Play It Cool (Instrumental Version)

When the morning comes,
I’ll be here by the ocean.
Just staring into black with
Eyes shut fighting back my tears. 

Like the waves all crashing down
I’m shaken by a cold wind
That pushes me away
But orchestrates my final words, for you:

“Tori, it was selfish that I left you dying
But I never meant leave you that way.
I was scared; and intoxicated. 

You were telling me that I could wash 
My emotions into the ocean.
I never cared enough to see 
What that now means to me…"

Over and over
I see them drown in the tides
The fault is mine, consigned
To how I must live - 

Alone in the unknown
Just digging scars to the bone
To atone and show why I’m still here.

For all my life they've veiled me
Of all my thoughts and faults
They said I'm okay.

But I am off
I'm twisted,
Malevolent,
Lament,
A sickly torment.

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Eloise The Coma Walker (2017)

She Loves To Kiss That Doll (Feat. Gabriela Marramaque) 2.6 Draft

Lyrics:

The new girl found a clique to bargain,
Her unfound confidence in which she pardons:

"I'm not really one to say,
But I hope this letter is enough for me to convey..." 

Convey that you're not
Alone in this thought
The feeling you ought to rot - 
It won't stop.
Just wait for the time
To pass itself by
Eventually you'll find a way to survive.

Mourn the hand,
The hour-hand.

She hides behind her remedies, 
That she takes for her extremities
Just a slave to her identities
That she wants to hide from Eloise...

Don't force your good-will on me
You're mad to read me kindly.
I don't deserve your fortunes
Beneath my self-importance.

I once cared, now I'm opaque
No medicine for heartache
Just pills for everything else...

To hide from Eloise.

Eloise storms in her room and wonders,
If what she said was all a blunder.
Like lightning piercing through to stun her,
Just silence until words will thunder.

"Can't sleep cause my minds a mess -
Up late due to all the stress.
Obsessed over pointlessness,
Such a typical problem - maybe I digress and suppress?"

Suppress all your fears, and
Austere-born tears
Don't look at a mirror
That isn't sincere.
Just gaze at the stars,
Forget who you are, and
Binge through the night
In ethereal light...

Kill the noise
With louder noise.

"If you could bring her back, would you?
Even if she came back... wrong?"

I am tired,
Dancing alone.
Midnight head fright
Ghost on the throne.

That moment of peace
When you fall asleep.
The moonlight that bleeds
Though the window and trees.
The sound of the leaves,
A whispering breeze.
That voice in your head now comes to an end.

I hear you, and
Only you.

She hides behind her remedies, 
That she takes for her extremities
Just a slave to her identities
That she wants to hide from Eloise...

Don't force your good-will on me
You're mad to read me kindly.
I don't deserve your fortunes
Beneath my self-importance.

You're proof that one can be strong,
When you don't care to belong.
I am the ode to your swan song... 

For Eloise...
For Eloise...

For Eloise...

Swan song for Eloise.

Eloise: The Coma Walker

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