Self Preferred

Lyrics - 
Show me the sign
Decrease my rate
To fucking survive
It is all just a lie
Don't know what's mine
My instinct from 0' 5
About time to die
Or learn the lie
To know if this is life
Finally live or die
Please just leave me bone dry
Just cease my body
So I can lie
And know the truth
When I arrive
Such a design
Now for me to define
Keep my path alive
Its truth is oh so divine
Most youth can never apply
They can never assign
No option, even, resign.
Patiently, I comply
Feel as if, I'm inclined
Physically, I'm deprived
My lungs are offline
It seems, I've arrived
So long, unaligned 
This is not, what 
I had in mind

The Division Of Experience Causes Pain (Excluding my shit vocals) (Prod.Ryu)

I know that you want me. Baby, I've been waiting till you have fallen
And I know, you-always want to try, but, I can see your-true-self
So, I tried one more time. Hoping for the best, but I saw no time to be mine
One more time, is all I ask for you to see things through, with me

It always ends for me, to feel this pain, stuck in my heart
I thought I can't-I can see the path in water, it reflects for you.
It reflects your beauty, in ways that I never thought was possible, 'til now 
You're a stranger, to my lungs. They reject when I think in bed of you

When you cried, I was there for you, but I let go of you, I was scared
Static in my mind, it's your voice saying, I should make up my mind, it's late
See the clouds go by, I'm sitting in the grass, I don't know if I should go
Thought I'd feel some sense of clarity, but your arms, are where I am safe

Say goodbye to my last, hello, for I made a change, put a shift in the road
Wipe your tear, I'll be gone. You won't know, where I go, it, is for the best
My presence, not around you, your bed is only slotted for one more person.             not. me
Grew too attached, and fell too quick, your words and your touch for me
I caress and whisper gentle words, to remind you what we had
You fucked me, over time and time again, but that's okay you're too special
I will move on from you, but i still have this urge to make it right

Plus Ça Change, Plus C'est La Même Chose(Prod.27SHINIGAMI)

Hurling hollows to engravings, see your stone is with a chip
When you died in twenty seventeen and blood was spitting from my ribs.
Your family and your friends, they thought, but they don't know you like i did
Thinking back to when we made the grab... Smile, the same as Libb's  
I've always done this on my own, but you're the one I've always missed. 
Gained the focal got my vocal, but without you, I could slip.  
Heard the door and felt the engine then I woke up to a drip
Felt depraved, got self enslaved, I told myself to get a grip
Pressing on, I had to quench. I patched my heart up with a strip
If you choose to scrap out, I Suggest you use no coin to flip
It's always better with the options, up or down, hand on the zip
I know you hated clergyman, I'll turn him outside with a rip
Visions seeing, sounds I'm hearing. Piece of puzzle that won't fit
Shackled purple, no mistake. From coloured, crime I just commit
Blood and sirens, scents of tags, I like it more than just a bit
Don't prefer the soothing waters. Sentimental candles lit.
My home was in the dark, preferred, until I fell into a pit
Got distracted, yearning on. I taste the iron in my spit
Took me for a shot, injecting, my eyes falling-to a slit
Done some dirt, for well and ill, I scrapped out, that I can admit
All this knowledge I acquire, know my delta waves emit.
Clergyman, he knew he took upon himself, to make him sick
Find and squeeze his breath out, Clench my teeth, ignoring his submit
Lying, preaching, covered, says he did it for the sake of it.
Hear your pulse increasing, sensing that I know you're full of shit
Time goes by, I'm trenching tolls,I feel no strengthen on the split.
Went to leave the differed, feeling knowing I would never fit
Left them, felt their conversations making me go vulgar sick!
Felt the presence, getting colder, one more line, across the list
Bust the kit. and they prepare, they turn around inflict a crit
Pale skin to falling dim, the draining bar is taking vit.
Reawaken, understanding. Disappear into the mist
Shivs, the fumes and bloodied rooms, the nearing truth. I reminisce
When we clumped, I never beared my burden, only wore the gift.
Clergy bitch I found that fuck. I took his face off for the print
I wish you saw and felt the pleasure, room of pulp made from the fist
Put into a frame with metal thorns, should i just enter quit? 
I present to you the veins, a coloured change from once addict.
Plot your action, for extraction, quenching thirst and I assist.
Confrontation, losing faith in, myself so I wrote a script
See my necro'd corpse. You see the stains, you see the dirt and grit.
Delta bones, reflect the clone. my upper body, took a twist
Tried to curse me, blood and bones. But you would need a different clip
Hurling hollows to engravings, see your stone is with a chip.

