L I F E

The song ‘Lie Down In Darkness’ is named after a William Styron book, and the song, at least for me is a very emotional, sort of mournful, piece of symphonic, electronic music, my friend Joy Malcolm sings on it. 

Right before he died I got to hear William Styron speak at a Paris review dinner, he read from Lie Down In Darkness, I was watching him read and it was beautiful and emotional. I remember looking around to see if anyone else was having the same reaction I was having, and I looked around and it was all this jaded, cynical New Yorkers who were checking their blackberries or their iphones, and not paying attention. It made me so disappointed. I was thinking, here is William Styron, who is this remarkable writer and he is sort of bearing his soul and you could tell he didn’t have much longer to live and most of the people were not paying attention. But I feel really fortunate that I got to see him and meet him right before he died.


Lie Down In Darkness

Collab between me and @brothelmusic 

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You may have noticed I used the melody from my track "Haunt You" - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F6bj9FoC4Lk

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GLASS COFFIN [feat. brothel.]

A sad song about a sad girl. Prod by  https://soundcloud.com/orionnotitle
:::ＬＹＲＩＣＳ:::
She's sinking down the oceans, she's choking on emotions...
She feels herself sinking, getting deeper, shes holding onto her breath,
just falling to her own death, she feels herself sinking,getting deeper deeper. 
She's used to livin like this, livin in an endless abyss,
Take a pill just to make herself better, stuck under the waves
she's the girl that no one will miss.
Cut the air and let it go, gotta breathe underwater and take it slow
Say goodbye to your friends they never cared about you so...
CHORUS: Don't feel bad, the girl who lives underwater
She don't got a problem, she goes with the flow and she knows
that she just gotta let this go...
Through every wave, after wave she just keeps going on
Through every tear, every tear she just keeps growing up
Barely breathing but, shes got a smile on her face and she knows
that when she leaves, she won't ever leave a trace.
Take me underwater with you, I swear that all your dreams will come true
I'll take you to the shore again, even when I think 
that the ocean is your only friend....

She's used to livin like this, livin in an endless abyss,
Take a pill just to make herself better, stuck under the waves
she's the girl that no one will miss.
Cut the air and let it go, gotta breathe underwater and take it slow
Say goodbye to your friends they never cared about you so...
CHORUS: Don't feel bad, the girl who lives underwater
She don't got a problem, she goes with the flow and she knows
that she just gotta let this go...
Through every wave, after wave she just keeps going on
Through every tear, every tear she just keeps growing up
Barely breathing but, shes got a smile on her face and she knows
that when she leaves, she won't ever leave a trace.
Take me underwater with you, I swear that all your dreams will come true
I'll take you to the shore again, even when I think 
that the ocean is your only friend....

CHORUS: Don't feel bad, the girl who lives underwater
She don't got a problem, she goes with the flow and she knows
that she just gotta let this go...
Through every wave, after wave she just keeps going on
Through every tear, every tear she just keeps growing up
Barely breathing but, shes got a smile on her face and she knows
that when she leaves, she won't ever leave a trace.




https://kaiyko.bandcamp.com/album/reminiscing-girl-ep

TheGirlWhoLivesUnderwater [Prod.Orion]

CANCER   -  TWENTY One PILOTS

DEADLIGHTS (prod. YUNNYGOLDZ) out on spotify

guitar, production -https://soundcloud.com/poppytears

shout out to https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s for jumping on this one with me  

"Behind Screens" full album: https://open.spotify.com/album/25XjozBMStYBDrlGk3wqHw?si=xAQ3iCJaTb6kz4hOhSMS0g

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/familypet
https://soundcloud.com/4ever-falling https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad
https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s

cover art: www.instagram.com/kenny_ravee/

Bandcamp link: https://lilsedative.bandcamp.com/track/healthy-relief-ft-9tails-remastered

love you all

LYRICS: 

9TAILS:
not much i can do
pretty girls always needed more acceptance from you
i told her I'd
love if we ran away
cheap grams and cheap faith arent much of a reason to stay
and we could come back anytime but my souls had enough for today
enough with these moodswings i love you i love you but please go away
she feeds me real great
i can only wait so long
i can only show you once
december weather got my fingers numb
we end with the day
were gone with the sun

Poppy Tears: 

You call yourself a rockstar 
and you can't even play the fucking guitar
I know it isn't in your heart 
couldn't give two fucks about the art

we all fade away like a picture losing colour inside it's frame 
are we all waiting for the day, the day we look back upon what we made

like was it worth it 
Am I deserving
I'm still learning 
with death I'm flirting 

I slow my heart rate 
I've made that mistake 
feel my bones shake 
and find my own lane

✧ spotify ✧

healthy relief w/ 9TAILS (prod. poppy tears)

Kid Smpl - Pulse

thank ya'll for listening

Spotify ~ https://open.spotify.com/track/65ydl8oApcIUC79hpY0FWh?si=25Hgg0gLTTimar8JNh7Vfg

rella 💘
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lyrics

hook
i need her when im gone
tell me is this ending or already lost
aint nobody knows me but they want me gone
feeling all their envy now im moving on
smoke cause I dont wanna love her when im dead
pour another drink to pretend we never met
3am and going over everything you said
wake and I’m alone all these demons in my head

verse one - rella. 💘
so im turning up with all my friends
getting faded rolling blunts this should never end
shorty used to leave me seen now she tryna blend 
i dont wanna mend this, I just wanna smash then pretend we never met bitch
nobody I’ve been on my own
tried to keep her out my head and just be in my zone
but these problems they returning got my heart so numb
i dont know if I will ever be allowed to love, no

