The East End feat. Lil Darkie (Prod. Wendigo)

lyrics:

darling hold me close
we’re moving fast
time erasing memories of the past
i wonder what we’ll experience last
darling hold me close
we’re moving fast

and it’s like every day
some life is taken away 
from me i smile
i grind my teeth
i chew my nails 
and bite my cheeks 
and it’s like this for weeks and weeks 

there’s no escaping
but it’s fine inside the prison of my mind
enjoy your time 
treat others well
because the living is the hell 

darling hold me close let’s take it slow
it don’t matter where we go
let’s go somewhere sunny
somewhere cold
i’ll love you forever til i’m old 

and it’s like every day
some life is taken away from me

moving fast (prod. mkultra)

LISTENING TO BIRDS (FEAT. ROYALTY THE KIDD/CXRPSE) (PROD. DARKIE/LIL CUBENSIS)

the napoleonic wars (wendigo X darkie)

art by @fvckk.bvnn
lyrics:
i can’t tell you 
i can’t tell you how many times
that i’ve wanted i’ve wanted to quit
i can’t tell you 
i can’t tell you how many times
that i’ve wanted i’ve wanted to run

gotta stay strong  
gotta stay strong my friend 
gotta stay strong  
there’s no one in the end
to watch you run

keep step wit me
if you forget take a breath 
keep me in yo mind 
there’s no one left here
i feel my spine move every step
bring me one step closer to escape
realizing all is fake
the illusion of being awake
i hope my son know that he’s made to walk the sun

you can run decide 
to fight or fly, i may

choose to ride the lightning
miles away 
 
i hope my son know that he’s made to walk the sun
i hope my son know daddy’s proud of what he’s done
i hope you live to shoot another day
you’d better brought some bullets in your gun

the night the day
the time decay 
our bodies escape from us

why do we 
have to prey on eachother
quite so much?

there is no answer to these questions
learn your lesson
walk away from awesome power
blessings come with practice
on our backs is all this weight 
some can’t handle knowing 
it’s their fate

and they wanna go back, oh yeah
and they tryna go back, oh yeah
but there aint no goin back, oh no
yeah there’s only one path, oh yeah

and they wanna go back, oh yeah
yeah they tryna go back, oh yeah
but there aint no goin back, oh no
yeah there’s only one path, oh yeah

i can’t tell you 
i can’t tell you how many times
that i’ve wanted i’ve wanted to quit
i can’t tell you 
i can’t tell you how many times
that i’ve wanted i’ve wanted to run

gotta stay strong  
gotta stay strong my friend 
gotta stay strong  
there’s no one in the end
to watch you run

RUN (PROD. BRAHMAN)

lyrics:
those who develop expectations suffer
those who live inside the moment thrive
those who cling to moments past will suffer
when you have forgotten you’re alive 

remember everything is here right now
remember everybody’s here right now again
remember everything you fear right now
is something that will dissapear if you pretend
your way to the end 
with me
every-everybody’s here right now again
so there is nothing here to fear right now 
you could-you could dissapear with all your friends
wait til the end

ok don’t take advice
mother fuckers talking money 
they gon pay the price 
mother fuckers talking murder
paying with with they lives
everybody paying something
for the shit they buy

if you aquire something 
you gon have to give that back
platinum plaques 
cookie packs
and them money stacks
all that counting obsessing 
aint doing shit in fact
you should focus on this moment 
nothing other than that

you should focus on this moment nothing other than me
it’s impossible to tell where this shit sending me 
are you doing something right if you got enemies? 
uh, i don’t know, must be something fucked up mentally with us

always tryna fit a mold that just never does fit us
praying to a god but we made up the images
seaching thru the heavens for any messages
the space inside our conciousness is truly limitless

expectation (PROD. SOLSA X SKOTSKR X MKULTRA)

lyrics:
It’s been three days since the last time
Rolling up burning tree was my pass time
Used to think I would chief til I flatline
Used to feel crap and act like that’s fine
Everything’s alright
Imma smoke all night 

Fell in love with the feeling of relief quick
Went from Prozac to wax keif and weed shit
But then it morphed into seek it or be sick
Real shit

I can’t eat a meal less I do more drugs
Everybody telling me to “do more drugs”
Everywhere I look advertising it as fun 
Big billboards
Momma said “slow down son”

I can’t even eat a meal less I do more drugs
People always telling you to “do more drugs”
Everywhere I float on the smoke from the gun
Big billboards yell it out “do more drugs”

I just wanna feel free
I just wanna be free
I just wanna feel nothing
So there’s always something 
Or some reason for weed and THC 
to be with me

DO MORE DRUGS!
DO MORE DRUGS!
DO MORE DRUGS!
DO MORE DRUGS!

