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“Tome of Stars” is a 100 sonnet journey, equal parts art, therapy journal, and exorcism, both a celebration and an elegy, a single narrative arc tracing the birth and death of a relationship. All poetry by Stargazer. The verse and accompanying synthetic art and music are public domain, CC0, with no restrictions on use. Nothing is monetized. See below for links on how to access the print, PDF, audio, ePub, video, and music files. 
Website: https://www.tomeofstars.net/

The final section of “Tome of Stars”, “Scripture”, leaves narrative behind to consecrate the poet’s enduring, unrequited love as sacred text. Comprising nine sonnets, it transforms the terminal condition of quixotosis (a delusional devotion stripped of belief in reciprocity) into liturgy, adopting the voice and cadence of timeless religious writing.

Adapted largely from an earlier prose work written from the perspective of a devotee of the Stargirl, these poems elevate her from mortal beloved to astral deity, blending hymn, confession, and myth in a tradition of sanctifying suffering and idealizing beauty. “Scripture” offers no reconstruction, resurrection, or resolution, only the permanence of ritualized longing: words repeated, a mantra, because they are all that remain.

“Withdrawal” seeks to capture the raw devastation of loss and the unraveling of reality when a profound connection is severed. The sonnet portrays the speaker grappling with the disappearance of a beloved, transcendent figure whose presence was both magical and transformative. Through imagery of cosmic disintegration, mental fragmentation, and emotional agony, the poem explores themes of love, despair, and the desperate attempt to hold onto something irretrievable. The closing couplet highlights the paradox of clinging to what has been lost, embodying the tension between the inability to let go and the acceptance of emptiness. The word “withdrawal” has several meanings in this context, from addiction to removed presence.

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Lyrics

Her avatar dissolved. Her magic fled.
I screamed beneath a shroud of starless skies.
No love could last. I could not fight the dread.
A hood of darkness dropped across my eyes.

The heavens wept. The broken earth would bleed.  
Transcendent insight gurgled out my brain.  
Her spirit sank beneath a void of sleep,  
And pieces of her washed out with the rain.

I grasped in madness memories unmade,  
But every diamond shard would scrape me blind. 
All edges sliced, keen sharpened stellar blades,
A tapestry unweaving in my mind.

My grip stays firm, though bloodied by the cost.  
In empty hands, I keep what I have lost.

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Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/3dMNga3PaxcmTfrYH3OSfM
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/stargazer-elentirmo/1842303474

Internet Archive
Book of sonnets:
https://archive.org/details/tome-of-stars/

Music:
Item 1, Anthesis: https://archive.org/details/Anthesis/
Item 2, Senescence: https://archive.org/details/senescence_tomeofstars
Item 3, Sporogenesis: https://archive.org/details/Sporogenesis_TomeOfStars/
Item 4, Anemochory: https://archive.org/details/Anemochory_TomeOfStars
Item 5, Quixotosis: https://archive.org/details/Quixotosis_TomeOfStars
Item 6, Scripture: https://archive.org/details/Scripture_TomeOfStars

Bandcamp:

Item 1, Anthesis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/anthesis-item-1-of-tome-of-stars
Item 2, Senescence: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/senescence-item-2-of-tome-of-stars
Item 3, Sporogenesis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/sporogenesis-item-3-of-tome-of-stars
Item 4, Anemochory: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/anemochory-item-4-of-tome-of-stars
Item 5, Quixotosis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/quixotosis-item-5-of-tome-of-stars
Item 6, Scripture: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/scripture-item-6-of-tome-of-stars

Withdrawal

[Verse]
I carry it like a stone so cold
It whispers secrets I never told
A shadow that lingers where light won’t go
It’s mine alone it’s mine to hold

[Prechorus]
The weight pulls down the stars tonight
No ladder high enough to climb

[Chorus]
Il mio dolore il mio dolore urla il mio nome
It cuts like glass through pouring rain
My pain my pain it won’t let go
It’s the only thing I truly know

[Verse 2]
I’ve tried to drown it in the sea
But it floats right back and clings to me
It feeds on silence it thrives on time
A thief that steals what once was mine

[Prechorus]
la Luna non può scacciare questo buio
It’s here it’s here it’s here to stay

[Chorus]
Il mio dolore il mio dolore urla il mio nome
It cuts like glass through pouring rain
My pain my pain it won’t let go
It’s the only thing I truly knoww

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