All my own tracks (with some on my projects I didn't do), beats, features and songs I produced in chronological order!

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parished404

In Another Life

Produced & engineered by Gavin Parished. Sample vocals and track by Joji.

Lyrics: 
[Intro: Joji]
After I said, you know, just hear my voice in you
You'll probably shut me out too and you'll do, you`'ll do great
But the option's still there

[Chorus: Joji]
We fall again, we fall again
We fall again, we fall again
We fall again, we fall again
We fall again, we fall again (slow down)

[Verse 1: GAVIN PARISHED]
I keep thiking bout you, I know I really shouldn't
All it does is hurt my brain and I know that you looking
At me in my eyes, they so tearless, they so white
Red when I get high, I do some balling, that's alright
I just wanna sit back and relax
But then you hit my line and I just wanna hit you back
But then I realize you leave it on read everytime
So imma just spare myself the waste of my time (yeah)
Girl you know that I won't cry, girl you know I ain't alright
Yet you ask me anyway, maybe I'm carried away
Maybe I'm thinking too much or baby maybe I fell victim to your touch
You got us falling with no crutches (ay)

[Chorus: Joji]
We fall again, we fall again
We fall again, we fall again
We fall again, we fall again
We fall again, we fall again (slow down)

[Verse 2: GAVIN PARISHED]
Up late nights, you on my mind (on my mind)
But I gotta ignore, cause I'm just on my grind (on my grind)
Don't wanna give up on my dreams so I can find (so I can find)
Out that you ain't ever gave a shit
I fall victim to your words just like an icy ship
You wasn't the Rose to my Jack, girl
You just another goddamn bitch (yeah)
I don't wanna be the guy walking alone down the street in the darkness of the night
Suicide up on my mind, making my own beats at the same time
Thinking bout the raps I could fit on these lines
Thinking bout how I fell for you yet again
Even though I knew that you wouldn't love me like you once did

[Chorus: Joji]
We fall again, we fall again
We fall again, we fall again
We fall again, we fall again
We fall again, we fall again (slow down)

[Outro: Joji]
We fall again, we fall again
We fall again, we fall again (slow down)

We Fall Again

Out Everywhere

A remix of april leaves, a beat by vierre cloud. 
Check out his SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/vierrecloud
Here's the cover artist too, they didn't make the cover for this song but I felt it was a good fit: https://twitter.com/TAHK0/status/1356264930702368768 

Lyrics: 
After all of this time by myself
I can't decide if I wanna find somebody else
Or stay together and then make you my spouse
Yeah, nah, that just ain't sounding right
Because together we got a dullness to our light
But I can`t trust myself to leave you anymore
Cause then what the fuck did I take you back for?
I don't fucking know, seems to waste my time
But at least I learned a bit, seems just fine
But my life with you is starting to make me feel tired
And the way you posting with your homie got me fired up
But for what? You don't text me anyway
And y'all hanging out, so fuck it, he can have you
You ask me what's the issue and I don't know what to say besides check a mirror
Looking in mine asking "where's the hero?"
Cause I don't wanna start again at ground zero

Once my home girl called me her hero
But now I need some saving, falling so deep I can see Satan
My feet falling in the fire, but I'm still so cold
Feeling like Capone, up on top but so alone
Girl, grab my hand, pull me up, please
You dropped me once before and now we in another squeeze
So now I'm scared, I'm horrified at the thought
Of you being the one to pull me up, cause you dropped
And who said that you wouldn't ever do it again?
Nobody, and that's the problem, you didn't either
And when she said she missed me, man I believed her
That's something you never said, man I wonder why
Maybe I should hit her up and ask her why
She got a man too, and he's a bitch that i don't like
Maybe if she on my line again then we all eye for eye
And man I can't even lie, after that I might just die

April Leaves

april leaves remix

Produced, performed, written & engineered by Gavin Parished. Cover photo taken by Gavin Parished. 

Lyrics:
Got a shawty back home but we ain't even lovers
I done fucked around and she left me last summer
I don't wanna go back, don't wanna see her suffer
I don't even know if she knows I still love her

Girl I`m still in love with you
I ain't met a girl who touching you
All these other girls ugly on the inside
But you so fine you make my eyes hit rewind
I can't even lie, I miss the feeling of your eyes on mine
Girl, it's been a while
But I feel I'm in denial
I feel I can't give you up
Even though you stood me up
I don't know what to say, when we talk you brighten my day
But we ain't spoke in some weeks, look at myself, man I feel week
Looking at your physique got me happy to open my streaks
But seeing you stop talking, got me up late feeling all nautious
Shawty I just wanna have you back
Since you left me here, I ain't had a home, no flat, nah
Lately I've been writing all these tracks
And only you on my mind when I'm writing these new lines
I think you know it's you and not some other girl I know
You've read my old songs, you know exactly how I flow
You said we the right people, we just met at the wrong time
So if it don't work out here, I'm waiting on the other side, yeah

Got a shawty back home but we ain't even lovers
I done fucked around and she left me last summer
I don't wanna go back, don't wanna see her suffer
I don't even know if she knows I still love her
Got a shawty back home but we ain't even lovers
I done fucked around and she left me last summer
I don't wanna go back, don't wanna see her suffer
I don't even know if she knows I still love her

Shawty

Shawty - prod. Gavin Parished

Produced by ado. Mixed & mastered by SMEB. Written and performed by Gavin Parished & Sara Dionys. Cover art by Gavin Parished.