This is your brain on drugs
Does it sound dope?
Oil crackling liquid splattering 
Yellow round yolk 
Gas stove 
Cooking up breakfast wearing a bath robe 
I’m moving mad slow
I feel like an asshole

i like to smoke but i don’t like to pass 
so high off the gas that i’m thinking bout passing
light in the church singing during the mass
some believe that life is everlasting 

desire is a dimension of hell
and don't confuse happiness with pleasure or wealth
and don't confuse facts with emotions you’ve felt 
and don't freak out when everything melt off the acid

now when i smoke i cannot wait to pass it
giving to others makes me so alive
now when i smoke my emotions grow massive  
there’s no way to mask how you feel inside

DO MORE DRUGS!
DO MORE DRUGS!
DO MORE DRUGS!
DO MORE DRUGS!

do more drugs (PROD. 19AKIRA X BRAHMAN)

lyrics:
Everyday I give a little back
Everyday I’m paying off my debt
(I lie awake and face the ceiling)
Take me back
To that dream I had a while back

Every time I try to sleep
I toss and turn and grind my teeth

Every day comes right after the last
Everyday the sand falls thru the glass

Every time I close my eyes
I feel the most alive
Every time I go to bed
It’s loudest in my head

Every day I waste a little time
Everyday I lose a piece of my mind
(I lie awake and face the ceiling)
Help me find
That dream I had in two thousand and nine

The one with the alligators and ninjas in it

Take me back to rapping bout shit that I care about
My mother wasn’t aware of my whereabouts 
In a new place 
New city
New friends 
Some turn into enemies in the end

I’ve grown so much since making that song
Don’t play it round me 
Tell me to my face if you got something to say about me
I am not who they say I am very frequently
Everyday I wonder why we can’t be treated equally
I wish it was as simple as just shifting a frequency 
Then we could fix all of our problems very easily 

My family believes in me
As of recently 
I been living peacefully

dreaming (PROD. WENDIGO X BRAHMAN)

lildarkie.com/the-lost-songs
lyrics coming soon!

MARY JANE (PROD. WENDIGO)

running away (PROD. SOLSA)

if only you knew (PROD. WENDIGO)

just a little bit longer (PROD. WENDIGO)

THE WORLD IS ENDING (PROD. WENDIGO)

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LYRICS:

SHOULD HAVE FUCKED AROUND AND THREW IT IN THE BAG 
CHRONIC
THROW SOME NEW TAGS ON IT 
RACE A BLUE JAG SONIC

I BE SMELLING IN PUBLIC
IN MY HOODIE WALKING SILENT
MEET MY GAZE AND I DOUBLE IT

I GOT PROBLEM
I GOT PROBLEM WITH STATE OF THINGS
PROBLEM WITH THE SHAME THAT NIGGAS KNOW
AND THE WEIGHT IT BRINGS
HMM
SIT AND TALK ABOUT FADED THINGS

I GOT NO MORE TIME FOR BULLSHIT

NORTH ON LAKEWOOD MAKE A LEFT TURN WHEN I HIT DEL AMO
WIT THE FELLOWS POP MODELOS LIKE SOME REAL CHICANOS
HELL IF I KNOW WHEN I’M STOPPING NOTHING’S EVER FINAL
I WILL DROP HIM IF HE NOT BEEN WATCHING FOR HIS SPINAL

6 O CLOCK
KNOW YOU REALLY IN THE SHIT
WHEN YOU LOOKING FOR PISS TO COP
WITH THE SWISHERS
PISTOL POP AND THEN IT’S WHISPERS

