause I’m some ways you bring me out while you still push me in
I like to think it’s the trust in myself that keeps me from loving him
Cause while in some ways you bring me out while you still push me in
I don’t know if it is the trust in myself that kept me from loving him

What We Do To Me

LYRICS

Every day I can try to 
make myself nude so I
show to you more of what I see. 
Giving some of myself to you 
may be the best thing I can do 
to take myself away from lonely. 

Love is Conversation,
Honesty and problems,
I’ll ask why you’re you and trust you’ll ask me why I’m me

I play piano at night with the lights on and
I know you can see me. 
My face, my music, my love, my voice 
It’s all on display can you feel me

Love is Conversation 
Questions on questions 
I’ll ask why you’re you and trust you’ll ask me why I’m me

Love is Conversation 
Honest about all our problems
I’ll ask why you’re you and trust you’ll ask me why I’m me
Me

Love is Conversation

LYRICS

Hot and spiraling spitting and shooting marbles
Burn me with one touch, so much heat in the absence of flame
Glowing ovals swiping the air when they meet
You and I are warping just the same

When you and I touch, it’s a chemical reaction but it’s not one of love
The Norepinephrine just isn’t strong enough to have me focus only on two things at once

Norepinephrine

Cover of Love More by Sharon Van Etten

Cover of Certainty by Big Thief

Kim deal is playing in LA soon but the tickets are expensive and I think it’s somewhere big like the Hollywood bowl so I don’t think I will go. This song meant a lot to me before hearing Kim talk about her mom, since that it is more beautiful. I want to write like this.

Gavi

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