inspired from a nightmare i had a few months ago

Faceless

this one's about getting the silent treatment :')

lyrics:

In my room alone
Wondering what the hell I did
Am I a ghost?
I say Im sorry but you dont hear a thing

Where are you now?
Did I deserve to he treated like im nothing?
Im falling down
Youre the reason why I feel like dying

I know you didnt mean it
You wre trying your best 
But it’s hard to accept that
I was young and couldn’t see it
But im trying my best
it’s just hard to accept that

Running around with a bruise that’s invisible to everyone
It’s here to stay forever, I wish that I could change that
But unfortunately, it’s part of me

Dont walk away
Im trying my hardest for you to not hate me
Will I be okay?
‘Cause Im standing here looking like a fool, god damn I know you didnt mean it
You wre trying your best 
But it’s hard to accept that
I was young and couldn’t see it
But im trying my best
it’s just hard to accept that

Running around with a bruise that’s invisible to everyone
It’s here to stay forever, I wish that I could change that
But unfortunately, it’s part of me

Why’d you hurt me?
I was just a little kid
I knew nothing
I was just a little kid

Running around with a bruise that’s invisible to everyone
It’s here to stay forever, I wish that I could change that
But unfortunately, it’s part of me

bruise (demo)

lyrics:

in my room alone wondering what the hell i did
am i a ghost?
i say im sorry but you dont hear a thing

ahh
ahh

where are you now?
did i deserve to be treated like im nothing
im falling down
youre the reason why i feel like dying

i know you didnt mean it
you were trying your best
but it’s hard to accept that
i was young and couldnt see it
but im trying my best, it’s just hard to accept that

running around with a bruise that’s invisible to everyone
it’s here to stay forever
i wish that i could change that
but unfortunately it’s part of me

dont walk away
im trying my hardest for you to not hate me
will i be okay?
coz im standing here looking like a fool, god damn it

i know you didnt mean it
you were trying your best
but it’s hard to accept that
i was young and couldnt see it
but im trying my best, it’s just hard to accept that

running around with a bruise that’s invisible to everyone
it’s here to stay forever
i wish that i could change that
but unfortunately it’s part of me

why’d you hurt me?
i was just a little kid
i knew nothing
i was just a little kid

running around with a bruise that’s invisible to everyone
it’s here to stay forever
i wish that i could change that
but unfortunately 
oh unfortunately, it’s part of me

Bruise

lyrics:

it’s getting cold
ive been sitting here for too long
where’s the light?
i am growing tired of this hole

how many tears do i have to cry
to fill this hole and float to the top
will i drown?
will i drown?
i dont know

my heart races
i feel everything and nothing at all
i need saving
and i dont know what to do anymore

how many tears do i have to cry
to fill this hole and float to the top
will i drown?
will i drown?
i dont know

ohhhhhhhh

i need help, where are you?
mmmm

Will I Drown?

lyrics:

no one told me that they were coming
it’s tough on my heart, i think it’s crushing
nothing couldve prepared me for this
almost ran out of time, but i survived it

i should figure it out sometime soon
but it’s hard when youre always feeling blue
nothing couldve prepared me for this
im like a coffee cup, you drop me i spill

it’s hard to move on
nothing is making sense
i need to find a way to get it out of my chest
but i can never say what’s in my head

what’s on the other side?
what’s on the other side?
is there anyone standing, anyone waiting?
what’s on the other side?
what’s on the other side?
is there anyone standing, anyone waiting?

is there something that i am missing?
im falling apart and i keep wishing
that something coulve prepared me for this
but im never enough, can someone fix me

it’s hard to move on
nothing is making sense
i need to find a way to get it out of my chest
but i can never say what’s in my head

what’s on the other side?
what’s on the other side?
is there anyone standing, anyone waiting?
what’s on the other side?
what’s on the other side?
is there anyone standing, anyone waiting?

dont look back now
youve only got a single life to figure it all out
one step at a time
youve only got a single life to figure it all out

Gerty Balbao

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