feat./prod. Button

eVerything (feat. aydanisdead, Iris Day, Button Maker, Big Dimp, Phixel & 3125)

Live2D (feat. dynastic, 3125 & Button Maker)

@internetboy999 @TRANSKILLER @SalemGas

Lyrics:
Im a star ya i need my space
I hate resentment get it out my face
fine china dont let me break
ya we related but we dont relate
black sheep he a disappointment
therapists he got missed appointments
lashing out how i been copin
fucked up self diagnosing
third person disassociation
I pray that i lose my patience
i hope u can tell im faking
paranoid by the face im makin
oh mad at my reflection so its on sight
want my wrist so cold i dap u up and give u frostbite

give u frostbite hope u live a long life
live a long life i know youll be alright
dial tones to milestones
i just wanna connect more
nowadays its connect 4 
move around on ur chess board
open book i could let u read
u could tell me anything u need
i could let u live inside my skin
cut it open jus to help u breathe
take my lungs and my heart too
so when i die i might haunt u
burn a bridge and then walk thru
not the type u should talk to
i dont wanna be what they speak about
broken ligaments jus reaching out
jus give me a minute cuz im freakin out
i was in my head now im sneakin out

button maker:
Don’t be sorry to me if you need your space
You’re still a king to me, can you see it on my face?
You’re always my knight in shining armor
I’ll be your queen, chillin on your arm boy

I’m so used to the “no, no, no’s”
But I’ll try again, I’ll go for broke

But this cycles so damn toxic, you know I’m not about it

I always thought you’d be there, gotta get used to when you’re not here
You gotta know that it wasn’t fair, you gotta know what it’ll be like when I
Turn my back for the final time,
Broken down for the final night

I wanna get out without a fight, 
If you take me back we won’t be alright

Chess Board Feat Button Maker (Prod. Internetboy)

never before in my life has it felt exactly like this

featuring:
@can-of-bliss
@t0rr
@itstooscar
@dylazy
@trndytrndy

produced by:
@can-of-bliss
@t0rr

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undermyskin

oh rip me to shreds
& love me til the very end
my body on your operating table
is this how the fable ends?

my eyes are gauged from their sockets
my tears are all dust
my nails in your pocket

dont leave my body to rot
just carve me up

& by the end of the night
will you see the light
from the depths of hell
that burning sulfur smell
in your nostrils
blood dripping to floor
i know you want more
i know you want more!!

baby carve my body
til its early morning
stitches on my lips
ill be your one & only

slit my throat
come on & drain my blood
ill be your lamb in the slaughter house 
swear to god

maybe all it takes is just a little convincing 
im your volunteer so come on lets get to sinning
maybe if i give you body youll never leave me
never leave me!!

baby carve my body
til its early morning
stitches on my lips
ill be your one & only

slit my throat
come on & drain my blood
ill be your lamb in the slaughter house 
swear to god

( to the stars & beyond )

HAIL THE DULLAHAN

body carving [button maker]

pre-order "I know there's something left for you"
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available everywhere feb 4

Everything is as I see
I can feel the earth shift around me as I speak
(Hey, hey)
You took the world away from me
Will you have my back when it crumbles on my feet

And I don't wanna be the guy
Who has to start it
But I'm not gonna let myself
Become a target
I know there's magic in the air
And I know you can feel it there
But I don't wanna disappear

If I go
Will you hold the fort down?
Will we last if I'm not around?
if I go
Will you hold your breath?
I'll do the same
'til I see you next

If I go
Will you hold the fort down?
'cause I need some time to figure
All my feelings out
If I go
Will you hold your breath?
I'll do the same
'til I see you next

This is who I wanna be
I don't wanna go
But I got to leave
It's just the way it has to be
If I leave you hurt
Out the blame on me

And I don't wanna be the guy
Who has to end it
And I swear I will do my best
To try and mend it
I know there's magic in the air
And I know you can feel it there
But I don't wanna disappear

(Can you show me how to grieve?
Why am I always so naive?
Should I bother to believe?
Or is it better if I leave?)

(Can you show me how to grieve?
I can't breathe
Why am I always so naive?
It's just me
Should I bother to believe?
I can't see
Or is it better if I leave?)

(One, two, three, four)

Can you show me where you go when the lights out
Can you bring me to the place that you hide now
Can you show me how to breathe
'Cause I'm not as strong as I used to be and

You know I can hold the fort down
But do you hold me close
When you're running around
Don't try to lie or deny it
I know where you've been tonight
So I'm asking you now

If I go
Will you hold the fort down?
Will we last if I'm not around?
if I go
Will you hold your breath?
I'll do the same
'til I see you next

If I go
Will you hold the fort down?
'cause I need some time to figure
All my feelings out
If I go
Will you hold your breath?
I'll do the same
'til I see you next

Everything ain't as it seems
Tried to change the world
But the world changed me
You left me bleeding on the floor
Lying on the glass
I can't do this anymore