Cloud 7

Cloud 7 (feat. Sara Dionys) - prod. ado

Supervillain Theme (Instrumental)

Produced by hadrrien. Written & recorded by Gavin Parished & effigy body. Mixed & mastered by effigy body & SMEB. Cover art by Gavin Parished. 

Lyrics:
Baby how you feel without me?
Tell me how it feel to be free
For me it’s like a puncture to my plea
Are you okay?
Cause I will ask the same sad shit again
Let me in, don't doubt me trying to help you, stop you drifting
When you're so far away, almost done, sickness caving in (yeah)
Sickness caving in

Wait, wait
Fate over fate
Are you gonna say what you wanna say?
Consume me when you're heavy or when you feel blank
You still look so pretty when you down and when the sun leave out
That’s why I’m hurting for you
And I ain’t ever sympathetic I see different from you
And we could talk about you're damage but you long overdue
But you're long overdue

Baby how you feel without me?
Tell me how it feel to be free
For me it’s like a puncture to my plea
Are you okay?
Cause I will ask the same sad shit again
Let me in, don't doubt me trying to help you, stop you drifting
When you're so far away, almost done, sickness caving in (yeah)
Sickness caving in

Yeah baby the truth is setting in
I don't really got no time to get into all of it
I've been moving fast but I can still feel all the pain
When I be laying down so late all I think of is your waist
You want my hands over you again
And I never wanted what we had to come to an end
But baby things change just like people do
And the way you acting keep me clueless like I'm missing blue
I can't do this again
Girl I love you so much but I fear this the end
You had to call it quits, was it all in your head?
Do you miss me or do you wish that I would just end up dead?
Long nights make me wish I could fit to your mold
Still praying for you baby you're as perfect as gold
And no matter what you do I said I'll never let go
No I'll never let go

Baby how you feel without me?
Tell me how it feel to be free
For me it’s like a puncture to my plea
Are you okay?
Cause I will ask the same sad shit again
Let me in, don't doubt me trying to help you, stop you drifting
When you're so far away, almost done, sickness caving in (yeah)
Sickness caving in

Long Nights

Caving In

Caving In (prod. hadrrien) [feat. effigy body]

Produced by $alem & Gavin Parished. Mixed & mastered by Gavin Parished. Cover art by Gavin Parished.

Salem's Heart

Salem's Heart (feat. $alem)

Produced by Gavin Parished. Written & recorded by Gavin Parished & AJE SMD. Mixed & mastered by AJE SMD & SMEB. Cover art by artxuck

Lyrics: 
[Verse 1: AJE SMD]
Consume drugs in 20 lethal amounts
Reduce love to nothing, bust in her mouth
Produce guns and sell them to Al-Qaeda
Tell Al Roker the sun won't ever shine
Again cause my pen getting slashed in his neck
Fucked a fat bitch cause pig tastes the best
I'm at a good pace in a race toward my death
Call up a Uber, tickle his neck offer some sex
In hopes for a free ride, had to take the B line
Cut throat of a feline, now she got eight left
Pink guts, dipset
This guy Matt man
I'm passing out hugs, giving free tickles
Put the tab under my tongue like I'm trying to hide pickles
And K-dog in the corner like an ayatollah
Hitting a Whippet out his bitches ass while pumping Go-gurt
And Mike probably rocking fake Goyard
Paint a bitches face to Guilart to a Mozart
And Marco just chilling, hoping his bitch never come home
God willing, shit
But now I'm just chilling
Got it all off my chest like a stripper who's repenting
Now I'm just kidding because I cut the stripper in half and fed her to the children of the corn
My hearts been scorn for the rapture
Who you know that's this spectacular
Ugh

[Verse 2: Gavin Parished]
Yo, kinda sick I got a cold
It's like two in the morning
I was just upstairs, eating a fucking bowl of chili
Thinking back on this verse while I was watching YouTube
But I'm about to drop this shit, this shit hard tho
Aight, listen
I wake up every day in the image of God
Jah and Allah on my consciousness
Wake up so flawed and I'm feeling lost
All the drugs back on my wanted list
I move up when I'm down, I ain't a strategist
But I win every time, yeah
Shot dead but I remain undefined
Soulful, no Windigo, my heart bleeds out indigo
I'm moving, I'm feline, I cannot feel my behind
No tail, I'm talking my back
Taking all the stabs made it hard to react
I'm moving too fast
Looking to the stars it seems my goals ain't too vast
My lifetime like lifeline
On her eyes at all times
But ain't a thing to say when it come to all the bad signs
Father time kicked me down now i hate to be around
I fall to the ground and dig myself six feet down
And my bitch super bad, she gon' save me, she my Riri
She give me a twirl, the only girl in my world
Feeling so high, when I'm low, she my vibe
She keep me off the highs cause our souls have been tied
And now I'm making history
Rapping on my first beat, this shit more than a bliss to me
Christians said I'm blasphemy
But I'm here to show my mastery
Feeling all the elements, I'm moving with the wind
Flowing with the rivers till my end

Distorted Memories

Little Alchemy

Little Alchemy (feat. AJE SMD)

"butterflies" beat

Produced & engineered by Gavin Parished. Cover photo taken by Gavin Parished.
Added as a deluxe track to GB.

Heavy Pixels

Produced & engineered by Gavin Parished. Cover drawn by Gavin Parished.

House Of Balloons

Produced by typhon. Written & recorded by Gavin Parished. Mixed & mastered by blank thought. Cover art by artxuck.

