this is actually so raw n good underrated

This is the first song from my upcoming EP "The Story of my Life" dropping in January 2023.

Løuis:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/austin.x.louis/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/46DIJY3iVYrFysGl75e57G?si=t1GeT-weQp28C12p15s3aw
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/l%C3%B8uis/1509373997
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxzJylgiX9k1fc3VLnNJqUw

Lyrics:
I’m lonely
Please hide all the knives
I’m wondering
Am I doing this right
I don’t know how to live
I don’t know how to love
Anxiety kills 
I can’t sleep at night
It’s only
A piece of my life
I’m wondering
Does it end tonight
I can’t live with regret
I can’t live with my head 
Anxiety kills
I can’t sleep at night
When I cried
They told me to take my life
When I tried
They said that my head ain’t right
They have the nerve to ask why I’m becoming so distant
When I wouldn’t have been here if I took their advice 

I can’t admit that I need help
I have to keep it to myself
I’m dancing on the rooftop with the ghost from my past ‘cause I have nobody else
I can’t speak up ‘cause I’m a man
I don’t expect them to understand
They didn’t have the time for me but when I was there for them I held their hands

Can’t think straight 
Some of my friends were the first ones to call me crazy
Ease my pain
Guess they were right I was wrong took my gun off safety 
But I have Angels on my side that are fighting all the Demons trynahypnotize me
Can’t believe what I’m seeing
Could they live in my head so they can see the all the reasons 
Why they’d rather be dead than find out how far it deepens
I’m too old to cry
I’m too young to die
I’ll be right here till it’s over
I’m too cold to try
I’m too dead inside
I’ll talk with God when I’m sober

I can’t admit that I need help
I have to keep it to myself
I’m dancing on the rooftop with the ghost from my past ‘cause I have nobody else
I can’t speak up ‘cause I’m a man
I don’t expect them to understand
They didn’t have the time for me but when I was there for them I held their hands

Spotify/Apple Music

Am I Doing This Right

MANIC MAN

Produced by: Logan Ghiorzi, dwork, and Anthony Mora

Written by: Logan Ghiorzi

NEW DAY

MY OWN WORST ENEMY

Much love to all the people finding my music today and the support on this song. The feedback has been insane glad yall rocked with it. Watch the vid/original verse I sent Kyle here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WN6HlZAo1Zc&t=0s
Save the song on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/58d0xdnTJEzRBXSxvfABDA?si=094ba1aceb944366

Kyle Beats & Drex Carter - When its Over

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS

it's all a dream
a distant, memory
I fall asleep
and love you, endlessly


thanks noah for the production, mix and master

MY OWN WORST ENEMY

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