SHHH

SWITCH TO BACKWOODS 
I NEED IT TO SMACK GOOD
SLEEPING THROUGH THE STREET TALKING
AT NIGHT REFUSE TO GO TO THAT HOOD

YOU WONT CATCH ME TRIPPING 
PAY ATTENTION WHERE I WALK
“YOU WONT CATCH ME SLIPPING”
NIGGAS SAY IT BUT IT’S TALK
IF I COME TO GETCHA YOU’LL 
BE SLEEPING, GRIP NO GLOCK
I BE DOUBLE DIPPING BITCH I
GOTTA GET THAT GUAP

I BE IN THE KITCHEN DRINKING TILL
MY WORRY HUNG 
SORROW IM EMITTING YOU CAN
TASTE IT ON YOUR TONGUE
FEELING LIKE IM EVIL
I BE CREEPING DOWN THE HALLS
I LIKE KILLING PEOPLE IN THE 
STEEPLES AND THE MALLS

I SMOKE THAT ILLEGAL
TO POSSES IN EVERY STATE
FEELING GREAT
AS I CAN HOLD MY HATE INSIDE MY HANDS
WATCH IT DANCE

LIKE IM RUNNING YO FADE
OR CONFRONTING MY FATE
HOPE IM NONE IN YO WAY

I KEEP THE GUN ON MY WAIST….

FOR THE PRESSURE
YESSIR
TOUCH YOUR HEAD AND BLESS YA
NOW YOU AINT A STRESSOR…..

GIVE HER D LIKE A PROFESSOR

IT'LL BE OKAY (FT. BLCKK) (PROD. HEAL)

LYRICS:

YOU EVER LOVE A NIGGA THEN HE GONE?

I HAVE I HAVE 
I PUT THAT THOUGHT INSIDE OF MANY SONGS
DRINKING BY MYSELF AGAIN

DRINK UNTIL THE HENNY’S GONE
IS WHAT THEY TELL YOU
IF YOU PASSED IT RIP OUT ANY BONG
ADVICE TO KEEP YOUR HEALTH A 10

IM TIRED ALL THESE NIGGAS WRONG
TIRED OF LISTENING TO NIGGAS THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS SHIT
ISAIAH AINT MY FRIEND OVER A WORD
BUT A MAN WITH THE SAME NAME FUCKING WITH ME THAT’S OBSURD 
I PUT MY HEART AND SOUL IN THIS SHIT HOE 
YOU MUST NOT HAVE HEARD

HOW COULD YOU NOT BITCH I BEEN YELLING MORE THAN EVEN
GETTING OFF POT HOP OFF THE TOP LIGHT AS A FEATHER
LETTING THE COP SLIP ON THE CUFFS AND IF HE DOING IT TOO ROUGH
I LOOK AT MOMMA LIKE WHATEVER

MAKE HER CRY ONE TOO MANY A TIME
SHE SEE ME GROW COLDER AS IM GETTING OLDER 
I TOLD HER IT’S FINE

I HOLD HER SHE BLIND FROM THE TEARS IN HER EYES
SHE WANT ME TO FIND MY LIFE IN THESE 

RHYMES IN MY HEAD IN A LINE
MY PAIN AND MY STRIFE
EVERY MOMENT MY LIFE
CLOSING IN ON ME

WHY

DO I FEEL THE NEED TO DO MORE THAN THESE OTHERS
CUZ IN THIS LIFE IVE LOST SOME BROTHERS, THAT’S RIGHT

NIGGAS CANT TELL IF THEY LOVE ME FOR REAL OR
THEY JUST WANNA STEAL MY ATTENTION

I MENTION A NIGGA ONE TIME AND HE FREAK 
I BE BREAKING THEY HEARTS AND THEN MAKING THEY WEEKS

IT’S A BLESSING TO KNOW THAT MY STRESSING BOUT ART 
IS IMPRESSING TO NIGGAS THAT LESSEN THEY VALUE 
AS WELL AS YOU NIGGAS THAT LOVE THE IMPROVEMENT
I JUST LOVE TO HOP ON THE MIC AND THEN LOSE IT