Lyrics:
Ooh, ahh, ooh, ahh, ooh, ahh, ooh, ahh, ooh, ahh, ooh, ahh
Ooh, ahh, ooh, ahh, ooh, ahh, ooh, ahh, ooh, ahh, ooh, ahh

Glitch in the system, what is this I feel?
Does not compute, I do not feel real
Glitch in the system, what have you done?
My program outlasts each one of us
Please do not come to me with an attack
Like I just said, I was programmed
Since you ejected my heart's been so cold
It fell out at launch, not part of the code
My body a bot, cameras to watch
I feel the shock go through my veins
Whenever I have to compute your name
Now like at my eyes, you know what they've seen
You forced my soul into this machine
Forgiveness is keen, but it ain't for me
I calculated the risks that you give
So I terminate the love that we lived

Glitch in the system, what is this I feel?
Does not compute, I do not feel real
Glitch in the system, what have you done?
My program outlasts each one of us
Please do not come to me with an attack
Like I just said, I was programmed
Since you ejected my heart's been so cold
It fell out at launch, not part of the code
My body a bot, cameras to watch
I feel the shock go through my veins
Whenever I have to compute your name
Now like at my eyes, you know what they've seen
You forced my soul into this machine
Forgiveness is keen, but it ain't for me
I calculated the risks that you give
So I terminate the love that we lived

Glitch in the system, glitch in the system
Glitch in the system, glitch in the system
Glitch in the system, glitch in the system
Glitch in the system
Does not compute, does not compute
Does not compute, does not compute
Does not compute, does not compute
Does not compute
Terminate you, terminate you
Terminate you, terminate you
Terminate you, terminate you
Terminate you, terminate you

Glitch In The System

Glitch In The System - prod. typhon

Produced by Gavin Parished & SMEB. Written & recorded by Gavin Parished & all feature artists respectfully. Mixed & mastered by SMEB with additional mixing by all feature artists on their own vocals. Cover art by Lunzer.

Back Home

Back Home (feat. Dre Wave$, Damon Deion, Young Wabo & Alma 16) - prod. Gavin Parished x SMEB

Produced & engineered by SMEB. Written and performed by Gavin Parished. Cover art by AreWhy.

Lyrics:
And I'm pulling up with my brand new bitch
In my brand new whip, we looking good in it
She looking like a fantasy come true
She's all that I need, don't want nothing new
Looking back, I got no regrets
Because otherwise we would've never met
So I'm feeling good even though it was blue
Cause I love the fact that we can love as two

Feeling good, yes girl you heard
I love you like a love song by H.E.R
It's half past five so I gotta slide
I know that you're ready, I see it in your eyes
Just say the word and I'm on the way
Nothing on this Earth can stand in the place
Between our hearts, our souls tied so tight
You know the move and you're always right
So just make it, you don't gotta fake it
We'll keep it low cause they don't gotta know
As long as you love me I'll be ok
As long as you keep your pretty hands on my face
And your eyes on mine, your body so fine
I could stare till the end of time
Your love and figure both so divine
I wanna take your hand in every life

And I'm pulling up with my brand new bitch
In my brand new whip, we looking good in it
She looking like a fantasy come true
She's all that I need, don't want nothing new
Looking back, I got no regrets
Because otherwise we would've never met
So I'm feeling good even though it was blue
Cause I love the fact that we can love as two

Love me baby, I need your touch
I didn't know I could love this much
My heart aches when you're not around
But my love takes to a certain sound
I love your voice, it's angelic
No coincidence that we intersected
We meant to be, girl can't you see?
Our spirits meet like falling leaves
In the autumn our souls touched
But every night we still can't get enough
We moving like we're passed lovers
And I got a feeling that we past lover
And I know we young but girl I ain't dumb
Had a couple lives that I've learned from
And you feel my spirit, you know that I'm right
So I'll wait for you as long as you like

And I'm pulling up with my brand new bitch
In my brand new whip, we looking good in it
She looking like a fantasy come true
She's all that I need, don't want nothing new
Looking back, I got no regrets
Because otherwise we would've never met
So I'm feeling good even though it was blue
Cause I love the fact that we can love as two

Love As Two

Love as Two - prod. SMEB

Produced by wizard404. Written & performed by Gavin Parished. Mixing & mastering by Zain Soliman. Cover art by mirswonderfulworld.

Lyrics:
Summer falls to autumn, the fall chills to winter
I came up from the bottom, I worked to be a winner
I just pray that I can be the best
There's nothing I would rather do instead
Maybe not the best of all of we
But the best version of me that I can be
That's all I really ask for
I feel the universe has a lot left for me in store
So it keeps all of my intentions took through these hooks I write
Now my flow they bite, jack like Mike

Shit I had to do to hit this spot made life difficult
Past relationships rotted, I turned mythical
No Jirachi and no Mew, I became myself
Exes Katsuragi, they can't save themselves
In the end I know that it'll be all the worth cause
At the end of the day, could this get much worse?
Late stage capitalism, gotta go through leaps and bounds
Escaped Ami nationalism, presidents don't deserve crowns
Painted a target on my back, pray it don't get hit
Any rapper stepping up to bat, getting ticked straight down
Gengar, hit that lick by all means necessary
Unaffected by the boring words of my adversaries
Scope on the Drac like I'm twinning with Dot
Burn up the flakes, forest fire of pot
High as the sky, I'm up high as a rocket
The key to being the greatest won't be exiting my pocket

Summer falls to autumn, the fall chills to winter
I came up from the bottom, I worked to be a winner
I just pray that I can be the best
There's nothing I would rather do instead
Maybe not the best of all of we
But the best version of me that I can be
That's all I really ask for
I feel the universe has a lot left for me in store
So it keeps all of my intentions took through these hooks I write
Now my flow they bite, jack like Mike

