numbness.

drown me.

The blinding headlights in the rearview
The rhythmic sweep of the streetlights
The yellow glow of panic
My fence has rotted through

I slap
My face
To stay alert
The tarmac tributaries deliver all to dirt

Begging please no more media
Currency for true believers
Blood for these suckers
Unburdened by proof

Tall dark and
Frozen to the spot
Where the gun went off
My truth is your loss

A few were onboard
How would we know
If you were onboard how would we know?

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Frozen To The Spot

The Fall

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fading away

What Have You Done?

(available on spotify)
Tonight
Tonight
You look right through my eyes
Tonight
I'm falling
For your lies
The same way
I fell for your eyes

You're on my mind
Stay for a while

Tonight
Tonight
Tonight

tonight

eito - 17:00

Time Another Lie - SND Chronicles REMIX

When Hope and Permanence Exist in the Same Breath

I hope you wake up one day. Not for me, that door closed the day you blamed me for your lies. But for you, before you can't hide the gray, before you've lost too many people. For your sake, and for those still waiting for you.

When you finally do the work and see what I always saw, it'll already be years too late. Because this grief is mine to carry now, through fire and through ash. I love you still, and I always will. But I'm gone, so far down the road where my shadow isn't even a memory.

I don't remember your face anymore. Can't recall your voice. Barely remember how you smelled, how you tasted. This heart didn't mend right, and these tears still hit hard.

But I'm gone. So far gone.

This is what complicated grief sounds like—hoping for someone's awakening while accepting you'll never be there to see it. Love that persists without investment. Care without possibility. The weight of what remains when the door has already closed.

numbness.

Gently Weeps

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