one of us is lying prod lucy bedroque

love tutorial

prod me
no mix, demo
extra guitar work by me
cover art from "chirk" game
production inspired by freger

so summer's gone
it's fun to act like it's not over
i'm ugly like i was back then
i ran away into a mountain
where nothing passes by but wind
and everybody's looking at me
but no one looks at me like you, no one looks at me like you
it all went wrong
i tried to tell you you were different
you never even paid me mind
and getting you to say i love you
isn't the same as ily
and if i wasn't so obsessed
i admit that it's a waste of time, admit that it's a waste of time

would you care to add me to the roster
my bones are getting weak
i know i've been acting like a monster
but don't be afraid of me
this time i don't wanna go home
i'll be one of your freaks
your sorry eyes put me to bed, wake me up from my sleep
gnawing every single bone you shattered
you're everything i need
lately you've been coming off as creepy, like there's something that you've seen
why couldn't things be simple as i thought they would be
i clenched my jaw hard onto you, now i ran out of teeth

summer's gone

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outro vox / strings @hiddencontact
outro guitar @1gunnar
love

usedtofailing (on spotify too now)

prod raken

letra:
quer saber demais da minha vida
fico me sentindo famosa tipo anitta
to procurando uma saida
de todo esse odio cegando a minha vista
e mesmo que eu não precise
pego a ignorancia e misturo com a idiotice
me sentindo velha mas eu nem cheguei nos 20
eu cansei de pensar no que cê disse

e se não der td bem
eu vou botar tudo isso em mais um som
mas e quando o inverno vem
eu fico sentindo saudade do verão
faz o que cê quiser mas antes de cê partir
conta todos os seus segredos
conta o que pensa de mim
eu não penso duas vezes antes de fugir
na primeira oportunidade eu vou sair daqui

idiota

2024
ja tenho de tudo mas eu quero mais
eu ando pra frente nunca pensei em olhar pra tras
to ganhando em dolar ja falei q fodase os reais
ce ja deu oq tinha q dar entao nao volta mais
deu oq tinha q dar entao nao volta atrás
ainda bem q eu sai da lama vi quem sao os reais
essa e a nova trama siga ou não siga tanto faz
chegou minha vez de falar mano eu ja fiz de mais
e voce nunca botou a sua fe em mim
por isso que voce acabou assim
vai recomeçar eu nao vou voltar, e o fim
voce diz que e o mesmo mas e diferente sim
não teria problema se voce não mentisse pra mim
saquei seu esquema não te socorri
sei que não era amor mas me confundi

nova trama

corset

prod me

please dont try to stop me i do what i wanna
yeah im staying in the city go ahead bring the bombs out
i know what's wrong with myself no i don't need a doctor
and i've been smoking too much i feel like a goner
yes i moved but i can't fix the problem
on my own but you're still missing
still can't take the day off i'm too busy
looking in the mirror feeling like something is missing
too much on my mind but i can't fix it
you know you don't gotta remember what i told you
i changed everything i could about me
i only moved like that cause i had to
i only moved like that cause i had to woah
you move like that because you don't even know who you are
please don't move so strange please don't move so odd
don't step in that mine when you in that warzone
cash out cash out cash out tryna buy guitars
i can't ever live like you it's not in my hard code
i went up the escalator with no door code
everyday without the blunts so fucking awful
i don't know what type of bitch you think i am
some things i just can't seem to understand
tell me that i'll do it tell me that i can
i don't wanna talk i don't have the plan

please dont try to stop me i do what i wanna
yeah im staying in the city go ahead bring the bombs out
i know what's wrong with myself no i don't need a doctor
and i've been smoking too much i feel like a goner
moving up but i can't fix the problem
on my own but you're still missing, missing, missing
still can't take the day off i'm too busy
looking in the mirror thinking that something is missing

i don't wanna go yet i can't go right now
i'm too far up my own head i can't see the way out
saw a bird falling out the cloud it's phoenix down
don't give me that ball cause i'll kick it out
what's the point of saving all this money i should spend it now
i can't count these losses it's a big amount i know it's a long way up but don't try to come back down
i know just as much as you so don't pull me to the side look me in my face and ask what do we do now
and i dont mean to be rude but i got somewhere to be if you got something to say you should it now
i know it's the end i see it playing out if i close my eyes then i won't see the mushroom cloud
i should take you with me back on my way down