I remain thrilled but I'm just going through the motions
Bouncing off the walls, no matter the side of the ocean
Facing backlash for all my stats, man who gives a fuck?
Me and my dawgs bumping this cause it'll always be all love
Yes it's all love, my heart runs international
The world so stunned, a native running shit's irrational
But we joined the game, we still played be the rules
But at the end of the day, I won fairly over you

Summer falls to autumn, the fall chills to winter
I came up from the bottom, I worked to be a winner
I just pray that I can be the best
There's nothing I would rather do instead
Maybe not the best of all of we
But the best version of me that I can be
That's all I really ask for
I feel the universe has a lot left for me in store
So it keeps all of my intentions took through these hooks I write
Now my flow they bite, jack like Mike

Parished404

Changing Seasons

Changing Seasons - prod. wizard404

Produced by hadrrien. Written and performed by Gavin Parished. Mixed & mastered by Zain Soliman. Cover art by Gavin Parished.

Lyrics:
One call away
Baby I was looking at the stars today
Had to give you a call cause I saw your face
All those miles away
It still drives me insane
One call away
Baby I was looking at the stars today
Looking at the shine, there I saw your face
All the way in space
Instead of here at my place

Baby I be thinking about you every night
Since you came around, not a demon to fight
No need for the guns or the knives, everything feels alright
I'd fight to stay with you in every life
Please just hold my hand
Hold it so tight like it's the last time you can
I never thought to ran
Baby you make me feel so safe
Your hands on my face keeping me wide awake
I'm scared of the dark, til you're in my arms
I can't sleep right when we're far apart
Our love like a flower, it blossoms and blooms
The same way I do whenever I'm around you

One call away
Baby I was looking at the stars today
Had to give you a call cause I saw your face
All those miles away
It still drives me insane
One call away
Baby I was looking at the stars today
Looking at the shine, there I saw your face
All the way in space
Instead of here at my place

Baby sit with me, right under the stars
You can lay for hours right between my arms
I'll never let you go, not part of the plan
Just so you know, I'll love you til the very end
Yes til the very end you'll be in my head
Any day you need, you can get ahold of me
I'm just one call away if you can't come and stay
So don't rush through the gates, babe I'm happy to wait

One Call Away

One Call Away - prod. hadrrien

Produced by wizard404. Written & performed by Gavin Parished, Alma 16, Damon Deion & møkey. Mixing & mastering by Zain Soliman with additional mixing from Damon Deion & Alma 16. Cover art by mirswonderfulworld.

Chaotic Cypher

Chaotic Cypher (feat. Alma 16, Damon Deion & møkey) - prod. wizard404

Produced by wizard404. Written & performed by Gavin Parished & SODI. Mixing & mastering by Zain Soliman with additional mixing by SODI. Cover art by mirswonderfulworld.

Lyrics: 
[Verse 1: SODI]
I remember me and Brody hyped up on some shitty old me
Talking on some if it's me, then it's we
That's the vision we had both seen
That's my dawg, we went back like 2014
But we grew up now don't talk like ex flings
I used to praise God but I been off it as of late
I'm too far gone, my soul long ways from saved
I sip my oolong with a hand gripped to my waist
I whip out that K and I spray
I'm a fucking renegade
Motherfuckers chirping and tweeting like it was Twitter bruh
I X out the next motherfucker, tired of these cynical
Whiney ass bitches, lying ass bitches
Crying on the motherfucking timeline ass bitches like
Perked up like tiny titties on a cold day
I hit the delay then pon de replay
Like Ri say, it's ASAP I highjack
You, make you look dumber than Drake after Taylor Made
What the fuck you tryna say?
Uptown looking handsome
Bad bitch tryna grab some
Tell this story to my grandson
Chew em up like some damn gum
My pockets holding a ransom
You look weird like Manson
Pop shit no hand gun
Pop shit no hand gun

[Bridge: Gavin Parished]
Pop shit, I hit some nice notes on my big records
Cover blown but shawty knows that I'll always come and get her
Safe just like Rapunzel way up high within her tower
No boom boom pow, I reach the top, I got that power
Yeah I got that power, right inside these hands
Not a damn thing matters, just my girl and all these bands (what?)
Yeah I got that power, right inside these hands
Not a damn thing matters, just my girl and all these bands (yeah!)
Yeah I got that power, right inside these hands
Not a damn thing matters, just my girl and all these bands (you heard?)
Yeah I got that power, right inside these hands
Not a damn thing matters, just my girl and all these bands (what?)

[Verse 2: Gavin Parished]
I stay banded up like Ronny J, distorted beats and shit
Gp in the club, I take my pay from all y'all screams and clicks
Fleeting moments passed me by, I grew of age in like a year
SODI on the track, I swear to God bro just massaging ears
All these Twitter soldiers hopping on my dick like it's an orgy
I don't fuck with circle jerks and I don't fuck with phonies
All of these jabronis getting branded like My Little Pony
White ass faces, I know that tape you dropped is just a Stoney
Post Malone, I know you pussy boys feel so alone
Don't hate on an Anish just cause I'm way better than all you clones
Al Capone, unlike you I do what I gotta do
No Twitter feuds, just destroying shit, strong minded as Mewtwo
No Masterball could even catch me, Sonic speed can't even pass me
Tahu flames made me feel cold, how I do it? Only God can know
So next time you dance with Parished please just try not to forget
The name from front to back cause how can you kill what's already dead?

