it's alright being a loner right right right right right right right???? ??? ??1

lyrics:

am i over you
are you over me?
 and no matter what
will we ever be?
  i want to sound like i should
but what does that mean to you
what does it mean to should
is it for my own good

but your closing
closing off for business 
i think its suspicious 
so much morning sickness
sleeping next to lies
not caring when i cry

what difference does it make
why are you laughing at me this time
do you know something i dont
are you begging me to try 
won’t you do something
 i won’t just admit that you’re alone
 im taking out the trash
we’re taking you home

back in limbo
out the window
 just relax
you always tip toe not the past
its just an intro
just sit back
and watch me here so
 write you back
 that we’re just cracked
 i’ve got to get this off my back
cant fight that feeling deep inside no more

cant fight back
you fucking cackle like a jackal 
got to get a bitch 
that doesn’t like me back though
 ccv  your just a quarter of a loan
 i gotta get this shit
off my motherfucking back though 
you forced my face into a smile
so i left my love in a single file 
i looked all over for someone to meet
 but i left right off back at your feet no

distance  made me numb and vicious
accepting your forgiveness
 made you narcissistic
And I Cant find that feeling  anymore I never knew you burned into my core

am i over you
are you over me?
 and no matter what
will we ever be?
  i want to sound like i should
but what does that mean to you
what does it mean to should
is it for my own good

Caramel Kidney

Stuffed Animals

lyrics:

this is a bad track
listen if you want to hear shit talk
straight from the ass crack
but i have to tell em
If you hate me not my fault
Sucking dick is not assault
I wont get sober, not quitter
cause I relapse by default

but hey I know you had a bad day
I’ll meet you halfway
lalalalalalalalala
there’s nothing you bitches can say
ugly ass stripper with no fucking education
We tap each others shoulders and say that’s so raven

Im taking shots and writing jots and plugging watts in the wall
I’m writing down my horny thoughts and drinking shitty alcohol
so take your shot I’ll entertain it,
reinterpret it pervertedly 
these bitches love asking questions
what the fuck is a gaburgably?

im a shotgun in your mouth
swishin around
you love to gurgle me
all my exes still trying to murder me
i lost em, but i can take ten times the pain i caused them
i couldn’t fix him honestly cause i’m the fucking problem
oh god thats a hyperbole
you got some nerve like 
i laugh so hard its hurting me 
and while your at it can you suck it while your jerking me 
off, cause im barely legal baby
and it’s so easy to get turned on (oh)
where is that girl (where is that girl)
i used to be (I used to be)
i killed myself
just so we could meet

so what you wanted
what you wanted
what you wanted
what you wanted to do
was take bite
and take a picture
then you started to chew
i'm getting tired
getting tired
getting tired of you
so here's a clue (heads up)
cause im getting (fed up)

all your talking
and your stalking
and you're dropping your shoe
so i'm plotting
and i'm stopping
that's all i gotta do
you better keep your camera steady
cause i'm ready for you
so here's a quick (heads up)
cause my hammer (heads up)


oh yeah i told you so
i told you long ago
and if you gotta tell me something i don't wanna know
you know i love you though
i guess i kinda don't
but i can still pretend i like it when you tell me, no?
oh yeah i told you so
i told you that you’d go
you said you wanna take it take it take it  take it slow
oh yeah i told you so
i fucking knew it bro
oh

so what you wanted
what you wanted
what you wanted
what you thought you could do
was spend the night
and take a picture
like theres something to prove
i'm getting tired
getting tired
getting tired of you
so here's a clue (heads up)
cause im getting (fed up)


why you jockin
why you jockin
why you jockin on me
bitch are you talking
are you talking
you still talking to me?
i'm appalling
and i'm balling
Cause i'm causing the beef
so while you eat
(heads up)
bitch can you see
(heads up)

Heads Up

Icky Boys and Yucky Girls  - WillyRodriguezWasTaken

(A-a-a)

I loved you
Longer then you knew my name
It's such predictable shame
I should've known
That I cannot bestow
But how could anybody know
That they would see their fate
The time and place and exact date
I tried to warn you
But it was far too late, besides
How could anybody wait that long
A thousand songs I wrote to free myself
Oh god
It feels so wrong
To admit that you are long gone

