I drift for hours on end
And I drank alone again
is there a sign that luck could send
To somehow clear my head

It’s been happening a lot
I get too deep in my thoughts
And I think of all it’s not
And how the wound’s not worth the shot

But I’m through with being vacant
Can you meet me in the basement?
We’ll mourn all the time we wasted
You don’t love me, but just fake it

Happiness lives secondhand through friends
Though far removed from all my connections
Haven’t left my room these past few nights
I’m just holding on to the slightest of lights

But it’s all a blur
And our worlds will always be parallel 
And I’m not hurt
I just told myself things would all go swell
But now it’s getting late
And my vision is getting hazed
And I’ll never admit I’m wrong
And I’m sorry, but it’s just time I go now


There are more important things
That a future life would bring
But I’ll pawn the diamond rings
I just wanna feel something

Cause I’m through with being vacant 
But I don’t know how to be blatant
It’s a bigger mess I’m making 
You’ll never love me, but just fake it

it once burned bright, but now it strains my eyes
To die alone or void of compromise?
Haven’t left my room these past few nights
I’m just holding on to the slightest of lights

I’ll throw my nickels and my dimes
It won’t ever be worth my time
My life savings in wishing wells
To get us through personal hells
I’ll throw my nickels, throw my dimes 
It won’t ever be worth my time
I lost the game with my own rules
Thought I was the prince,
I’m just the fool

go now

tine - mentira

holocrystalline aphanitic supermetastructure

Stinky Pregame mix

Skanking Chicken

Break

- The name Vanessa is a female given name of English origin, meaning "B̶u̶t̶t̶e̶r̶f̶l̶y̶". Yeah right.

I'm Just glad you left hoe, Hopefully you nympho.

"Vanessa Whooo?"
I wanna kill it with you
Why would you take my blood    
Why won't you take my hand.

Vanessence

Feet tripping 
on laces I never learned to tie
Perpetually chasing 
an unobtainable desire

I saw
A way out of My mind
I saw
A way out of My mind

Neglecting all the answers 
that rest within my reach
Blind to the whispers between
Between every line

I saw
A way out of My mind
I saw
A way out of My mind

Clenching my teeth as the tension persists
Swallowed by silence I cannot resist
Each step is a stumble, a loop on repeat
Longing for peace, but clutched by defeat

I saw
A way out of My mind 
I saw
A way out of My mind
I saw
A way out of My mind

i saw a way out of my mind

Polo Boy Shawty- Geek On A Bitch Remix [Feat. Famous Dex & PlayBoi Carti] (Prod. By DjFlippp)

I Dont Want To

-Post Hardcore
-Shoegaze
-Post Punk
-Country

Break

Lady Porcelain

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