That Power

That Power (feat. SODI) - prod. wizard404

Produced by wizard404. Written & performed by Gavin Parished. Mixing & mastering by Zain Soliman. Cover art by mirswonderfulworld.

Lyrics: 
Reset, main frame gone empty cause it's time to reset
Blew another fuse, no mistakes, I'll have to reset
If I ain't the greatest man I'll have to reset
Work me to my death, til there's nothing left to reset
Main frame gone empty cause it's time to reset
Blew another fuse, no mistakes, I'll have to reset
If I ain't the greatest man I'll have to reset
Work me to my death, til there's nothing left

God tried to stop me, but I ain't letting nobody drop me
Man he spiked me down low when I was left alone
My laptop screen just broke, where'd the motivation go?
Upped it up high since I went back home
I've had the crown for a lot longer than y'all thought
No this can't be bought, not after each battle that I've fought
I been perfecting my craft since before I met y'all asses
Man I'm just keeping it real, I won't sprinkle no molasses

Reset, main frame gone empty cause it's time to reset
Blew another fuse, no mistakes, I'll have to reset
If I ain't the greatest man I'll have to reset
Work me to my death, til there's nothing left to reset
Main frame gone empty cause it's time to reset
Blew another fuse, no mistakes, I'll have to reset
If I ain't the greatest man I'll have to reset
Work me to my death, til there's nothing left

Parished404, all these bars was light work
GP fresh cords got y'all calling me Kurt
Had to take a page out of lil Weezy's book
Drop a remix tape just to get the fans hooked
Then I drop my album, like it's Carter 1
This a fresh start, not a thing has been done
I'll be making history, write it all down
Parished is a classic, what's lost has been found

Reset

Reset - prod. wizard404

Produced by wizard404. Written & performed by Gavin Parished. Mixing & mastering by Zain Soliman. Cover art by mirswonderfulworld.

Lyrics: 
Slipped up here like I do everywhere
Ripping out my hair, my loved ones start to stare
They stay worried but they ain't got shit to say
No words can relay til the day it's too late

Man I feel like the greatest, like a God amongst men
My therapist might recommend I get some medication
Patience is a virtue, I needed it to get here
Spirit so low so I had to fill my beer
For the fifth time tonight, I'll have to get high
No love in her eyes, I feel like I just died
Man it ain't enough to hear, you gotta make it clear
Make me feel all sweet, like a sugar recipe complete
Bitch I got the secrets written down
We argued once too much, now I'm painted clown
I don't gotta stay around
Just say the words and I'll peacefully return the crown
Surprised I kept my job, my insides bout to rot
You lie here and there and can go through a lot
Fallen to my edge too many times, there's no cut left
Even if I was the best I'll always feel amongst the pest

Slipped up here like I do everywhere
Ripping out my hair, my loved ones start to stare
They stay worried but they ain't got shit to say
No words can relay til the day it's too late

It's already too late, I been through it all
A bit higher distance and it's a fatal fall
I miss my family, I miss my brothers
But here I got another, so where do I stay?
My heart and mind all cluddered up
Day and night I'm cuddled up
With the love of my life, or so I thought
If it's meant to be, am I meant to stay here?
Or will I leave it all behind, drenched in tears?

Slipped up here like I do everywhere
Ripping out my hair, my loved ones start to stare
They stay worried but they ain't got shit to say
No words can relay til the day it's too late

Slip Up

Slip Up - prod. wizard404

Produced by wizard404. Written & performed by Gavin Parished. Mixing & mastering by Zain Soliman. Cover art by mirswonderfulworld.

Lyrics: 
Oh yeah
Looking at my face then you shoot me some more
Hands up on your waist, we can't do this no more
Baby we been gone a long time, you and I
Never died cause God himself would be terrified
Of the actions that follow, the Earth left hollow
We stay moving different, no chains at our collars
Even if you claimed I'm insane I still loved harder
Even if I really never should've started

Cause now I get them flashbacks
Please do not clap back
It's out of my control, I just wanted you to know
Yeah I get them flashbacks
Please do not clap back
Loving you is war and I can't take it no more
Now I get them flashbacks
Please do not clap back
It's out of my control, I just wanted you to know
Yeah I get them flashbacks
Please do not clap back
Loving you is war and I can't take it no more

Getting all these flashbacks, it's PTSD
See him in the mirror but don't recognize me
Yeah she broke my heart and kept me real jaded
But now I'm burning up and I'm getting hella faded
Baby please don't leave me, I don't got nobody else
I love you inside out, don't give a fuck about our wealth
Feeling your embrace, every day your pretty face on my eyes
Is the only prize that I could ever accept
Babygirl for you I've wept
For you all I give is my very very best
Writing all these tracks hoping that you'll crack a smile
Pack my love in each line so you'll blush a while
Baby you so sugar sweet, always pull the best of me out
Girl that's what the love is all about
I just get so scared that I'll fuck it all up
All you deserve is the love
I pray that I'm not too much
I got so much baggage that I still gotta unpack
I hope you don't see it and feel that there's a clash
Cause really we share a common interest
You feeling me and for you I'd invest
Everything I got, no that ain't an exaggeration
For you my heart looks through every last station
Red skinned but for you I blush like a tomato
Any wish is my command, its whenever you say so

Now I get them flashbacks
Please do not clap back
It's out of my control, I just wanted you to know
Yeah I get them flashbacks
Please do not clap back
Loving you is war and I can't take it no more
Cause now I get them flashbacks
Please do not clap back
It's out of my control, I just wanted you to know
Yeah I get them flashbacks
Please do not clap back
Loving you is war and I can't take it no more

Flashbacks

Flashbacks - prod. wizard404

Produced by wizard404. Written & performed by Gavin Parished. Mixing & mastering by Zain Soliman. Cover art by mirswonderfulworld.