Realm Of Delta Reflection(Prod.Prospector)

Fallen, given none
Only felt the shun
Always fed the lies
Ready, end my run


You're the only one
I know, you'll get it done
See it in your eyes
It burns me like the sun


I used to be someone
This cannot be undone
Don't apologize 
Had so much time to run


Winning, never won
LB, never tonne
Showing my disguise
Seen, by anyone

Hindrance - (Prod.acidream)

Gemini - Clarkson Breaths

Quick st0p

I close my eyes
I say goodbye
I saw the lies
Hate, I apply
None standing by
It Was only I
We can't retry
You amplify
My  Thoughts inside
I can't untie
With mistakes you lie
With blood, I cry
My body dries
As I watch you die
I wonder why
I wonder why

All Lives Are Not Equal (Prod.ANGST)

I know that you see it - And I, know that you feel it
It's al,ways so appealing - The way the sight of the healing
An apple for the birthing and the ending of a greeting - Please excuse, my mannerism
If I knew my altruism - Then i'd get back to my cleaning
If you ever see me, hanging - Purple from the fucking ceiling

Just please know, that I am breathing, - In another type of being
One, that's never too revealing - Though it's great to be concealing
Day and night I'm always dreaming - Taste of blood, I want the feeding
Love the scenting and the feeling - All the options, they are pleasing
Wish that you're the one receiving - Know you've never been believing

I will show you ways of breathing - Save your breath, no need for speaking
All the colours, they are leaking - Rest your head, don't want you leaning
Capture drips and get to sealing - Savour, I can't risk them leaving
Give you comfort when you're sleeping - You're conversion's worth the keeping
Thoughts and visions are deceiving - Never truly as they're seeming

Always knowing what you're teasing - Never knowing what you're needing
You're so fucking indecisive - Just show me, that you're not bleeding
Now, Whatever was the meaning? - Answer, that I'm never hearing
My ways must have been misleading -  For a time they were exceeding - Secrets, I am never pleading

Hio Made Me Distinctive Uncouth (Prod.ANGST)

This hole inside my chest, it opens wider, make a nest
They just keep on hoping, - hope can get you put to rest.
Place your drugs and lies, deep inside, I won't survive.
See you time and time, stuck in mind, you won't go by.
So fucking sleep deprived, you put illusions in my mind
I have been affected, flesh and mind, don't look behind

The whispers calling, I will follow 'til It's morning. If I'm gone, just remember I'm forever shackled falling
As the Riesen ratte's rotting, smell coagulation clotting. Sweep my corpse and get to mopping. It's my end, there's no more plotting.
Lock my script up with a chain. The words will infect your vein. Through your blood and brain, You'd be fucked, if you sought out to attain.
Hexes, curses start to rain. Gentle wordings of my drain. I will spread and I will stain, all your thoughts you can't contain.

Sleep Deprivation. Sleep Deprived. In A Sleep State (Prod.riku)

Art Us

Interlude

Is it right man, break em back to leg sand
Heard you want it done, So proceeding with the clan.
Never seen man, break him take a fucking scan
Break his pack, man, raised among the rats and
Chased around the block. Mashing with the block span
Chopping up the paradox. Shackle them and bring the lock
Should have left it to the elder, shut your mouth up with a sock
As your time was running quicker, blood was ticking on the clock
Heart is racing, trouble facing, now you're troubled with the shock
No-one pity, no-one really. Gives a fuck about your talk 
Bring the hex and shivs to fuckin rip you up, so you can't walk
Cut my brethren, you'll be seeing, your limbs leaving in a flock
Rest your head and close your eyes, line your body with the chalk
Contemplating, should you die, remove your edits, til you're stock
Chose to scrap out, lost the trust, and now you're bleeding on a rock
Now you're kids will never live to see you aging on the dock
When I breathe, in the fight I'm turning my spine  
All the opps that I've faced, I call upon the nine
My path is now clear. and I create the sign
If you front on my roots, that's crossing my line   