mywaydown

prod. me

@bugs

i been getting money now im still by my lonely
maybe it wont be your hand that i end up holding
i just bought me the whole zip now i cant stop rolling
me and bugs yeah we went up cause we so devoted
you already went up once and nobody noticed
yeah lil boy stop with the bullshit stop the coping
one day they're all gonna pay all the shit they owe me
he thought that he knew me he knew the old me
you could only get so far with hoping
mom i put on this designer im not joking
label showed me this 360 they tryna hoe me
at the top im in alaska its cold and lonely
ya ya maybe it won't be your hand im holding
im tryna hop in that uber like where we going
yeah bitch my flight a delta not a boeing
he was talking way too crazy having a moment, okay ya ya

bitch we up in new york took a different route
and i move like 21 check my bank account
i dont even know why they trynna count me out
feel like izaya bitch im shootin at the crowd
i been tryna make a way but they always tryna doubt
i remember u from back then wyd now ?
we been movin different they running they mouth
pop a pill n i start trippin bitch i feel like house
im j tryna turn to somethin
they know how im comin
u address me like im nothin
pour it up my cup runnin
bug , im too busy stuntin
hella fkin hunnids
baby whats the point of runnin ?
please dont put no one above me
all i want is money
y she sayin that she love me ?
man that shit is funny
slum village - look of love is
in that whip we bumpin 
yea they like what im becomin
i been movin scummy

doubt ft. bugs

prod me

pra que fazer de tudo e ficar melhor, vou pra frente nao preciso da do
te prefiro quando tamos a sos, voce nao e parecido com nos
fica quieto nao vou ouvir sua voz, vou pra frente por que nada mais doi
nada mais doi

eu nao vou ficar olhando pra tras eu quero passar na sua frente
nao pra me gabar mas eu ja sabia que eu era diferente
tentou me atrasar mas ate ja sabia que nao ia adiantar
por que tu tentou e ate achou que ia poder me parar?

ele vai quebrar a cara, ele subiu mas eu ja to vendo ele la
cara ta emocionado, tava achando que ia comecar a chorar
e tu fez tudo errado entao nao adianta agora voce reclamar
eu nao sei mais o que eu mudo no que eu faco pra gente continuar
eu nao sei o que eu faco nao penso em nada eu consegui me travar
eu nao to fazendo nada mas de algum jeito eu consegui me irritar
eu so queria me esquecer agora eu sei que tu vai aparecer la
eu nao quero ver o sd, esquecer os momentos que ia registrar

e eu queria te reconhecer, reentroduzir so pra eu tentar
e eu tentei sair daqui mas fecharam a porta so da pra entrar
faco nada de diferente por que vai dar no mesmo
se der errado a culpa e minha e esse que e meu medo

e voce tem sua parte que vai seguir do enredo
vim de um lugar diferente mas acabei aqui mesmo
se tu acha que conhece tu nao conhece mesmo
eu ja te adimirei mas hoje voce nem vejo
ya ya eu ja te adimirei mas hoje voce nem vejo
ya ya se esquece o que eu falei por que vou ficar aqui mesmo
go, o casaco l.g.b por que hoje ta com vento
tu parece eu do passado entao ate te entendo

eu nao vou ficar olhando pra tras eu quero passar na sua frente
nao pra me gabar mas eu ja sabia que eu era diferente
tentou me atrasar mas ate ja sabia que nao ia adiantar
por que tu tentou e ate achou que ia poder me parar?
ele vai quebrar a cara, ele subiu mas eu ja to vendo ele la
cara ta emocionado, tava achando que ia comecar a chorar
e tu fez tudo errado entao nao adianta agora voce reclamar
eu nao sei mais o que eu mudo no que eu faco pra gente continuar

olha pra tras eu sei que e tarde de mais pra voce
sua vida escrita tu sabe o que vai acontecer
e eu fiz o mesmo agora nao vou aprender
gasto meu tempo minha hora toda vai valer
yaya o dia ele passa ate aterdecer
eu to com a escolha na minha mente mas vai depender
ate que nao somos tao diferentes eu e vc
e se de algum jeito desse certo ia dar

love tutorial

12a

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