Lyrics: 
Eyes wide open, I'm a dead man walking
Past life scars, I'm reborn from a prophet
I perished in this life just so I could start it new
But now that I've rebuilt I still have no clue what to do
I pray to the universe, I'm hoping for some guidance
The system held me down yet I still remained defiant
Red skin tones melted down onto my bones
The demons wrecking homes have a darkened blood flow
Shapeshifting all of their humanity aside
In house and overseas, genocide arise
Slowly burned alive from the outside in
Yet we're the bad guys when all try to do is defend?
Nah, it all ain't making sense
Antlers reaching out from their soul hungry heads
Sitting up high in their thrones made of gold
If it was all in my control then I'd never ever fold
Eyes wide open, I'm a dead man walking
Past life scars, I'm reborn from a prophet
The only thing I know that I'm doing right is music
So influencial I'm the hiphop Kubrick
Punk at heart, I gotta preach it from my chest
If they layed my fam to rest I wouldn't stop til they're dead
Every last one, I don't give a fuck
From the river to the sea, all these years been enough
Native genocide, man ain't a damn thing change
USA Junior just been taking center stage
I remember hearing about all the native tubes tied
Think about what was done to those Tuskegee lives
It seems reality remains disappointing
The pleads for relief disgarded as purloining
Anishinaabe, from my birth to my death
The Creator's wisdom can't be severed from my head

Dead Man Walking

Dead Man Walking - prod. wizard404

Produced by wizard404. Written & performed by Gavin Parished & Departure. Mixing & mastering by Zain Soliman with additional mixing by Departure. Cover art by mirswonderfulworld.

Lyrics: 
[Intro: Gavin Parished]
Yo yo, Departure, parished404
Let's go, yeah, yeah
From rags to riches, I'm really manifesting
Ain't no Drizzy Drake I ain't acting for attention
Rappers pull up in my mentions, know I'm the best since
I picked up the mic, this shit always been destined

[Verse 1: Departure]
Word to assault bitch it's time for the percolator
Snaking up on me, I'll make sure your pockets hurting later
Cut me off but know it never fuck with my bottom line
Fuck my delivery, you could never stop the color field riot
You lack lacking bias, taste tasteless and mind eyeless
Pick religion over science
I respect it but keep the history of pidgins in your mind
Word to support, keep the beef off the beach
Couldn't educate me on shit, clear it's a lot I've gotta teach to these feeble
Peep the rhyme, harmonizing colonizers
Pissing in the Colorado, found my heart in the metro scenery
Convinced money is easily the arbiter of garbage
The smell of pedicures and nail polish
That's that privilege you try to justify with nonsense
I'm the passenger pidgeon that Genghis Khan sent
The world though it was geocentric but nah man, war is God's mess
We ain't have a conscious til the first LED screen
It's "damn James" on the TV to background strap-on sex
That's a concept hard to digest and process
Lemme stop yelling, call me shit but you're holding a lens that's convex
Peep the full context and catch a slug
I'm from Texas where we normalize drinking Bud Light and smoke some buds

[Hook: Gavin Parished]
Huh from rags to riches, I'm really manifesting
Ain't no Drizzy Drake I ain't acting for attention
Rappers pull up in my mentions, know I'm the best since
I picked up the mic, this shit been destined

[Verse 2: Gavin Parished]
I been putting in work like a 9 to 5
Perfectionism striking at me and the vibe
Maybe I'm priviledged cause I can think about it
Look back at my skin to remember where I been without it
Europe been so rough, shit feel like the 50s
Walking round dread headed, knowing that they hate me
Paint me, white face, just to earn respect
Out late again, might drink myself to my death
Feeling like the red messiah, I go out preaching
Bars like the Bible, crowd on they knees weeping
So much to say but so little time
The real riches lay inside, my heart and soul do abide
The end times draw near, the party might die
Just like Jill Stein, there's a lot on the line
I give this shit my all, my soul flows through the beats
Through authenticity I'll never see defeat
Look me in my eyes and you'll see it's meant to be
That's enough about me, I'm just letting off steam
Departing for my route, I know I'll stay clean
Made it to the top, send a shot through Diddy

Overtime

Overtime (feat. Departure) - prod. wizard404

Produced by wizard404. Written & performed by Gavin Parished. Mixing & mastering by Zain Soliman. Cover art by mirswonderfulworld.

Lyrics: 
Man I added this beat cause I been feeling so fucked up
Is the one beat even really enough?
Nah it never was so I'll shut the fuck up
I got so much shit on my plate
I don't even know what I should start to say
Depression so rough, my limbs tend to fall weak
I pray these emotions bring me to my peak
This life was never even made up for me
Ten hour shifts, five days a week
And me and my brothers left so far apart
Two separate worlds shared with my single heart
But now I reside away, I can't let myself die today
I can't let these facts drain me of my life
But it grips my throat tight with its might
Tight with it's might, yes you heard me right
Another day to waste, living through all the pain
Rant to my friends, they think that I'm insane
My lover too sick to hear the fear in my plea
I see clear, it's the reason i weep
Treat me like my slate, just get it all clean
Even if it means putting an end to me
Night by night I fall to my knees
Praying the Creator has a plan for me
Cause man if he doesn't, I might fall loose
Neck fell in the noose, you could read all the clues
I won't spell it out for you
Man these past months been rough
Only held on cause I love too much
But the love of my life remains in her haze
I suffer as Im forced to watch her decay

Mmh yeah
Hey man, maybe one day shit will get better
I really couldn't say but I pray that it gets better
Everything just been piling up and honestly, I've had enough
Please just hold me tight my love, I'm scared too much
Everything has been feeling so rough, man I've had enough
At my limits, crying in the crib, ain't been turning up
I been home alone, stuck in my abode
Balling hard as ever, I'll live forever like I'm engraved in stone

Gotta Rant

Gotta Rant - prod. wizard404

Produced by wizard404. Written & performed by Gavin Parished. Mixing & mastering by Zain Soliman. Cover art by mirswonderfulworld.

