Beats provided by BlackMayo-Shooting Stars
A badly produced song that shares my feelings

Lyrics:
living in this heat with this beat grab a seat
ima write another song sassin creed oh my god sheesh
throwing back the past not some trash some nostalgic ash
dropping this new rap need a crack from the past attack
packing up       this dude rising up
ima switch up this heat gonna rap like a feast gonna get some heat
running fast as i climb the back with the back i pack shit the sky is black 
all the dudes watching me detach the path no way you seeing this shit no cap
a new stage be coming        ok im ready to slay
having high school in the 3 years always been a good mood coz we always play
is the good days and the good age we dont always have to care and say
‘in the classroom playing basketball got his eyes bleed shit go get a band-aid’
want to grow up so bad like 6 inches tall wanna go pick up some slack
living in this place so bad have duties fulfilled so sad so wanna get back
two safe places in the past years have cut to one when the times here
my home my place i miss the craze i crave for days to play all day oh dear

living this new life what got out of the comfort zone
with the new place ima gonna live myself on by my own 
hard stuff be coming but i dodge it like some traffic cones
but im tired walking everyday like ima deadass clone
work hard keep grinding is all i do throughout the future years
talking trash on me aint gonna work ill just reply oh dear
you dont own me ill make my way up the top i feel its near
two years later ima reach my goal enjoy and drink a beer
talk trash talk shit i dont really give a piss
move out leave now what the hell you say i miss
im here come near gonna walk up to top tier
fuck dont underestimate me ima make you pay here
look beyond the skies keep out all the negativity
making this verse say a story hey are you feeling me
18 years old now im picking up responsibility 
evaluating as i feel improving that ability
miss the old days i dont even have to care
play a fantasy daydreaming sitting on a chair
wishing future getting better thats the thing i only hope
so goodbye its time to start my work from now youll see believe no joke

Growing Up

second track, still sucked. don't have any equipment so the mics trash, the quality trash. thank you if you give this a listen!
thank you Kyu tracks for making this banger track "radar"!
here are the lyrics:
run so fucking fast you aint never gonna catch me 
gonna eat my dust you aint ever gonna see me
talking trash deadass dont ever try and flee
ima catch you running from the scene aint getting free
shooters gonna shoot i aint never get afraid
pulling up the shot wet as fuck fucking getting laid
i aint trying be the good guy im just coming here to slay
when i come in run in pull up with the g its your doomsday

started from the bottom with no talent
never missing trainings never get absent
jogging is already some hard challenge
running in the front never been happen
seeing others getting fast they taking it for granted
ill be grinding days and hours getting it enchanted
days and hours getting tired try to be the fastest
seeing me on everyday coz all i do is practice
yuh     i gone pass you huh
duh    see you later cuh
i aint tryin messing round ya bitch with some track spikes
ill let you wear some glasses but youll never see my taillights

run so fucking fast you aint never gonna catch me
gonna eat my dust you aint ever gonna see me
talking trash deadass dont ever try and flee
ima catch you running from the scene aint getting free
shooters gonna shoot i aint never get afraid
pulling up the shot wet as fuck fucking getting laid
i aint trying be the good guy im just coming here to slay
when i come in run in pull up with the g its your doomsday 

i aint doing this for living im just doing this for fun
but with this shit going on all i can say its fucking done
couldve run that back aint a voice crack i can say that im that lad 
gonna run this song gonna get it pop gonna play this back finna get mad
i aint playin round with this fuckin beat take your waste out and your fucking skeet
grab this water bucket that some fire that i make from this that some fucking treat
so bored from running show talent up the basketball court thats an athlete
when i do it ima aim it for the best no cap now thats neat
walk that walk and i talk that talk when i do it gonna get it spot on
block that shot and i check that clock its over end it like dawn
ima pull up with my squad now gonna leave it with the lights out
gonna swerve that bitch now skr skr ima get that win with no doubt

this the end now of this track now ima pull out with a blow out
gonna set this room on fire with this track y’all need a time out
i made this shit with my heart out and i hope that issa a sell out
just kidding i aint selling this stuff but i’d still give you a knockout
peace

2020

no messin (prod. Kyu Tracks)

Special thanks to GapTL for mixing and editing the final product, and Scott singing the vocals and rapping the Cantonese parts
Contains Cantonese and English (include translation in English)
Here are the lyrics below:

ima glow up
gotta erupt 
got me flying high above hit a golf club
ima glow up
never enough
all these haters look at me feeling lovestruck

feeling down a rainy day
got me wet like a water spray
walk down through the alleyway
had no job never getting paid
drag my legs through a monday
soul dead till its friday
living this life every day
wilting in a colorless grey

feeling shit going through every day
hate this place thinking bout not to stay
goddamn   why my life being shit compared to others when they get to play
bullshit talking bout  working hard  after that you will get there someday
no way ill be doing that shit every day while you just living nice all the way



雨點打喺我窗口 (raindrops falling on the window)
我抱頭痛哭喺我雙手 (crying with my hands wrapped around my head)
越諗越痛 嘅傷口 (the wounds get more painful when I think about them)
求你俾我 唞一唞 (please give me time to rest)
俾我自己一個 困係房間 (leave me alone in my room)
自己一個 碌下床單 (covering myself in my blanket)
自己一個 哂下時間 (wasting my time while being alone)
自己一個 過埋呢晚 (leave me alone for this last night)

踢躂聲係雨水定時針 (the sounds of raindrops- are they the sounds of the clock ticking instead)
食咗太多黃蓮 何處覓知音 (where can i find someone who can understand me)
心亂如麻 淚如雨下 (feeling miserable and tears dripping like the rain)
怪我自己妄想嘅痴心 (i hate myself fantasizing things that are impossible)
我都想做返個細路 (i want to be a child again)
唔需要盲目跟從制度 (and do not have to follow the rules that adults have to follow)
遇怪魔 唔想變大個 (don't wanna grow up)
Why always me 點解要係我
 still laying down on a nice flat
cry baby i can ask that
eat food till i get fat
when some people had to eat rats
thinking that my life isnt that bad
when i have a lot still i get mad
needa start work hard and not waste my time with the things i had finna get glad

ima stop wasting my time get this work done
ima start enjoying time you gon live once
try and doubt me all you want you cant win us
ill gon exceed expectations you gon get bust
ima stop wasting my time get this work done
ima start enjoying time you gon live once
try and doubt me all you want you cant win us 
ill be flying high above getting that thrust

ima glow up
gotta erupt 
got me flying high above hit a golf club
ima glow up
never enough
all these haters look at me feeling lovestruck
ima glow up
gotta erupt 
got me flying high above hit a golf club
ima glow up
never enough
all these haters look at me feeling lovestruck

gotta find out what my heart wants
find my flow follow that response
overflow till my renaissance
limitless ima go beyond
ima grind my way do it every day while i break away improve day by day
you gon doubt on me i retaliate i aint let my time getting slip away


never look back to the days  aint thinking bout yesterday
now i dont stop i dont wait  getting work done im looking straight
find my way always getting motivate walk my way up finna levitate
update  my fate  up elevate ima get to that next level ay 


準備好勇敢向前邁步 (im ready to walk my path)
鋪好一條康莊大道 (make myself a grand path for me to walk on)
面對自己 不再自欺 (facing myself, never lying to myself)
向未來揮手Say hello (saying hello to the future)
我有我 行我嘅獨木橋 你行你嘅陽關道 (you take your road, and i walk my path)
終點線就喺前面嗰度 (and i can see my finishing line at the front)
Ready, set, go!

lilG