it’s been a while

not pixies

i wrote this one when i was really sad lol. i can't handle change and growing up is scary.

my friend

i feel like this song is pretty self explanatory. cant let people down if there's no one to let down. simple as that, i suppose. i used to be really self conscious and thought that no one would wanna be around me cuz i was no fun. but if no one knew i wasn't fun then i'm just nobody and nothing so i can't be good but i also can't be bad.

the joys of being unknown

this is just something i was messing with. it's rough and crude and honest and i felt a lot while trying to figure it all out.

i want to feel normal again

just a rough track that never got made into anything bigger but i really liked it. it's honest work

say it again for me

another rough draft that never got made into anything bigger. i really felt it though.

i had big emotions again

i am scared and nervous and everything is a lot to handle but i'm still pushing but just know i'm still nervous. notice how the volume is soooo loud. those bars never vary, they never falter. the reverb is insane. i was losing my mind i hope you can hear it.

turning red

I make shitty music in my basement. I'm bad at lyrics so most of my music is instrumental. I'm working on it, though, so hopefully some lyrics arise!
Side note: all music is done on my phone with garage band because I have no recording equipment I know how to use!! Like low quality tunes? It's all I've got

Germ-O-Phobia