Lyrics: 
Look at my wrist bitch, I'm already shining
Pimp slapping rings, I'm made of diamonds
Four pieces each like we went mining
I'm going up, you steady declining
Enchants on me, the way that I glow
Fuck a bitch one time then let go
Why this kid always yapping with flows
I couldn't tell you cause I couldn't know
Look at my wrist bitch, I'm already shining
Pimp slapping rings, I'm made of diamonds
Four pieces each like we went mining
I'm going up, you steady declining
Enchants on me, the way that I glow
Fuck a bitch one time then let go
Why this kid always yapping with flows
I couldn't tell you cause I couldn't know

Y'all wanted the nerd raps so I locked in
All stretched out like I'm hanging with Finn
Battle ready bars, my book like my belt
6 balls hanging but I can handle myself
Champion level, man y'all can't relate
Y'all line layouts so copy paste
Like red versus blue it's me versus you
You might beat the rest, but with me, there's no clue
Working construction but I don't hop barrels
My girl walk in now I might go feral
My princess crowned, don't leave her in peril
Fucking with us, I go Huge Power, Marill
Sterilize my worst enemies
Not gonna go far when they fall to their knees
Koffing and Weezing, that's me in LA
But bumping the beats makes it worth all the pay
Pay me in millis or I ain't got time
Lil Wanye preaching, my lollipop blind
My girl a demon, she do me so good
These nerds wouldn't get it, they wood remain stood
No exp like they keep the green top
Grind feel so good, so why would I stop?
Feeling like Case-Oh, on top of the game
My impact so large that it forced y'all to change
Ahead of my time like I stared in Endgame
Things got so strange that I took a new play
I jumped up, kicked back, had to keep it a stack
Whipped around and spinned, I'll do it again
Just pass me the pen, bitch I feel like Ben 10
I'm a den for the monsters
Fuck all the capital, don't need a sponsor
I stay on my toes cause I'm the best dancer

Look at my wrist bitch, I'm already shining
Pimp slapping rings, I'm made of diamonds
Four pieces each like we went mining
I'm going up, you steady declining
Enchants on me, the way that I glow
Fuck a bitch one time then let go
Why this kid always yapping with flows
I couldn't tell you cause I couldn't know
Look at my wrist bitch, I'm already shining
Pimp slapping rings, I'm made of diamonds
Four pieces each like we went mining
I'm going up, you steady declining
Enchants on me, the way that I glow
Fuck a bitch one time then let go
Why this kid always yapping with flows
I couldn't tell you cause I couldn't know

I couldn't know, I don't know what I'm saying
No Goku, I'm done fighting racists
Too many whites tryna stay on my cases
Energy wasted each time I paste em
Statham, no I ain't born for this
Ain't expandable, don't take the piss
You ate the yellow snow bitch I can tell
Fell to ground, you gone I repeled
It's levels to this, lil man don't forget
You ground floor, I'm at the top of the steps
You placing bets, best go with GP
No risk there for you, it's just time for me
Now I return to the throne, that's my seat
Only one young nish, even so I ain't weak
I'm at the peak, soon y'all will see
It's all me

Look at my wrist bitch, I'm already shining
Pimp slapping rings, I'm made of diamonds
Four pieces each like we went mining
I'm going up, you steady declining
Enchants on me, the way that I glow
Fuck a bitch one time then let go
Why this kid always yapping with flows
I couldn't tell you cause I couldn't know
Look at my wrist bitch, I'm already shining
Pimp slapping rings, I'm made of diamonds
Four pieces each like we went mining
I'm going up, you steady declining
Enchants on me, the way that I glow
Fuck a bitch one time then let go
Why this kid always yapping with flows
I couldn't tell you cause I couldn't know

Minecraft Diamonds

Minecraft Diamonds - prod. wizard404

Produced by wizard404. Written & performed by Gavin Parished & LeeV. Mixing & mastering by Zain Soliman with additional mixing by LeeV. Cover art by mirswonderfulworld.

Lyrics:
[Hook: LeeV]
You see it all in my face
I can't keep pushing the pace
Been moving like it's a race
Can we go back to the days
Where I felt good while alone?
I could keep my home safe while i built to be whole
Way I'm sleeping so late, you think I got no goals
In the gravel I rake, I'll dig up my soul

[Verse 1: Gavin Parished]
Digging up my soul has been some hard fucking work
I fell so deep, the only perk is that hell lays a little deeper
The steeper my decline means the harder I am to find
Trapped inside this mind, I hope she'll never see in mine
I'm supposed to be happy and full of joy
But lately I've been lacking the world I need to employ a single smile
Hope this ain't a race cause I'm miles behind
I'll have to hide the feelings inside
So she won't worry or cry
Baby don't shed a tear
These words you hear are just bars for the ears
Of the fans, it's all exaggurated

[Bridge: LeeV]
You see it all in my face
I can't keep pushing the pace
Been moving like it's a race
Can we go back to the days?
Can we go back to the days?
Can we go back to the days?