And how could you
Thought I knew you
Must have misunderstood you
I stand up, been fed up
And hit my head on the way up
Are you sorry?
Just say it , are we?
Cause I'll kill myself at your party
We could of made up
But I stayed up
Until the sun was up so I could tell you
I loved you
Longer then you knew my name
It's such predictable shame
I should've known
That I cannot bestow.
But how could anybody know
That they would see their fate
The time and place and exact date
I tried to warn you but it was far too late, besides
How could anybody wait that long
A thousand songs I wrote to free myself
Oh god
It feels so wrong
To admit we don't belong

We just don't belong
We just don't belong
We just don't belong
We just don't belong
We just don't belong
We just don't belong
We just don't belong

But I loved you
Longer then you knew my name
It's such predictable shame
I should've known
That I cannot bestow
But how could anybody know
That they would see their fate
The time and place and exact date
I tried to warn you
But it was far too late, besides
How could anybody wait that long
A thousand songs I wrote to free myself
Oh god
It feels so wrong
To admit we don't belong

Predictable Shame

Regret, growth, and those moments you wish you could take back, even when you know you had to go through them.
Let it sit with you for a minute.

Turn Back Time

Year of the Horse

gezebelle took this track down and i liked it so i am uploading it so i can listen to it

I Hate My Body! I Want To Be A Girl! - GEZEBELLE GABURGABLY (reupload)

I don’t mean to be a weird guy
But it’s my blood it’s in my mind 
I don’t know how to read social cues
I’m scared to make eye contact when talking to you 

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking 
I’m a social disaster 

I feel like a fish up on land 
Im out of control, I don’t understand 
Why you’re laughing, was it something I said?
I’m just gonna shut up, never talking again

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking 
I’m a social disaster 

I’m an autism haver
Im fucked forever 
I can never talk to you 
Cuz I can’t take the pressure

Please Be Patient I Have Autism

in my skull I’ve been so numb
Life lately hasn’t been so fun
Im sorry I cut off your run
Everything you gave me is gone
I hug an image every night
I hug the memories in my mind
And think of the better times till then

I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
Its gets a little worse each day
And one day I will hatch from this egg
I’ll finally get my way

When I’m missing you and when I’m feeling hurt
I play dress up with a doll and I make it wear your shirt 
I hold your doll until I sleep 
I think about you in my dreams
But when I wake back up the doll is staring back at me

So I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
Its gets a little worse each day
And one day I will hatch from this egg
I’ll break I'll get my way
in my skull I’ve been so numb
Life lately hasn’t been so fun
Im sorry I cut off your run
Everything you gave me is gone
I hug an image every night
I hug the memories in my mind
And think of the better times till then
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
Its gets a little worse each day
And one day I will hatch from this egg
I’ll break I'll get my way
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
I’m stuck with stuffed animals
Its gets a little worse each day
And one day I will hatch from this egg
I’ll break I'll get my way

warmest thanks to @gezebellegaburgably for the beautiful vocals

lyrics:
i’m waking up to stars
the gypsies came and we travelled far
we danced and sang and spun until we bled

with my fingers numb,
count my heart beats to the beat of the drum
no one’s gonna save you when things get glum

i’ll wait behind
throw my body off a cliff
i don’t know how you live like this

blind, sleep deprived
i can’t find my morning star,
we’ve all forgotten who we are

we got lost in the creek
no one around, all fickle and weak
i wanted meaning, i want answers soon

he got shot in the head
i’ve wandered along, but i’m already dead
i’m already dead

i’ll wait behind
throw my body off a cliff
i don’t know how you live like this

blind, sleep deprived
i can’t find my morning star,
we’ve all forgotten who we are

(gezebelle)
i can't do this anymore, i can't fuck these stupid whores
you don't think you've made mistakes but it's time you've known your place
everything you do is fake, you lie just to exaggerate, manipulate without mistake and put yourself in other's pain
you always go on and on, always leading me on, going against yourself self-loathing carousel, constantly measuring, always remembering, breaking and entering, leave you surrendering

(the stars don’t care about you at all
i don’t wanna answer when you call
my morning star is going, i can’t find my hope its showing
everybody says we can live another day
if we just drink our lives away
i don’t know what you’re thinking, why isn’t anybody speaking)

Stuffed Animals

GEZEBELLE GABURGABLY

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