But there's a couple things
About me that you'd better know
That if I find a guy like you
I'm never letting go
I'll never leave
Never cause you any harm
And the only way I'll go
Is if I die inside your arms

If I go
Will you hold the fort down?
Will we last If I'm not around?
If I go
Will you hold your breath?
I'll do the same
'til I see you next

If I go
Will you hold the fort down?
'cause I need some time to figure
All my feelings out
If I go
Will you hold your breath?
I'll do the same
'til I see you next

I know there's something left for you

caldecott (feat. Polygon Cove)

can't fall asleep
i think i just need to eat
i shouldn't go to bed at 3
i should just brush my teeth
i'm sick of dreams
where i feel seventeen
i can't do anything
like just falling asleep

i know it's bad for me
tomorrow i promise i'll
take better care of myself
but its not easy
its not easy

can't fall asleep
i think i just need to eat
i shouldn't go to bed at 3
i should just brush my teeth
i'm sick of dreams
where i feel seventeen
i can't do anything
like fucking fall asleep

i know it's bad for me
tomorrow i promise i'll
take better care of myself
but its not easy

when nobody's watching i
just stay in my head all night

it's 3am
i gotta wake up again
i gotta fake it pretend
like i'm not still asleep
i'm not falling apart
no jumprope in my heart
my body's gonna give out
on me

i know it's bad for me
this make believe
what's truth for you
are lies for me
so i just want autonomy
and i have to be patient

she'd wake up at
a reasonable hour
maybe take a shower
if i could allow her
she'd make herself a meal
and it tastes fine
spent a minute online
make it to work at 9

but she's probably busy
staring at the ceiling
probably isn't feeling
busy doing nothing
she could be productive
maybe even happy
spending time with her friends
smiling and laughing

it's easier said than done
it's easier said than done

how do i block it out in a way
that's more selfish than this?
i don't think such a method exists

i turned to recluse
and self-diffusion
to solve for answers
with synthetic solutions
and swim down
to lows beneath
all the places
that the light couldn't reach

if you
break through
somehow you reach me
get rid of these leeches
eating love for food
leaving selfish isolationist attitude

i want you around me
so badly, so badly
you're chosen family
you kill the bad things
i don't know what to say

all good people are asleep (feat. saoirse dream)

10 of 10

featuring, coproduced, & cowritten, & mixed by @can-of-bliss
mastered by ryan schwabe
art by atlas ezra

~~lyrics~~

(sd)
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe

if i work hard enough, i can get out of this town
while all of your parents are just flying you out
give my honest opinion, put your head in the ground
if you want explanation, i’ll be shutting my mouth
but i play games to make being broke feel fun
wondering how much money can i waste this month
spill my guts to the cashier while she’s ringing me up
i could go back to california anytime that i want

i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe

(can of bliss)
i wanna hurt you and make you feel bad
and then have a breakdown and show you that i'm sad
but i know i won't do that cause that's kinda dumb
make discussion, tell you where i'm from
i get so frustrated every day of the month
cause i'm not getting all the attention i want
doesn't help it's been so long since i made a new song
yeah it's been so long, yeah it's been so long

(sd + can of bliss)
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe

(sd)
don't take it serious
i've been doing so bad lately
don't take it serious
i've been doing so bad lately
i've been doing so bad lately

(sd + can of bliss)
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe

star★☆

collar

SuperPop! (DJ Re:Code x Fraxiom x Ryl0)

LOU (feat. Fraxiom)

something to tide yall over till i finish ****** ******** * *** *** **** ******
ill put it on spotify soon

it burns like fire
i feel like dying
everything is random like not even trying
i feel like im bones
i feel like im water
how the fucking hell could u even describe this

i wish i was pretty (pretty)
like u
i wish i had soft skin (soft skin)
like u
i wish i had self worth (self worth)
but i dont (i dont)
(oh my god thats so depressing)

i love being normal
i love being normal
im so fucking normal
im so fucking normal
i love being normal
i love being normal
im so fucking normal
im so fucking normal

everyday i feel like a loser
everyday I feel like a loser
(gra oh my god bitch)
everyday i feel like a loser
everyday i feel like a loser

tell me that im real
i cannot believe u
all my trust is ruined
i wanna go home
i wish i felt safe
i wish i felt secure
i dont wanna starve
i dont wanna suffer
i wanna b normal

i wish i was pretty (pretty)
like u
i wish i had soft skin (soft skin)
like u
i wish i had self worth (self worth)
but i dont (oh no!)
(too bad no one fucking cares)

i love being normal
i love being normal
im so fucking normal
im so fucking normal
i love being normal
i love being normal
im so fucking normal
im so fucking normal

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I LOVE BEING NORMAL

YOU ARE NOT A DEMON

PRICELESS *$JESTR EXCLUSIVE*

SXLFMADE

Sxlfmade Freestyle 1

Produced by Phixel + Button Maker
Vocals by 3125 + dynastic
Mixed/Mastered by Phixel + dynastic

senohpdaeH (feat. 3125 & dynastic)

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