hook

verse two - 6obby
all these demons in my head,
you don’t know what you’re doing to me,
and I don’t even think you really care,
you tell your friends it’s all my fault, 
and make it seem like I was never there, 
lately I feel alone,
yeah, I cannot seem to cope,
left me here on my own,
you were once something I called my home, 
feeling so broke I just smoked the gas, 
why do I feel this way, think of the past, 
people keep hating they need to relax,
wanting me dead in the streets with a strap

hook

produced by hatemyself
www.instagram.com/hat3myself

moving on feat. 6obby ⚔️ AVAIL ON SPOTIFY

Come Over When You're Sober, Pt. 2

Life Is Beautilful

Life Is Beautiful

16 Lines

we could have been everything

prod.https://soundcloud.com/a0rta
mix.https://soundcloud.com/kellbender

Still Don't Know (prod. A0rta)

lyrics:
I put too much stress on myself
I never been the type of man
To put my hand out for help
I bottle all of it inside
Like I don't know nothing else
I smoke a pack of cigarettes
Like it was good for my health
Everybody's so typical
Money flip  like reciprocals
When you get to the pinnacle
And you're still feeling cynical
I can feel myself fading
And my demons are waiting
For the day
The exchanging of my soul for the taking

Don't stay because you have to
I'm not perfect
Yeah, you know I got a past too
But I wouldn't put it passed you
To follow the line, follow the line
My whole life I've been a fuck up
Never got it right
I always learned by tough luck
But I guess they call it tough love
Follow the line, follow the line

It's like I'm just waiting to die
Four in the morning
Out the door and back on the grind
I chain smoke on the drive
Slowly losing my mind
Anxiety ridden
I'm missing the point of being alive
My paycheck gone
By the time that its mine
And if my girl ask
Ima say "Baby, I'm fine"
Follow the lines
And don't be surprised 
When you find me in that casket
With no light in my eyes

Don't stay because you have to
I'm not perfect
Yeah, you know I got a past too
But I wouldn't put it passed you
To follow the line, follow the line
My whole life I've been a fuck up
Never got it right
I always learned by tough luck
But I guess they call it tough love
Follow the line, follow the line

chain smoke

life, death, and i

Maybe Always Scares Me (Feat. Kawasaki) (Prod. Yago X Jonely)

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Oatmello is bringing you a laid back package with his latest release “Dove”. The Portland based artist is very well known in the beat scene for his recognisable style, productivity and positivity. Get a cup of hot tea, set yourself comfortably amongst the house plants, and let go of all the worrying thoughts. There’s only this moment - right now. 😌

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🎶 Tracklist
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[02:13] Tranquility ft https://soundcloud.com/fantompower
[04:14] Hushed Tones
[06:42] Essenced
[10:01] Minimal 
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Oatmello - Dove

sadness is overwhelming. but joy must be considered.

скорбь

Come in quick like shoyo
Spike feelings down before they grow
Don't hit the floor
Trying to save us like nishinoya

Iron wall blocking my sight
Gotta try make this right
Break through like ushiwaka
Now i needa win this fight

Now its time to take flight
look at me fall
Through the sky
Jump so high
Cant block me out
When i'm here to fight

Bad habits surface
When i'm out of line
No i'm not fine
Feeling blue give me time
Life's a circle ill be alright


Pretty boy call me oikawa
Jump serve straight to the corner
Hiding feelings i'm a goner
Push forward you'll grow stronger
Jumping over fences
Think its time to block you
I'm over regrets
Let me have this
Cause you know i'm a goner

Come in quick like shoyo
Spike feelings down before they grow
Don't hit the floor
Trying to save us like nishinoya

Iron wall blocking my sight
Gotta try make this right
Break through like ushiwaka
Now i needa win this fight

Skele:
6 racks on me
i feel like i'm bouta blow
i keep stacking bands so high gotta jump like i'm shoyo
i came up real quick now my friends tell me that i switched
everywhere i walk somebody wanna take a pic
lemme just switch my flow real quick ya
i been down low feel like nishinoya
spike my feelings down right when they come up
everybody wanna look down on a fuck up

Spotify

Quick Like Shoyo (Feat. Skele) (Prod. Xinny)

Produced by 5head https://soundcloud.com/prod5head
Mixed & Mastered by Lulow https://soundcloud.com/lulow333
Written & Recorded by Yours Truly 

✨I removed the nitecore intro / if anyone wants that version just dm me🖤

Lyrics 

Her little games got me sick to my stomach
Breaking my heart and I know she loves it
One last kiss before I plummet
Baby take my life make a whole day of it

 Do you feel empty when your with him? 
Guess I always knew how this would end 

 Some things are just better left unsaid 
Some things are just better left unsaid 

 You’re no good for me,  You don’t feel anything  
Keep holding that shit over my head 
Don't give a fuck bitch I'm already dead 

  Her little games got me sick to my stomach
Breaking my heart and I know she loves it
One last kiss before I plummet
Baby take my life make a whole day of it  

She left me with a hole inside my chest  
Wonder if this pain will every end 
 Some things are just better left unsaid 
Some things are just better left unsaid   

You're no good for me  you don’t feel anything 
Keep holding that shit over my head 
Don't give a fuck bitch I'm already dead 

  Her little games got me sick to my stomach
Breaking my heart and I know she loves it
One last kiss before I plummet
Baby take my life make a whole day of it

Do you feel empty when your with him? 
Guess I always knew how this would end 

 Some things are just better left unsaid 
some things are just better left unsaid 

 You’re no good for me,  You don’t feel anything  
Keep holding that shit over my head 
Don't give a fuck bitch I'm already dead 

She left me with a hole inside my chest  
Wonder if this pain will every end

L I F E

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