SO FUCK ALL YOU PEOPLE 
I DO WHAT I WANT
I DONT WANT NO ONE CALLING MY SHOTS
FOR ME 
TORE ME APART

FUCK THE TOBACCO IT KILLING OUR HEARTS
AND FUCK ALL THE OPIATES I WONT EVEN START

SOME OF US WANT IT 
AND SOME OF US DONT
JUST LEAVE THE SUCCEEDING TO NIGGAS THAT WONT

GIVE UP AND THROW THEY SHOT AWAY
LIVE UP TO WHAT MY APPA SAY

I’LL RUN IT
FOR ALL YOU NIGGAS HATING ON MY STYLE
AND ALL YOU NIGGAS TOWING PISTOLS TALKING WILD
THIS MY THERAPY

DONT GET IT CONFUSED…
I DO THIS SHIT SO I WILL NOT GO BLOW A FUSE 
AND A HURT A HUMAN ANY HUE
HOE WOULD YOU BUG IF I WAS BLUE?
IF I LOOKED MORE LIKE YOU?
IF I DID WHAT YOU EXPECTED
IN A WAY YOU THOUGHT WAS COOL?
BITCH IM TRYNA DISECT IT

HOW I GET THROUGH
TO PEOPLE THAT DONT WANNA LISTEN
THEY VERY COMFORTABLE HATING, 
DEBATING SHIT THAT AINT CHANGING
CUZ THERE AINT ENOUGH AT STAKE AND
NOBODY OWNING THET FATE
OR THE FOOD ON THEY PLATE
OR THE THOUGHTS IN THEY HEAD
I DONT NEED THOTS IN MY BED
I NEED A LOT TO MY NAME
I NEED A PLOT FOR MY GRAVE THAT
WILL EVENTUALLY NOT BE
THERE IS NO POINT TO BE COCKY
OR TRY TO BE ASAP ROCKY 
NIGGAS WANNA FREE ASAP ROCKY MORE THAN
NIGGAS WANNA FREE THEYSELVES 
BITCH ARE YOU WELL PLEASE LET YOURSELF OUT THE CELL

I WANNA LET THESE NIGGAS KNOW THAT I AM DOING FINE
I WANNA LET YOU NIGGAS KNOW THAT GOT THROUGH IT FINE
AND I DONT WANT YOU NIGGAS DYING OVER ME OR MINE
AND I DONT WANT YOU PEOPLE CRYING 

never let another human tell you what you can do
cuz what man do is inside of your mind

free

THERAPY (PROD. WENDIGO)

lyrics:
misunderstanding running rampant
i can see it in your eyes
vision tainted by the lies of every man
banana pie
so sweet and soft 
never enough
im left with crumbs, i have to buy
more of it to satisfy my craving 
climb a ladder

im on the edge
of the world
hang my feet off of the side
no one really wants to die alone
but some of us will try
for this life we dont apply
just appear one day for why?
cover up your pain get high enough
to spread your wings and fly

it’s okay to cry
my sweet banana pie
it’s okay to cry
my sweet banana 

yes i am strong deep inside
but i haven’t always known
guess it’s safe inside my home
and i despise this fucking phone

tell me act like i am grown
tell me care for what i own
if I’ve got to give it back to 
someone this life is a loan

this life is a loan
this life is a loan
this life is alone
honey chin up and be strong 
baby this life is alone

and you don’t need banana pie

banana pie (prod. tsuyunoshi)

ALFREDO (PROD. CXRPSE)

the credits (PROD. WENDIGO/DOC LAUNDRY)

baby me (PROD. MKULTRA/DARKIE)

lyrics: 
let us begin

one day darkie was camping in the forest
probably having a really nice dream
the sun started to rise and he woke up to the sight
of a beam of light coming through his tent
and he couldn’t wait to see what was outside

i wish you saw me like you see you
i wish you saw me like you see you see me see you

i wish you could see  that i’m a person too 

i wish you could see that i am hurting too

on the attack
the ignorant see me and they see food
but ill see them yack
if it truly’s the last thing that i do
and they want that back
the power to place someone under rule
but all of that’s crap
but all of that’s crap to me
and all of that’s crap

i can’t see your face through all the shit you’re talking to me
let’s sit down and mix perspectives up and sip that smoothie
hate will bring you down or bring you up if you move smoothly
i may get around and act a clown but you cant fool me

i wish you saw me like you see you
i wish you saw me like you see you see me see you
i wish you saw me
i wish you saw me at all
saw us both the same

i wish you saw me the same

(ending vocals)

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