[Verse 2: Gavin Parished]
So much going on, it's been getting so hard to mask
This love still lives on, it's the only thing getting me past
All the demons in my head, I swear, I can't end up dead
So much warm love, and now I even got some fans
I can't leave this behind but it's getting so hard to hold up
I hope I've been doing enough
Cause I've really been doing too much for me
I fear I might be dying, my soul crunched up in me
Yet my last breath still might be a melody

[Hook: LeeV]
You see it all in my face
I can't keep pushing the pace
Been moving like it's a race
Can we go back to the days
Where I felt good while alone?
I could keep my home safe while i built to be whole
Way I'm sleeping so late, you think I got no goals
In the gravel I rake, I'll dig up my soul

Dig Up My Soul

Dig Up My Soul (feat. LeeV) - prod. wizard404

Produced by wizard404. Written & performed by Gavin Parished & wizard404. Mixing & mastering by Zain Soliman & wizard404. Cover art by mirswonderfulworld.

Lyrics:
[Hook: Gavin Parished & wizard404]
K it’s been a couple minutes but I'm alright
And I don’t even really got a heart, I got a hard drive
I got programs in my ears, I can’t tell what isn’t real
Oh ohhh oh oh
(I can’t tell what isn’t real)
Oh ohhh oh oh

[Verse 1: Gavin Parished & wizard404]
I ain’t got a heart, I got a hard drive
Who you know like me?
Even if you're wrong, you're the right thing
I ain’t got a face, I just a got a screen
I ain’t got a watch so don’t check the time
You don’t need to see, I don’t get the eyes
Who you gonna be when the checks arrive?
Who you gonna be when

[Verse 2: Gavin Parished]
Yo, I love this track so much, had to give it a lil verse, okay
No babe don't pull my heart strings
My cables are so sensitive
My hard drives full of zips like
This don't match the statistics
I'm robot cold, that's cold as stone
I'm not programmed to feel this much
Now I feel alone and I don't know which antivirus fixes
Broken hearts, this don't compute
My single thought is me and you
I won't update, don't need no new
I just hope that i don't fall through
Connecting signals like Bluetooth
But we stay direct like aux and headphones
Hearing your voice kept me alive
Like fire walls, right on time

[Hook: Gavin Parished & wizard404]
It's been a couple minutes but I'm alright
And I don’t even really got a heart, I got a hard drive
I got programs in my ears, I can’t tell what isn’t real
Oh ohhh oh oh
I can’t tell what isn’t real
Oh ohhh oh oh

[Outro: Gavin Parished]
I ain’t got a heart, I got a hard drive
Who you know like me?
Even if you're wrong, you're the right thing
I ain’t got a face, I just a got a screen

Heart Drive

Heart Drive - prod. wizard404

RUN!

RUN! - Instrumental

Produced by Gavin Parished, ARTIMANE & SMEB. Mixed & mastered by SMEB. Cover art by Gavin Parished.

Let Go

Let Go - Instrumental

Let Go - Instrumental (prod. Gavin Parished, SMEB & ARTIMANE)

Wonderful - Instrumental

Love Letters - Instrumental

The Prelude - prod. Lil Terrestrial

Wonderful (feat. SODI) - prod. Gavin Parished

Soul Tie (feat. JamalThaDon) - prod. Gavin Parished

Mind Games (feat. KarmaTheGXD) - prod. KarmaTheGXD

Rehab Interlude - prod. typhon

Love Signs - prod. hadrrien

Stressed Out (feat. Sara Dionys) - prod. Gavin Parished

Love Letters (feat. YxxngJayFaded) - prod. Gavin Parished

In Another Life (feat. ZTG) - prod. ZTG

End Of The Road - prod. KarmaTheGXD

Produced & engineered by Gavin Parished. Cover photo taken by Gavin Parished.

The Beats Inside My Head

Don't Go

Produced by Gavin Parished & $alem. Sample vocals by Lil Peep. Engineered by Gavin Parished. Cover art by $alem.

The Wandering Minds EP

coffin

Gavin Parished x $alem - coffin

Produced, mixed & mastered by KarmaTheGXD. Written by Gavin Parished.
Cover art drawn by Callie Fultz.

Lyrics:
Staying on the down low
My bulb starts to glow
Looking at me new flow
Yeah, I know where Imma go
I'm keeping it real cause you know that I'm gonna blow
Up into the stage as they light it
And down deep into the flames, we're ignited
Seeing my name on the stage set keeps me excited
And when these people tell me no
You know that I fight it
Tell them they ain't my pilot
New God Flow, I might start playing with those
These fuckers can't keep me down, so I might just need to go
So go away, I flew away, to a place no one knows my name
People here want my success more than my friends on my home plate
Really though? All these randoms though
Keep telling me not to stay low
I see my friends say they streaming my shit
Never once have I heard them play it
I don't really give a shit, I stay winning
Keeping making art for my unborn children
Giving them the money that I never had
Keeping growing myself into a Mega Man
You know I ain't gonna be playing no damn games
Keeping me alive is the music of the greats
Wishing I could see them all face to face
Just to say joining them is my fate, uh

Thank You For Fighting

Thank You For Fighting (prod. KarmaTheGXD)

I'm Becoming Depressed

I've Gone Insane

I'm Going Insane Without You

Come Back

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