Pick the wrong path man. Sound beneath the sand man
Wordings of a blue plan. Printings in my head, ran
Botics for the clergyman. Never wasted on man
Careful watch your step man. I become a mad man.
Lock the doors and cover up, you'll get more than just a tan.
When the rain flows down, you will lose your lifespan
Soil breaking for a ban. Send the word mailman
Hide your stacks in a can. Pray another day man
Slit your throat, make it right. Keep your stack out of my sight.
Offer blood to the beast. Savour some for the night.
In the cave bottoms up, out my beaker all delight
Esoteric on my shelf, knowledge hidden from the light
Every drop, every bite. Feel the urge to acolyte.
I restrain, I retain. All my hunger, brain to sight.
Time is ticking. Blood I'm drinking. Rain is falling. In despite
Made it out, secrets held. Another story, that I write.

Pulchritudinous Sleeve (Prod.FALLEN)

Gluttonous Wine Bibbers

Expurgated

Gritting theta til I'm, slowing down I need some taxi, speed me, take me, opiate me, drag off the fucking ground. Shackle seating oneself, I will drown It's getting nasty, pull me, turn me, recreate me
shit, sedate me til I'm bound. When my blood-drips blood, and my Hio starts to flood. As the sounds turn down - now what is lurking all around. Careful, watch your step, don't thud. Else you'll drown in your frown. Lose it all, no more HUD. You are just a fucking clown. Go and saturate the mud.
No-one cares about your town. You will get popped like a bug. Claim you're right to fucking crown. Get consumed, and now my drug.
See the spoils of renown. Best of luck, you will get fucked. As the sun is turning down
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Air in lungs, I have you leak it out the wrong way. Wordings empty, you're pathetic, scenting flesh my prey.
Caveat, for I expel. Best you look the other way. Need to quench on Hio's spell. I sedate another day.
Set my path and, understand, I do it for the nine.
Come restrain me, slit your throat and, pour me up some wine.
Feel the liquid. Mind is vivid. Taste run down my spine.
Now im feeding now im feeding, when will be my time.
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I think I'm losing reason to go out and fucking ease it.
Always in my head, the script I wrote. Won't fuckin leave it
I'm faced upon these actions, they are flesh, I tear and bleed it
Should I think or act out with the treason, to defeat it!?

My Libation (Prod.Gucci77fer)

How'd you do it? How'd you get it? Cannot view it. Never plug it.
 Shut the fuck up. Just forget it. Extract it. No confide
Breathe the blood in. Split your head and open up to look inside
See the neurons, twist em up, I fuck it up until they're tied.
Pancreatic functions, with the beta cell, I cyanide.
Burn your brain, autophagy. Re-align to looking fried
Never late, the surrogate. For given fate and never lied
On a plate, just eat it up, and fuck your state, until you're DRIED
Stuck oneself-where-don't belong. Fucked it up, and lost the pride.
Tribulations, not avoided. Prompt a thought where would reside?
Flaunt incisions. Cut from mind. Art and song made from the hide.
Expurgate it. Blind you from it. One more teasing in my stride 
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Surgical pinzette, and my teeth quenching on the bloodied marrow
All the needles printing closer to the veins and to the Tallow
My restraints are tighter than the mats they used to lock the Pharaoh
Shiver down your fucking leg and hear the metal crack an echo
End result, to lead you to an option, unidentified
Careful for your act, I might release the sulfur dioxide-------
I want to play, I'm feeling bored.. Don't leave me unsatisfied
Not long now, for I uphold.. All the theta blood supplied.------
Forget what's best. Is it the taste, or twenty seconds when they cried
Could be both, it does not matter. Shut the fuck up and abide.----
Perchance, avoided all of this. You put your eyes to classified.---
Need I attain my lancet, carving stimulating your inside?

