false spring kinda season when it doesn’t workout not because you don’t love them anymore but because they’ve locked you out and you don’t know why

5 reasons

this song was largely inspired by You Can Keep Holding on by NorthernSparrow on archive of our own. A lot of the song is direct quotes from the book and they are as listed 
“Heard you needed a ride”
“The door doesn’t matter”
“There’s no case”
“A single shredded menthol cigarette”
“Trial by fire”
“I should’ve said I was freezing”
I apologize if I missed any bc my notes app is a mess and most of this song was bits and bobs from life that I jotted down for inspiration and then complied.
The adapted line 
“Come visit me sometime in my dream” is a quote from my friend Paige
And “I’ll just wait for next week to be happy I guess” is a quote from my friend Joe.
I hope you all enjoy <3

Trial by fire

Never Again

nothing there

Fun dance song it’s a little sad and full of longing but good dance vibes too

Midnight magic chemistry

bro idk writing thsi song helped get me out of a depressive spiral so that’s cool :)

it just gets worse

I do not own the rights to this track they all belong to my chemical romance just posting a lil cover on a rainy day

Desert song

song I worked on a few months ago, just finished it up today bc it felt very relevant in my life and I want it on my SoundCloud so that I can listen to it lol

Newaygo

fun times at the doctors living w chronic illness

nauseated

just asking some questions to those who will not answer you know how I be, love is not for the weak. love you.

pair of docs

I’m in deep grief and I don’t sleep anymore. Enjoy.

Twenty

Love this song so so so much!!
((((I do not own the rights to this song it is by Radiohead I’m just posting a sweet lil cover)))))

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I wrote this when I was high(and thinking about you)

Real sad and angry acoustic guitar by yours truly.

Gee (just like the letter)

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