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instrumental composed by admiin

Couch on the porch
So I sleep down on the floor 
House of a whore
That night burnt down in the storm 
Words that you said 
Still burn me down to my core 
I spend some time in your head
Just to leak out thru ur pores

Doubts  and
 discourse 
Comes out of the mouth of my corpse
Oceans, mountains and porn 
I don’t see how you get bored 

Out in the north 
They think down south we’re just poor
I have my doubts but I’m sure 
That we’re just proud that it’s warm

And the miles of shore
And the mountains of course
And there’s so much more to do
And there’s so much more to lose
So there’s guns in the house under the pillow
As I write love songs in my breath on your window
I’ve seen her by the river
I beg god that she’s a saint 
But I wish way more that she’s a sinner 
And her skin feels like West Virginia rain
(When you’ve lived here long you can smell the rain)

I go 
Through the thorns for hella miles
Just to hold you for a while
Just to see you with a smile 
You can go wherever I go
You say where and I where and I will follow you
(Don’t care where I will follow you)

Thru The Thorn

Thru the Thorn (prod. admiinn)

Gas Leak

Animosity

WAITING...

STREAM

WAITING…

Who kicked a hole in the sky 
so the heavens could cry
I wonder why 
what is wrong with my mind
why do i try 
why???

Well Only Heaven knows i’m miserable now
and i’m wondering and i’m wondering how
you got me running, got me running around
i can tell by the sound 
you’re falling out.

And I came so far 
Legs covered in scars 
You tore me apart 
But i’d still give you my heart 

You’re 
still my pretty girl
and you still mean the world 
Listen to every word 
i’m wishing you well 
i watched our bridges burn 

Who kicked a hole in the sky?
so the heavens could cry
and they probably won’t shine
atleast not in this life 


(Maybe in the next life we will fall in love forever my dear. I’m glad I was able to show you what love was and what it meant. Be happy beautiful girl you mean the world :))) <3)

Heaven Cries / U still mean the world (prod rai4real)

Grab my face from a heavenly height 
When we all lose faith where in hell will we hide?
When we all lose faith when in hell will we hide?
Where in hell do we hide?

Now
You know I despise 
Crowds 
Because it feels like i’m
Surround-
Surrounded by 
Downs
As it is up high 

I never meant to show you that 
(That side of me that I held inside)
I didn’t think I’d hold you back
(I didn’t mean to hold you back)
I look in your eyes and lie bold face
In another life we die of old age
There’s never a promise I just won’t break 
Add it to the problems I just don’t face 

Hi..
Do you know me by my name? 
Because I 
Swear I recognize your face 

Now
You know I despise 
Crowds 
And it feels like i’m
Surround-
I’m Surrounded by
Clouds 
Of a black lit sky 

No retaking pics you leave your past in the casket 
Can’t blame you for running cuz ur dad was a bastard 
And you think that it’s funny he reacts to your actions
Tracking it backwards
You ask for compassion 

Lies all on your tongue behind the tablets of acid 
Try to be empath-etic, practice compassion 
Everything is tragic, what hasn’t will happen 
Massive disaster
There’s Cracks in the atmosphere 

I never meant to show you that 
(That side of me that I held inside)
I didn’t think I’d hold you back
(I didn’t mean to hold you back)
There’s never a promise I just won’t break 
Add it to the problems I just don’t face
I can’t get behind the lie of “soul mates”
Because every single time they die or don’t stay

Hell Has No Space (prod. hurtclub)

LET THE GOOD TIMES ROLL

this world is coming to an end
and we just sit here watching 
I swear this house is made of bones 
and that’s why I feel haunted 
well don’t expect to understand what’s really going on here
I can’t even fucking hear my thoughts why don’t you all just shut up
I’d do it all again to make the same mistakes 
There’s nothing happening it’s all inside your head
I feel haunted by the words I never said 
It’s overwhelmingly hard to bear

Lay down, let me fall
Right here, we’re not lost

I don’t feel whole 
I’m caught in the fray 
There’s no hope here
So I’ll take the blame

frayed

DEMO CULT!

NEURODIVERGENT!

flesh made in cyprus (prod. trentonkyle)

Walking on a tightrope in the end
Been looking at the way down from the air
It may be time to ease the pain
Broken stride caught in the rain

Just leave me to die
I let my soul weep
Paralyzed that part of me
Blind eyes that can't see
All the shame within
Dark days are too loud
Uneasy right now

Baby will you stay forever 
Dont rip my heart out
Before it's empty 
Cause you're worth more than life
The shattered glass of mine
Reflect a better time

If I don’t do something right
I may disappear
I’ve been lining up the white
Look in the mirror
I couldn’t see my reflection
My course in need of correction
I’ve been hanging by a thread
Don’t look at me unravel
You’ve been running through my head
I’ve been kicking up gravel
To keep up with you
We made it through the summer
Make no sudden moves
No telling what I might do

Just leave me to die
I let my soul weep
Paralyzed that part of me
Blind eyes that can't see
All the shame within
Dark days are too loud
Uneasy right now

Baby will you stay forever 
Dont rip my heart out
Before it's empty 
Cause you're worth more than life
The shattered glass of mine
Reflect a better time

LET THE GOOD TIMES ROLL

GENTRAMMEL

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