Dr. Gemini Killjoy (Prod. Undertaker)

*I apologise for the high pitch "ss" sound. Wear a hoodie underneath your headphones*
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Bliss, man
I can feel the bliss, man 
Wordings of the Tristram
I will never miss clan
You are too remiss, man      
Mess up, you will slip man
Fall into abyss man.
Delta, ought to rip man
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I can bring you back
Shackle in my rag
Savour me a pack
Tripping for a drag
I'm about to crack
I can pick to lag
And your head to hack
Lickle bitch, a scrag
I give you a flak
Go and boss the bag
I've been waitin for the stack
I can see the flag
Etchings, in the lack
Put a fucking tag
Ready for attack!
Battle, never brag
Wordings, for the track
Gambit, for the snag     
I can quench a fucking knack
Stop and watch me go ransack
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I can feel the blight
Take another bite
Now, I feel alright
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Bring you back
I can hold the scratch
Bials on the rack
Listen to the catch
Organs to unpack
You are to attach
From insomniac
That'll never match
They're a maniac
You're amnesiac
Easy for attack
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Wound you cannot patch, I
See the blood drips in the night
Spell is taking over mind
Knowledge, hidden from the light
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Dedicate aggression
Hear my vocals for this session
I am lurking, no discretion
Prompt illusions, wrong impression
Taste of blood, to help me freshen
Never giving my confession
Delta blood is my profession
Holding secrets, my obsession
Might just be my retrogression
Thoughts are moving to procession
I uphold a new digression
Thinking of my newest weapon
Every hit is with compression
In the blood, is my reflection
Hunger, when I hear depression
Maybe that is my confession
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Do you hear my shout?
Please, just let me out
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Shackle me a band
Bet I can withstand
Doubting in demand
Let me prove my hand
Going as I planned
You can never understand
Hear my words as bland
Never know the strand
Maybe I command
I am to be damned
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Running through the night, you never see me tire
Why am I the one that cannot see desire
Why am I the one that gets a blessing and burden sound track on fire
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I can smell the dripping
Leak into the sand
Spare the kicking
I will make anatomy expand
You are missing
I will take your body off the land
I'm forgiving
But you put the pressure to my gland
Time is ticking, for the living
Joyous in the grand
No more running, you are nothing
Trails in the sand
I am giving. I'm admitting
You misunderstand
So forbidding. All the killing
Watching them disband

I Yearn For The Thrill Of Industrial City Horrors(Prod. Sinematic)

MadAliceLiddell - MAD47

I should never let it happen
Never let it get to me
I should never let it happen
Never let it get to me
I should never let it happen
Never let it get to me
I should never let it happen
Never let it get to me
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I break it into one more time
Put my veins upon the line
I create the purple line
Prompt effect is so divine
And I do it for the nine            
taste of blood, to me it's wine
Will I get my final sign.
Need to re-attain my mind
Fuck it, give scopolamine
Heteromers for my spine
Do not think they're doing fine.
Need to reattend the shrine
Discontinue further crime
Silver metals, shackle prime
That's the truth, not just a rhyme
Apple ass, I made it mine.
Smooth as silk and had a shine
Wrapped my cock, just like a vine
Mixing stories to combine
Question me, I will decline
Do not want to hear you whine
Other wordings to assign
I am never to define
Put my feet up and recline
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From Dyatlov, to the ring
Hear their words, I hear them sing
Dose me up the reaper sting
In the Aerium, I swing
Neo-C confide the string
Grab the dipper for the king
Make a sleeve and do my thing
Took a route in scrambling
Back when I was in Beijing
Delta forming, what I bring
Secrets held, to baffling
I would never say a thing
Fly a word, I'll take a wing.
Grounder, staying with the bling.
Decomposing, by the spring
Fuck into the pussy pink
Rings are dropping, hear the ching
Fuck, I need another drink
Slit your throat and let me cling.
Fang to flesh, I'll have to link
Deep inside I'm bout to sink
Don't be scared and do not think
Blood to throat and never stink
It be over, in a blink

Prompted Ghrelin For Delta (Prod. PALE1080)

I've fallen to a demon
My soul is slowly healin
I drift below the ceilin
My pages numb the feelin 
Three words and I am leavin    
This world, I'm done with dealin      
I leave some words for teasin
Maybe someone reveal it
Truly just know the meaning
I see the wings are greeting
Can feel my heart stop beatin
I go eternal sleepin
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I've fallen to a demon
Their skin was soft and peelin
Mislead and now I'm bleeding
I go eternal sleepin

Clergy Vann (prod. Griesgrammar)

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